"STOP!"Arthit shouts, and immediately the entire court went silent. "All of you! In front of me, now!'Arthit fumes, scaring the juniors as they pile up infront of him. "What is this shit? Is this how we taught you?! Is it?!"He yells, his hands forming into fists. "Ai Arthit, calm down"Knot says, placing his hand on the head hazer's shoulder, but he jerks it away. "No, they have to be taught right."Arthit says, not taking his eyes off the juniors infront of him. "What happened back there? Why is it that even after 3 hours none of you could score a shot?"Arthit questions, tightly gripping the pencil in his hand- resulting in it to snap into two, scaring the poor boys infront of him more. "You know what? No one's going home until you give me 20 3-point shots!"Arthit yells.

His fellow hazer friends had already realized something was wrong, Khongpob wasn't in the crowd practicing with them. They must have fought, otherwise Arthit wouldn't have taken his frustrations out on these boys. "Someone needs to find 0062 before Arthit burns the entire court down"Bright comments, but they knew it was impossible. "I'm sorry for that, Will you promise me that you guys will do better?"Arthit says, taking deep breaths to calm himself down. The 4 standing behind him felt relieved, even when Arthit was mad he made sure to take care of the juniors. That's why he deserves to be the head hazer, strict but still sensitive."Khap"The juniors said and Arthit nodds. "Go on and practice then. 20 3-point shots I'm telling you"Arthit says before sitting on one of the benches, clutching his stomach.

"Shit"He groans, pulling on his hair harshly. He hasn't eaten anything else but dinner last night the entire day due to his frustration, he needs to control himself. "Ai Arthit, what's the matter?"Knot asks, sitting beside his friend who was obviously frustrated with something. "HE is the matter Knot, that bastard just doesn't listen"Arthit says, standing up and taking his bag with him. "Where are you going?"Knot asks. "To my room"Arthit answers before storming off. "Fuck. Oak!"Knot calls out, seeing Oak walk past him. "Khap P'Knot?"The skinny man says, walking up to him. "Find Kong. NOW!"He yells, expressing the urgency of his order as Oak runs to find Kong.

Luckily he sees him taking a sip of his favorite iced coffe on one of the tables outside the cafeteria. "Ai Kong!"Oak yells,running to him. "Why weren't you at practice today?"Oak asks. "I sprained my foot, can't run"He says and Oak nodds. "Anyway, P'Knot is looking for you. Just come"Oak says, running back to the direction of the court as Kong slightly limps behind him.

"Aw, How's the foot?"Knot asks. "Doing better phi" The junior answers. "Go after Arthit, he was fuming"Knot says, immediately gaining Kong's full attention. "Why?"Kong asks, throwing the iced coffee cup in the trash can. "I don't know, he said you don't listen to him. Did you fight?"Knot asks, furrowing his eyebrows when Kong shakes his head."Not recently no"Kong says. "Just fucking go after him"Knot says and Kong didn't need to be told twice, he limps as he runs to the direction of their apartment. "Damn this foot"He says, stopping to rest his foot a little bit before deciding to stop and buy some food. It was lunch time anyway.

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"What was he thinking?! Why doesn't he ever listen to me?!"Arthit says, gripping his phone tightly before throwing it onto the bed. "Stupid bastard never does what I say!"He says, pulling in his hair again. "I have told him about this countless times! Is it that hard to do?!"He groans as he slumps onto the couch. He was hungry. He was angry. HE'S HANGRY! "Goddamit!"He says. Then he hears a knock on the door, he was going to open it until the person behind it spoke. "P'Arthit? It's Kong" Right, just the person he doesn't want to see right now. "Fuck off Khongpob"He says, standing up to go in the bedroom. "Please P'Arthit, I have your pinkmilk and food"Kong says, hearing his stomach grumble, Arthit groans before opening the door and taking the plastic before slamming the door shut on the juinor's face.

