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"Hair done nails done like a bad bitch."Raven sang along to the music as she recorded Mariah.

"Who's chips are these?"Blue, one of or longtime friend's asked.

"Blue if you're hungry just fucking eat, damn!"Mariah yelled at him.

He walked around the kitchen, "I'm looking for something along the lines of low vibrational not full course."

"Couldn't be me ima eat, fuck a low vibrational."Raven said and I tuned them out while texting Von.

It's been about five hours since we've talked.

At three o'clock he left to go handle something all the way across town.

Shit we were good until we got into it and he decided to ignore my calls and messages.

I've been checking up on him through Booka and Muwop, and I guess he's good.

The argument we had wasn't really bad so I'm not sure why he's ignoring me.

We argued about him coming back home tonight, although my girls are over here, instead of him going to spend the night at one of his friend's house.

I wanted him to come back home tonight but he objected.

I understand because he's just trynna give me and the girl's time alone, but why can't I just have them both.

At this point I wanna go to sleep.

I regret this whole fucking sleepover thing.

"What you in your feelings for?"Raven asked me as she sat down next to me.

"I miss my man."

"Damn y'all don't get tired of each other?"Blue asked me.

"No, better not."I scrunched my face up.

"Wasn't y'all just on bad terms?"Mariah asked me.

I shook my head, "Yeah I think I hurt his feelings."

Blue plopped down on the couch with his low vibrational plate, "Oooh Shay you need to stand up."

"I get soo weak in the knees I can hardly speak."I started singing and we laughed.

"No for real though, I miss him."

Blue rolled his eyes, "Girl clearly he ain't thinking about you. If he was, he would've been picked up the phone. Get yo ass up, go feed my babies, and get ready have fun tonight."

"Okay I guess."I chuckled while getting up and going into the kitchen.

I grabbed a paper plate and put three slices of pepperoni pizza on it along with some wings.

"Alright so what game we playing first?"I asked them as I walked back into the living room.

"While everybody's eating let's do karaoke. I'll go first."Mariah said.

"Karaoke while we eating?"Raven said.

"You'll be fine."

"What song you doing?"I asked Riah.

"Someone like you by Adele."she said while putting the song on the tv.

"Okaaay everybody give it up for Adele!"Blue said and we laughed while clapping.

Once the song came on, she began singing.

We sang along dramatically while recording her.

Once she had finished, Raven went up next.

Her song was Don't Play With It by Lola Brooke.

This bitch had me dying because she was getting sturdy while rapping to the song.

Then her and Blue decided they wanted to do Drake and 21 Savage, Rich Flex.

Raven was 21 while Blue was Drake.

His ass was twerking while she was rapping.

It was a mess and I couldn't stop laughing.

When it was my turn I took it back to r&b.

I used the song Just Be A Man About It by Toni Braxton.

When the song was finally over, we decided to play a game where we act out certain scenarios.

This had just came up randomly due to all the acting we did with Karaoke.

"Alright Riah you just found out yo daughter pregnant, Shay you the daughter."Blue said.

"Do I gotta stand up?"I asked them, my damn feet were killing me.

"No you're fine."

Riah sat down on the couch across from me pretending to be smoking a cigarette.

We started laughing.

"What you sitting over there looking long faced for?"she asked me.

I started bouncing my leg while looking at the floor.

"M- my period came late."

"Everybody has an irregular cycle, you'll be alright. I know one thing, you better go do them damn dishes."she said and I broke character.

Raven laughed, "This shit is so accurate."

"Mama I- I'm pregnant."I blurted out.

Mariah got up and walked down the hall.

She walked back in the living room with her belt folded in her hand.

"I couldn't hear you, you said what now?"she stood in front of me.

"I'm pregnant."I playfully started crying.

"Pregnant!? You can't even wipe your own ass, how the fuck you gone wipe a baby's!?"she yelled before we both broke character.

We started laughing and once the laughing died down, we began playing again.

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I hit my blunt as I watched the tall long hair walk over to my section.

She had on some shades, a Burberry trench coat, black leggings, black t-shirt, and boots to match her coat.

"What's up?"she stood in front of me holding a duffle bag and that's when I noticed it was Asian.

I could've sworn this bitch was a rapper now this hoe doing drops and shit.

"What up?"I nodded my head at her.

"What's up."

"Nick told me to give you this."she handed me the duffle bag.

I smirked, "I guess Nick said a whole lot. He didn't tell me that you'd be the one dropping off this bag."

"Mhm that's by far the only thing I'm doing, here I shouldn't be here long."

"How 'bout you count it out for me, I wanna make sure it's all there."I stood up and said.

"I ain't gotta count shit, you know Nick just like I know 'em."

I nodded before hitting my blunt.

"Stay right here."I said to her as I went through the bag.

I looked at her, "How much is it again?"

"Ten g's it's all there, trust."she said.

I analyzed every stack of money in the bag.

Everything was there.

I gave her five stacks back, "You mind kicking it with us for a hour. Oh and send this back to Nick, 'preciate it."

"You want me to kick it with you!? Ion think yo girl gone be too of that."

"It's all business. You did yo job and I'm doing you a favor."

"Mhm okay, I guess. Is this your club?"she asked me and I nodded.

"Why haven't I heard of it?"

I shrugged.

"What time y'all open?"

"We finna open back in a couple of minutes. You chill here though. I'm finna do my rounds, I'll be back." I said to her as I walked out of the section.

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I was woken up by rattling in the kitchen.

There was no way I could sleep especially after my mind keep going about Von.

I threw my robe on before heading to the kitchen.

As soon as I walked in there, Von was standing there drinking from a Jack In The Box cup.

"Wassup mama."he said while looking at me.

"Hey."I said lowly while sitting at the island.

He started eating the cheesecake he had and I just watched him.

"How was your day?"

"Shit it was straight."

"Straight as in what? Good or bad?"

"Good mama. How was yours?"he asked me.

"It could've been better."

"How come?"

I shrugged, "I mean I spent most of my day worried about you."

"Yeah I apologize for that baby. I was in the East today, busy as hell. I ain't have time to charge no phone or none."

"Von when you left your phone had been charged!!"

"Yeah and that's when we got into it, you don't remember? That's when you said 'fuck me,' right or wrong?"

"Right but still doesn't mean ignore my fucking calls and shit. Your ass could've been somewhere in a fucking ditch for all I care!! I could've had something going on here while you're all the way across town in your fucking feelings doing you!"

He shrugged, "Mmcht well you should've thought about that shit beforehand, ain't shit my fault."

I chuckled as I shook my head, "I- I just don't understand you sometimes."

"What you mean man? I ain't got time for this shit."he sighed.

"You do childish shit like this and then expect me to turn around and kiss your ass!!"

"Mmcht man I ain't finna do this shit with you. I been out gettin' rich, fuck out my face."he spat while turning his back on me and walking into the living room.

I looked at him as tears began falling from my eyes.

"So you just don't fucking care!?"

"I'm far from it."

"Okay."I as I turned and walked to our bedroom.

I grabbed one of my bags out of the closet and stuffed it with some of my belongings.

Once I was finished, I grabbed the keys to my car before leaving.

Von was trynna stop me but he was too late.

This time I didn't go to Raven's house nor Mariah's, I went to my mother's house.

Somewhere I knew he wouldn't find me because I knew he wouldn't come look here.