Pain.

That is what I felt the moment my mate's large fanged teeth bit down on my neck, the feeling was so strong and filled with immense pain but it only lasted a mere second as the pain turned quickly to pleasure, almost instantly making me moan out and dig my nails into Demonia's back.

The shock of the sudden switch from pain to pleasure has my eyes rolling back into my head as I feel our mate bond deepening to the depths of our souls, I feel the connection clasp together, almost like Demonia was the missing piece to my soul and now it's complete, I feel at one with my mate.

I feel alive, we are bound together for life.

I feel his fanged teeth slowly leave my neck and the sensation of them leaving my neck sends a flutter throughout my body, the sparks igniting another flame inside of me, between my legs.

Demonia's touch is skilled and addictive, every inch of me he touches or brushes up against has me forgetting that we had only just met, he has completely swept me off my feet and impressively dropped me on my back, in bed.

But I shamefully had hoped for this, one would be a fool to not be attracted to Demonia Black, not only is he devilishly handsome, he's thoughtful, serious and he is very direct. Things I am definitely not used to in a man.

All I have known are boys and stuffy old men around me, Demonia makes me feel special just from a simple glance, I am sure many have glanced his way since arriving here, but his eyes were solely focused on mine.

I feel him lean back from my shoulder and I open my eyes to see a sight I will never get used to. He has blood on his lips that has dripped to his chin, his white shirt is long gone and his chiseled chest is bare and shining from the moonlight, it makes his beautiful red glowing eyes do dangerous things to my heart.

I really want to run my fingers through his messy tousled hair, I wonder if it's as soft as it looks? I am envious of how easy he makes everything seem, such confidence is almost too much for me, any more and I won't be able to hold myself back, not even in public.

"Fuck, you taste too good." He huskily says as his tongue licks the bottom of his lips, his fangs and actions alone cause flutters between my legs and speed up my heart rate, he is such a beautiful man... I'm completely awestruck.

I have no idea what to say to such a man. My wolf desperately wants to shout it all out, I LOVE YOU, MATE ME. But I do not share her confidence, especially so close to an actual dangerously enticing man.

He spreads my legs as he smirks down at me with a look I can not place, it scares me that I am not scared of how he looks at me like he wants to consume me entirely until I am nothing but a mess on the bed.

I want it, I want to be a mess if it's him...

"Please..." I groan out shamefully as I bite my lower lip from ogling him.

His grin is smug as he stares down at me with such immense power. "Words, Lilian. I want to hear exactly what you want me to do..." He says slowly as he lifts my leg up, glancing at me with a knowing smirk. "..what do.." He licks my toe, causing me to groan out. "..you want." He says lowly and his voice causes butterflies in my stomach.

Wow... oh my..... moon goddess, give me strength!

I swallow my nervousness back. "I want you to.. touch me... more, here.." I say shyly as I feel my face grow warm from the way he intensely looks at me like he can see right through me.

His smirk is scary but I find its making the flutters inside of me deepen. "Lift your ass." He says,demandingly, causing my nerves to spike at what is going to happen.. it's finally here, I'm going to have sex, with none other then my mate, the most handsome, sexy and devilishly alluring man possibly alive.

I lift my ass as told and he rips the undergarments off me in a single motion, immediately throwing them across the room, I watch completed fixated on his next move as Demonia pushes the blanket off him whilst his large hand is holding onto his very large length.

It's intimidatingly big, really big infact, I couldn't even fit my hand around his impressive size, it's thicker then my arm and bigger then anything I could ever imagine, I begin to wonder if he is real and I am not having a really shameful dream.

I drink him in and admire his body, he is completely out of this world..

Demonia still have my blood on his face and if anything, it should make him look terrifying but it doesn't, I feel my wolf and I agree that red is definitely his color, he swallowed a piece of me and knowing that he has a part of me in him.. wow...

But I know it doesn't end there, next he will have.. a very large part... of him in me.

His rough hand touches my pussy and I moan out unexpectedly, causing him to smirk ardently at me. "No backing out now sweetheart, this is only the beginning." He says staring into my eyes as he begins to stroke his impressive length as he shoves fingers inside of me.

"Nggghhhh!" I cry out as the pain becomes too tense to keep my voice silent.

I don't know how many are inside me but it hurts, it hurts so much, my eyes are blurry and tears fall from my eyes, he is punishingly teasing me as he pushed them in deep, so deep I feel every inch of his fingers choked tightly against the walls of my pussy. "P-Please, it hurts..!" I beg, gripping the bed as I bite my lip, tears falling from my eyes.

He begins to move his fingers slowly out of me and I begin to feel a little better, until he pumps them back into me, causing me to cry out, yet again, begging him as I begin to moan out, the pain slowly making me enjoy it, and I cant believe my first time is like this, rough and no mercy.

It's too much, but I strangely crave more, I want him to do whatever he wants to me.

I hear him chuckle out. "You are such a dirty girl, look how wet you are.. like a whore, tell me mate, do you like it rough?" He whispers out darkly, the huskiness in his voice makes me clench around his fingers as I feel a blush rise to my face.