"P'Arthit, I know you're probably inside the room now"Kong says, his breath shaky. Arthit WAS going to go inside the room, but something about Kong's voice is stopping him. "Please tell me what's wrong, I can't keep guessing how you feel all the time. Tell me what I did wrong, let's fix this"Kong says, tearing up a little. "What am I doing? He isn't listening, I'm wasting my time"Kong says, stopping his tears that were threatening to fall. "Atleast eat P'Arthit"Kong says, before turning around to leave. But because he put too much pressure on his foot, he stumbled. When he hears the sound, Arthit looked through the peephole and saw Kong stumble to the ground

"Ah!"Kong groans as he massages his foot a little bit, Arthit was tempted to open the door- but he reminds himself that he was mad. "Why did I have to sprain my foot today?"Kong complains, Arthit frowns.He wasn't taking care of himself again. The former stands again but he really couldn't walk anymore and almost fell down the stairs, if the latter hadn't caught him just in time. "P-P'Arthit" Kong stutters as he stares deep into his senior's eyes

"Let's get inside"was all Arthit says, helping Kong walk inside his room and helped him get on the couch. "Stay here"Arthit says, disappearing to the kitchen and returning with an ice pack. "Here"Arthit says, Kong takes it and crosses his legs before placing the ice pack on it. "P'Arthit, are you mad?"He asks,as if Arthit rolling his eyes at the question wasn't proof enough. "Please tell me what's wrong"Kong pleads. "You really don't know?"Arthit glares at him and Kong nodds, they hadn't met each other since last time so he hasn't done anything; atleast he thinks so. "Watch this"Arthit says, taking his phone from the bed and opens his screenshots before practically shoving the phone in Kong's face

"Phi, I didn't even know they took these pictures. But I did do an IG live earlier, I was told to do so. University Moon duties, you already know that"Kong argues but Arthit shakes his head. "Not that, why did you wear those specs again? Haven't I told you not to wear them in public anymore?" Arthit says and Kong sighs. "But phi, I don't wear them in public when I'm with you. I thought since you weren't around, it's okay" Kong reasons. "What is CampusEyeCandies and SFUHotties anyway?"He asks, cause who the heck takes pictures of people and posts them? "They're accounts that post pictures of "hot guys" around the university. But that's beyond the point, didn't I tell you not to wear those bloddy specs?"Arthit says. "Plus that fucking black shirt, why did you wear that?"Arthit says, confusing Kong. He's never had a problem with the shirt before, why now?

"I didn't see anything wrong about it phi"Kong answers. "Look what you've done. By showing off your biceps people are running around calling you daddy. I told you not to wear those specs in public anymore so that people don't make a fuss over how hot you are!"Arthit says and Kong scoffs. "But phi, if I remember correctly,your exact wording was "so that you don't look like a nerd". Your reasons for not allowing me to wear things in public is always along the lines of "It makes you look ugly", "It doesn't suit you", "You look bad" or "Because I don't want you to". You never mentioned anything about me being hot, if you have I would have worn them more often"Kong teases,angering Arthit. "You don't get it do you? I tell you not to wear those because you look so good and hot in them!"Arthit groans, making Kong blush

"Then why do your words tell me otherwise?"Kong questions, this time it was Arthit's turn to blush. "Because I'm the only one who can see you like that! It should be only me who gets to see this side of you!"Arthit answers, blushing at his own words. "And daddy? Who the heck calls people they don't even know well that?"He complains further. He didn't like the idea of people calling HIS Kong daddy, nor fantasize about him so openly. Though he did envy the fact that they can boldly call him those things and comment down their fantasies of the university moon so openly. "Are you jealous P'Arthit?"Kong asks and Arthit glares at him."What if I am?"He answers, his jealousy was justified. "Phi, please don't listen to them. I don't care about whatever they think concerning me, I care about YOU. Whatever they fantasize is just that, fantasies. You are my reality"Kong says, taking his older boyfriend's hand in his. "What if one day you fell for them Kong? What would I do with my life then?" Arthit says.

"What if one day you realize you're better off with those girls? What if one day you stop loving me? What if one day you realize that I'm not the one you want to love?"Arthit adds, this was one of those times when his insecurities would eat him alive. "Phi, please listen to me"Kong says, looking deep into Arthit's eyes. "I will only be better when I'm with you, I will never stop loving and wanting you. This relationship we have, I don't want with anyone else"Kong says, giving Arthit's hand an assuring squeeze."You changed my life without even trying, and I don't think I could ever tell you how much you mean to me. I can't imagine what things would be like if I hadn't met you"Kong says, making Arthit's heart soften. "I want you to know that I choose you. And I'll choose you, over and over and over. Without a pause, without a doubt, in a heartbeat. And I always will keep choosing you"

