This Chapter is dedicated to @MsFlawlessKhan who commented on most of my chapters. Babe I love ya

On October 11, 2014 I was laying down in bed bored, like most of my weekends were. And I thought hey since I have no life how about I make one! And there I am going to write and laugh and talk with other people. And I can be ME....to those people that I know and you guys are reading this. I am myself in front of you. It's just that while I write I fell FREE!! I am FREE!! Nobody can tell me what is wrong and what is right I get to decide. I get to say what happens next. I write the rules! *wattpad people turn to look at me* The wattpad people write the rules!

Like right now..half of you will ask yourselfs(selves?) if I'm high or I fell and hit my head...well I did hit my head but NO! I am happy for all of the support that I have been getting I know It takes most writes twice the time to get at least 1.6k votes and it took me half the time..so Thank you!!! I love you all!!

Ok*takes deep breath* since you guys know that I love Lana so much that If I was lesbian (my parents think I am which I'm not) I would marry and have kids with her...yeah I don't think that's possible. But anyways I though hey! Why not use some of her songs to give you all a message so here we go... I will change some parts . I DO NOT OWN THESE LYRICS SO DON'T YOU DARE REPORT ME!!! ok *clears throat* let's start

comment & vote before you go....

Summertime Hapiness:)

I just wanted you to know

that baby you're the best...

got that summertime, summertime happiness..(to lazy to write the rest)

Oh my god I feel it in the air

Telephone wires are sizzling like a snare

Honey, I'm on fire (cuz I'm so happy) I feel it everywhere

Nothing scares me anymore (exept scary movies)

I also wanted you guys to know that

It's you, It's you, Its all for you everything I do..

I tell you all the time, heaven is a place on earth with you..

tell me all the thiings you wanna do..

I heard that you like the bad(cool) stories honey

Is that true? It's better than I ever even knew..

they say that the world was built for two

Only worth living if somebody is loving you

Baby, now you do. (I mean it I love you all!!)

Also that

..you fit me better than my favorite sweater..

I will love you 'till the end of time

I would wait a million years..

Promise you'll remember that your mine

Baby can you see through the tears?

Love you more

Than those b*tches before..

And to all future those haters..

Not even they can stop me now

Boy I've been flying overhead

Their heavy words can't bring me down

Boy I've been raised from the dead

..Now my life is sweet as cinamon

Like a f*cking dream I'm living in

Baby love me cause I'm playing on Wattpad..

How do you like me now?

To end

If you stick with me, I can take you higher, and higher

I got so scared I though I was going to suck at writing

Then you came around scooped me up like a baby

I tried so hard I though everyone would hate me..(I'm exagerrating a little)

Yall thought me that it was good to be crazy

And

There she was my new best friend..

Voting for my stories in the wind?..idk

Something you may die for?..

Its your curse?

Ok ill stop there before I scare you all away

I mean it guys you make all of this worth it so THANK YOU!!! I don't even know you all and you alredy took a piece of my heart so again THANK YOU!!!

Everyone told me love was blind

Then I saw you face and you blew my mind..

Come on down to wattpad I got something for ya!

Chica cherry cola lime..

Yayo,Yayo,yayo!

We could get high I'll pay!!

(I'm playing! Don't you dare click that report button young lady/man)

sorry I got carried away...just a few more lines

I've got feathers in my hair

I'm a wattpad baby!

I'm a wattpad baby!

If you don't like it you can beat it!

If you don't get it then forget it!

Yeah my wattpad babies are pretty cool... (Yalls new name!Like it?)

cuz I'm a wattpad baby!

YEAH YOU!

Ok now for reals let's start. Sorry if I freaked you out.

I want money, power and glory!!

i wanna take you for all that you've got! (jkjkjk)

Lay me down tonight in my coments & votes..

I wrote my way up to the top

Go baby go!

This is my show!

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"Ahh so they left you here. Great!"

"They didn't leave me here you bastard I told them to leave!"

"Whatever floats your boat. Now come on." I just stared blankly at him.

"I said to come on you bitch!" I started walking knowing that he was capable of hurting me or my daughter.

"Where are we going?"

"It's a surprise."

"Where?"

"It wouldn't be a surprise if I told you now would it?" He said pulling me by my arm. He led me downstairs and behind the staircase where a door was located. I had to stop and catch my breath the adrenaline rush going away.

"Start walking!"

"I'm in labor you bastard!"

"I don't give a fuck. Start walking or I will open you up and take her out so you won't be in labor anymore."

This son of a b*tch!

He opened the door and I gasped at the terrible sight.

"Dad!" I said running to his side. He was in bad shape, cuts and bruises all over his body. I felt guilty.

"Princess!" He said concern evident in his voice "Are you ok?"

"As ok as I can be daddy."

Clapping made me turn around

"Beautiful! Simply magnificent. Really! You guys are so....inspiring? I must admit you almost had me. Good thing I am a heartless bastard. Right Rose?"