He begins to pump into me harder and it becomes too much to bare as I cry out whilst moaning from the sparks of his fingers, the mate bond making it impossible to hate this as my toes curl from the intensity rising.

I have never felt like this before, his fingers are torturous but addictive, I'm terrified of myself and then again, I wanted this, I wanted him.

I open my eyes and see he is bigger than before, if that is even possible, the more I glance at it, the wetter I become, Demonia can sense this as his smirk turns serious as he removes his fingers from deep inside of me.

His eyes never leave mine as he brings his fingers to his blood trained mouth, he wraps his tongue around his fingers and my stomach clenches as my pussy flutters.

His eyes turn dark, no more glowing bright red as he licks his lips, staring into my eyes. The next thing he does gives me whiplash as it happens so fast, he pulls my legs down towards him as he wraps his arms around my waist and lifts me up with him.

I wrap my legs around him the best I could as I feel him walk towards the window, my heart beating a mile per second from the look in his eye as he stares ravenous at me, causing chills to go down my spine at how hungrily he looks as he stares deeping at me.

The shock of cold hits me as he puts me up against the cold glass window of my bedroom, he lowers his head on my shoulder and he's breathing heavily, his hot breath causing tingles when it hits my skin, right hand holding me up effortlessly as his left hand is positioning his large length at my entrance.

I'm nervous, more then nervous, I'm terrified of how big he is, will it fit? What if it doesn't and it makes him mad? Will he leave me? I want to please him.

He groans out as I feel the tip of his penis at the entrance of my pussy, I can feel how wet I am from him rubbing his cock against my pussy and It makes me grip onto him harder as I moan against his ear, feeling him shiver from my moan.

I hear him mumble something out but I don't catch it as I feel him begin to enter me. "Ngnhhnn!!!" I groan out painfully. "It hurts!" I groan out as it feels like his length is splitting me apart.

He groans out deeply as he pauses and lifts his head to stare at me with wild eyes and a small smirk. " Sorry..." He says breathlessly with a smile that blows me away and it almost makes me forget about the pain for a moment. ".. I just couldn't help myself." He says as I smile weakly at him, feeling his length twitch inside of me, making me blush.

He brings his head closer, his eyes fixated on my lips before he takes my lips with his in an intense battle I easily lose, his skillful lips bring me to an all-time high as I feel him begin to move into me slowly.

I was close to crying out before he takes my tongue with his in a sensual battle, his large rough tongue is sucking and licking mine roughly but I can't get enough of it.

My mouth hurts and I can taste blood on his tongue as he kisses me with such raw intense passion, something I have never experienced before, it feels like fireworks are going off in my mouth and I can't help myself when I moan out loud in his mouth as the sensation.

Something snaps me back to reality and I notice he's stopped, I look down and see that he is fully inside of me and it feels really tight, I can practically see a bulge in my stomach from how deep he is inside of me, but I don't feel pain, I feel... horny... like the pain was never there.

How is this possible? Is it the mate bond or.. was it Demonia Black?

I had read about it but I did not think it was true, Renoan Demons have a special talent of seduction, it was told like they had gifts of... the sexual nature, causing immense pleasure, no matter how much it hurt or how uncomfortable it was having relations with a Renoan, their ways of sexual seduction made you forget about everything and focus on the pleasure, rather than the pain.

"I'm going to start moving, hold onto my shoulders." He says roughly as he breathes out, lust filling his pitch black eyes as I nod wearily.

I grip onto his shoulders tightly, curiously looking at him as to why he wanted me to do this.. then I feel Demonia put both of his large rough hands on either side of my hips, he then begins to lift my hips up his length as his cock slowly leaves my insides.

But the tenderness doesn't last long before he begins to roughly hold me and slam my hips down on his length, causing me to put my head on his chest as he begins to use my hips punishly, thrusting me in and out of his large cock without mercy.

I can't think of anything, I only feel him stretching me out, consuming me until my insides are the shape of his length, his breath is rough as he growls as he slams my hips down with such force that I begin to feel lightheaded from how rough he is.

I'm daydreaming, this is too good, I feel limp in his hold, his voice and breathing keeping me on the edge of exploding.I hear him chuckle darkly as I look down and that's when I noticed it...

I can see clearly as his impressive monster length goes in and out of me and on the floor is a puddle of my creation, I am so wet there is no wonder... I'm too embarrassed to even look in his face from seeing how shamefully wet I am from him, and for my first time!

"Fuck! You feel so fucking good, I cant get enough." He roughly says as he slams into me, making me cry out his name.

I feel something build inside of me as I moan out like I have never before as my stomach clenches and my toes curl, my eyes roll to the back of my head as I feel myself orgasm.

Demonia begins to move as I feel my back touch the softness of my bed, I open my eyes and see him breathing heavily, standing in front of me at the edge of the bed, he's holding my legs up, his length still deep inside of me.

He breaths hard and I'm trying to gather my senses but all I see is the sweat gliserniing against his rock hard abs as his chest rises and lowers, his eyes completely fixed on me like a wild beast ready to feast.

"I'm just getting started mate." He says with a sinful smile and I pale, staring up at him, my eyes wide.

Wait...

...What!?