"There's something about you that I'm scared to lose, because I know I won't find it in anyone else.I wish I could explain you eyes, and how the sound of your voice gives me butterflies. How your smile makes my heart skip a heat and how everytime I'm with you, I feel so complete"Hearing these words from his boyfriend made him cry, he was being totally unreasonable for being jealous. "I'm sorry Kong"He says, realizing his dumb mistake as Kong hugs him. "Don't cry phi, it's fine. You were just jealous, I know I would be if someone posted pictures of you. I'd probably beat something up"Kong says and Arthit chuckles before breaking the hug and saying "You're crazy". "Seeing you smile, makes me feel better"Kong says and Arthit snuggles closer to his younger boyfriend before frowning. "I'm sorry"He says and Kong shakes his head. "No need to be sorry phi. But maybe you should eat now"Kong says when Arthit's stomach grumbles. "Yeah maybe we should"

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Both of them had finished eating and were now spooning on the bed, and as always Kong is the big spoon and Arthit is the tiny and adorable spoon. 'It was better this way'Arthit constantly tells himself, because even if the role was supposed to be his, Kong's arms was always where he felt the safest. He feels warm and at home in his younger boyfriend's arms, it's where he feels like nothing can harm him. Pretty cliché, yeah, he knows. "Don't you have class Kong?"Arthit asks, shifting a little so he can face Kong, breaking the hug for a while. "I do. Infact, we both do phi. But P'Knot's got that covered"Kong answers and Arthit nodds before snuggling back in Kong's arms. "I didn't know you could be THIS jealous Phi, but then again it's a nice way to let me know you still love me. Because even if I know you do, I need a confirmation sometimes"Kong says, sadness evident in his voice

Arthit sighs before looking at Kong, sadness in his eyes as well. "I'm sorry that I don't show you how much I love you often baby, but you know I'm not good with words"He says, frowning. "But you do know that saying it or not, I love you anyway right?"Arthit adds, sitting up on the bed with Kong following suit. "Kong, please tell me that you know I love you"The former says, worrying a little bit that he might have been too quiet that the latter might have began questioning his love. "Ofcourse I know P'Arthit"Kong says, resting his head on the head-board.

"How? I don't say it often"Arthit asks and Kong chuckles."True, you may not say it often but you do show it."He adds and Arthit furrows his eyebrows before taking his place beside Kong-resting his head on Kong's lap, and the latter begins playing with Arthit's hair. "How come?"He asks.

"You don't tell me you love me often, but instead you show it. Even though you're tired you cook for me, you wake up early so you can have breakfast with me, you cook or buy lunch for me and you even go out of your way to bring it to me at the university, you send me random sweet messages even when you're at work just because you want to, you clean and do things around the apartment so I don't have to. Phi you do so many things for me that prove your love, but it wouldn't hurt to just say it sometimes"

Kong says and Arthit sits up, smiling at the former. "So you never once questioned my love for you?" He asks and Kong shakes his head while saying "Never have,never will" before hugging Arthit and planting a quick kiss on his cheek. "How about you phi? Have you ever questioned my love for you?"Kong asks and Arthit scoffs. "How can I when you're always following me, saying how much you love me? Heck, if I wouldn't scold you for it you would be running around the streets of Bangkok yelling "I love you P' Arthit" or something"Arthit says and Kong chuckles before saying "Hence the reason why you shouldn't overthink. No matter how many other people tell me they love me, my heart will always be with you. You got that, Oon?"Kong says, making Arthit blush as he nodds, the nickname sending chills all over his body-an effect only Kong has on him

"You're really cute when you're jealous by the way"Kong adds and Arthit chuckles, it's true though.Then Kong realized something. "Phi, can I ask you something?"He says and Arthit hums in response. "Why were you on there even?"He asks. "Well I overheard a few juniors talking about the account, ofcourse at first I didn't care but when one of them mentioned you were there I had to check it out myself"Arthit answers. "Are you sure you weren't just checking out hot guys?"Kong questions, raising his eyebrow. "Oh come on Kong, why would I do that? I already have a hot guy that's hopelessly inlove with me and I'm hopelessly inlove with him too. So if others dared to touch him I will bite their fingers off"Arthit scoffs and Kong just chuckles at his phi's words.Kong may be inlove with a soft tsundere turtle, but his turtle is a feisty one. One that can send shiver's down a lion's spine, and the lion? Ofcourse never complained. Jealousy is a normal thing in a relationship, it reminds a couple that they are only each other's.

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Supposed to be with my doctor right now but I couldn't help it, I wanted to update this already!! Acck, it sucks. :>