"John you don't have to do this. You can leave and I won't let anyone harm you. Please!"

"I'm sorry there's nothing I can do for you! And to think things could've been easier! Damn it Rose! We could have been so happy together! But now, now I not only have to kill your father, mother, nana, mother-in-law, father-in-law, husband, I also have to kill you."

"No! You can't! I thought you loved me!" I said clutching my stomach in pain.

"I did! I really-I still do! But I'm no fool I know you would never allow me to touch you. And if I keep you alive I won't be able to have your daughter. So you leave me with no other choice than to kill you." By his end of his little rant I was screaming out in pain.

"Bring in the doctor." He said to one of his body guards.

A female doctor came in. Behind her they rolled down one of those hospital beds. "Lay her down." She said. They took me by the arms and laid me down.

"She's about 8 cm dilated."

"Give her something to hurry up I can't be here all day." Said John looking down at his watch

"You know John he will come and kill you. He will know who you are."

"Aww you still have faith in him? How cute. But get this straight through your head, he will never, NEVER find me. I mean how could he, I died last week" An evil smirk on his face.

3 Hours later.....

"AAA!! I can't do this!" I yelled. The contractions only seemed to get worse

"You can do it baby girl! You have to! You have a little girl that needs you now don't you dare leave her!" Yelled my father. I really wished it was true but deep down I knew I wouldn't make it. About half an hour ago I started bleeding heavily which I was sure wasn't normal.

When this happened I begged John to allow my father to be next to me. Surprisingly, he agreed but his men were watching him. If you are wondering why Michael hasn't found us it's because they mislead him. Another person took John's place and he left with another pregnant woman that looked like me. So I had no F*cking Idea where he was at.

"Daddy promise me you will take care of her."

"Well baby girl I can't. I mean why would I when she's going to have you?" A fake smile plastered on his face.

"Alright it's time for her to start pushing." Said the doctor tacking away her hand from down there.

"Dad, I'm scared." I said tears rolling down my eyes.

"I know baby, but you need to push. That baby needs to come out for you to get better."

"Ok miss when I count to three I need you to push."

"One...Two....Three!"

After about 10 minutes the doctor said "I see the head!" As I pushed one last time, the door was thrown down and Michael stepped in the room with other men behind him. The Doctor cut the cord tied it and wrapped her up in a blanket then she handed my crying baby over to John who started walking to another exit.

"No! Stop! You can't take her away!" But it was too late. He aimed a gun at her head.

"Dad! Do something! Don't let him kill her!" I yelled getting up and running after him.

He grabbed my arm "Rose I'm sorry. You can't do anything"

"You should listen to him. In fact, all of you should listen to me! Especially you Mr. Liombardi."

"What do you want John?" Asked Michael

"Me? Nothing more than what I have in my arms. Now listen very carefully or she will die."

"DON'T YOU DARE TOUCH HER!"

"Tsk, you should be quiet before I do something we both regret." by now she was screaming, probably feeling the danger. It broke my heart to know that I couldn't do anything to help her.

"Now you let me walk out and I will make sure she gets all that she needs...after she gives my boy a heir."

"And if I don't?"

"I don't need to spell it out for you, do I? I will kill her"

"Like I said before I will kill you before you touch a hair on her head." And with that John fell to the floor on his knees as a bullet pierced his skull. My father threw himself at him and grabbed my baby girl.

"How?" I asked

"We made a deal with Chloe she took out the bullets. Apparently she does love her child." I only nodded as Michael shot him again in the head. He came over to me and scoped me in his arms.

"Shit, Rose you're bleeding out. We need to get you to a hospital!"

"Let me see her first" I once again felt on the verge of fainting.

"Rose we need to get you to a hospital first."

"No, I need to see her." He nodded and motioned for my dad to bring her to me. I grabbed my jelly bean and held her close. She opened her small eyes and I gasped. "She has my eyes." I said tears brimming my eyes.

"You're beautiful darling, I wish I could've spent more time with you. I'm so sorry. Just remember I'll be with you in a heartbeat. I love you Katherine Nicole Liombardi." I kissed her head and handed her back to my father. "Both of you better take good care of my little princess."

My father nodded and Michael leaned in to kiss me "You can't leave me Rose I need you." He said with tears rolling down his eyes.

"No you need her. Promise you will look after her, promise you will always be there, and promise you will love her no matter what."

"I promise."

"Rose will I ever see you again?"

"In a heartbeat." And with that I let darkness consume me...forever.

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I'm sorry but it had to be done. No it's not over yet..so I did go back and change some chapters and details. Again I want to thank all of you for your support the names were given to me by @MsFlawlessKhan who such a darling. Anyways I will hopefully see you guys on Friday.

Whoever can guess all the songs for my little cheesy "poem" you could say will get a chapter dedicated.