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I woke up to somebody sitting on my lap and a banging ass headache.

My heart instantly began beating.

Last night we went out.

Shay had been over Raven's house, and I just knew I didn't do what the fuck I think I did.

As I opened my eyes, I saw Shay causing me to let out a sigh of relief.

"Good morning Poppa."she said while smiling at me.

She was wearing a black satin robe that was opened revealing her naked body.

I had to pinch myself just to see if I was dreaming or not and I wasn't.

"Good mornin'."

"I- baby I'm sorry about yesterday. I guess I was having mood swings which caused me to act out. I really didn't mean anything I said. I love you and I apologize."

I smiled while wrapping my arms around her, "It's cool baby."

She bent down and kissed my lips a couple of times.

"I love you crazy ass girl."I said while looking at her as she sat up.

"I love you more daddy."she said and I wrapped my hand around her neck pushing her down onto the bed.

I had a bad ass headache but I couldn't let her know that, not while she hinting that she wants some dick.

If I do that, I might be laying on my deathbed before the day over.

I kissed from her chin to her neck then her titties.

"Poppa fuck me already."she bit her lip.

"Yo ass ain't even wet yet."I joked.

"I know you lying. This pussy always raining cats and dogs, you better ask somebody."

"Mmcht yo ass do too much."I said while pulling my dick out.

She laughed, "Right or wrong?"

"Whatever."I said while ramming into her catching her off guard.

"Mmcht. Owww!"she semi yelled.

"Shut up."I said while pushing her legs up and holding them.

I began thrusting inside of her slowly.

"Mmmm."she moaned and I closed my eyes.

"You so fucking wet mama."

"Ooohwee that dick feels so good Poppa."she moaned lowly while holding her titties.

"Can daddy speed up?"I asked her.

"Mhm."she nodded.

I grabbed her neck as she held her own legs back.

I sped up, "Damn you so fucking fine."

"Fuuucck."she moaned.

I removed my hand from around her neck before coming face to face with her.

"You love me?"I kissed her chin as I thrusted into her quickly.

"Yeesss I love you. ooH MY GOSH!"she started getting loud.

"You gone cum for me?"I asked her as I sat back up and started rubbing her clit.

"YES I- I'M Gonna cum for you daddy!! Aaah!"she squealed.

"When!?"I groaned as I started slowing down at bit.

"Rig— RIGHT NOW DADDY FUCK!!!"she yelled out as we both came together.

I slow stroked her while kissing on her face as her legs shook.

The moment I pulled out of her she started squirting.

"Damn mama look at you."I smiled as I slapped my dick against her pussy.

"Ohh my gosh!"she smiled while rubbing her clit.

She pulled the hood around her clit back before squirting again.

"Aight that's enough, to ass trynna turn this bitch yo a water park."I said while laying back.

She climbed out of the bed, "I am a water park."

"I love you."I watched her as she went to the bathroom.

"I love you more baby."

I sighed as I laid there wondering how long this fucking headache would last.

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"Baby!? Where are you?"I yelled as I walked into the house.

"In here."I heard him say and I walked into the living room where he was.

I sat the Popeyes bag down on our kitchen counter before going over to him.

"What's up?"he smiled while hitting the fat blunt he had.

"I'm finna break you."I said before sitting on his lap.

"What you doing?"I chuckled as I pecked his lips.

"Chillin', sitting here watching Kai's stream."he said while pointing at the tv.

"My poor son. I was watching that stream and honestly if I was him I would've kicked Blueface's ass and his girl out."I said while shaking my head.

"Yeah I bet he'll never fuck with them again."he said and I nodded.

"I have some stuff I need to get out of the car and I need your help."I said while getting up.

"You wearing that damn dress baby."he said while following me and I chuckled.

"I bought it from Fashion Nova. You like it?"

"I love it."he smacked my ass.

"When we get back inside, we need to talk about what's important."I said while walking to my car and grabbing some of the things out of it.

"You bought the food didn't you?"

"Yeah it's in there on the counter."

"Aight 'preciate it baby."

After grabbing everything, we headed back into the house.

Leon went straight to his food and I stood in the kitchen in front of him as he ate.

"Okay sooo you know I'm working on my relationship with Shay. We text everyday and check up on each other."

"Yeah."he nodded.

"Mhm I was just wondering if I should wait to introduce her to you and the boys or should I go ahead and do it early."

"I mean I'm ready now. However, I think you should wait. 'Cause the fact that I was an absentee father is probably already fucking with her then on top of that, you're married to her absentee father. That's gone make her feel like damn, she knew who my father was this whole time and couldn't introduce him to me. Then she gone feel like I never cared to be in her life before but I was present in the Kai and Leon's life this whole time."

I nodded as I wiped my tears.

Yes, my husband, Leon is Shay's father.

He and I actually have three children together.

Two boys, Leon Jr. and Malakai, and Shay.

I had Leon when I was sixteen years old and his father was seventeen.

Since I didn't have much, I couldn't raise Leon.

I had no help, shit my mother and I were poor ourselves.

Leon's parents were aware of this so they decided to take the baby away from me.

I was around for the first year until I just stopped coming around because I felt bad that I couldn't take care of him.

The little money I did make was being put towards my mother's bills and food.

Once I turned seventeen, I had dropped out of school and became a stripper.

The money was coming in fast so not only was I able to help my mother but I was also helping Leon with our son.

He and I had got back together and after two years, I had became pregnant with La'Shay.

Somewhere during my pregnancy, he and I broke up because his parents didn't want him having another child by an "unfit mother."

At this point, I had to suck the shit up and take care of my responsibilities.

My mother told me that I had no choice but to take care of Shay so that's what I did with the help of her.

That was up until I went back to stripping and the streets had me in a chokehold.

During this time I ended up getting pregnant with Malakai, our third child.

I was in his life up until he was three years old, when Leon was thirteen.

Their father and broke up once again, and I moved to Miami.

When I moved to Miami, I got my shit together for some years before I met Dayvon.

He didn't know anything about my history because nobody knew me publicly and nobody said anything.

Although, I was able to fix my relationship with Kai and Leon, they're still fucked up about everything.

So I see what Leon is saying about Shay.

Really the whole situation is just fucked up, we really failed our kids.

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