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"Raveeen."I said while knocking on her door.

She didn't say anything and she had music playing so I opened the door.

"Shiiiit."Muwop and I met eyes.

Ion know why but I happened to look down and see her giving him head.

I immediately closed the door and headed back to my room.

"No no no no no."I said repeatedly trying to shake what I had just seen out of my head.

I sighed and plopped down on the bed.

The reason why I had went to get her was so that she could go get us some groceries.

Now since she's already eating groceries ima just have to go myself.

I reached over for my phone and called Mariah.

She didn't answer so I called again, but the bitch still didn't answer.

I sighed realizing that I needed to get myself some dick or a man.

It's like since I'm single now and these bitches are in relationships, nobody has time for lil ole me no more.

That's fine though because Mr. Wright is gonna come along one day.

Before I got up to get ready, I received an Instagram notification.

I swiped down on my phone and looked at it.

I clicked on the profile noticing that it was Rico.

Instead of following him back too soon, I went to get ready.

Because my money said so, I decided to come grocery shopping at Target today.

A bitch was feeling pretty expensive this morning so I felt like Target would be the perfect place to shop at.

I most definitely went above my budget but who gives a fuck when you got money to spend.

As I was standing in the line scrolling through Instagram, I heard someone clear their throat behind me.

Something was telling me to turn around and something was telling me not to.

Luckily I did because I saw Rico.

"You following me around the city now?"I asked him.

"Shit I might be."he shrugged and we laughed.

"The hell you doing at high ass Target with a basket full of shit?"

"'Cause why not?"

"Whats wrong with Walmart and Publix? Yo ass just spending unnecessary money."

"If Target ain't in yo tax bracket then just say that. 'Cause it's giving mmmm low budget and cheap."

"It's most definitely in my tax bracket. However, I wouldn't spend my time buying groceries here."

"Nice."I nodded while looking him up and down as I popped the gum I was chewing.

I was so into this man's looks that I could stare at him all day and wouldn't get tired.

From his nice curly hair, to his yellow skin, his tattoos that complimented his skin, his semi-full pink lips with that 'stache, and that bottom grill.

The way he talked even made me fall more in love with him.

He had me all in, ready to risk it all.

"You just came in here for some damn gummy bears and a Gatorade?"I asked him.

"Nah I actually had to return something. I just decided to pick something up on my way."

"What were you returning?"

"I bought the wrong shit for my niece so I had to bring it back."

"Oh from Target?"I asked him as I raised my eyebrows.

"Yeah."he chuckled and I did also.

I went up in the line and began putting my stuff up on the counter.

He helped me and I told him to put his stuff up there, until I saw him pull his card out.

"You put your stuff up there."he said while going around me and standing in front of the little card machine.

"What are you doing?"

"I gotchu, I gotchu."he sighed calmly.

"Why are you doing this?"

"'Cause I want to, what you mean?"he asked me he drank from the Gatorade bottle that the lady had already scanned.

I was speechless.

"Just say thank you, shit I wouldn't even mind if you don't."he shrugged.

"No thank you so much! That is very nice of you, I really appreciate it."I said to him as I put the sacks in the basket.

"No problem."he said while swiping his card.

"So where you going after this?"Rico asked me as we walked out of Target and I pushed the basket.

I was so stuck on the fact that he'd just paid for my groceries.

"Huh?"I heard him say and I looked at him.

"W-what did you say?"I asked him.

"Mhm I see you ain't ever had a nigga to do none like that for you."he said.

"No I have it-it's been a while though."I said while parking the basket behind my car.

"Clearly."he said while helping me put everything in the trunk.

"I have to return the favor somehow. Is there something that you like or wa—"

"Nah it's all good, don't even worry about that."

"Can I give you a hug or something? Thank you so much!!"I asked him and he laughed.

"I'm so serious."

"Yeah."he said as we hugged each other.

"Ooooh my gosh thank you so much!!"

"Yeah yeah."he waved me off.

"What you finna get into?"he asked me.

"I'm going home so I can put these groceries up, I don't really have any plans for later though."

"Aight if I get into something later on and hit you up, you gone slide?"

"Yes I will because I owe you, big time."I said while nodding.

"Nah nah nah if you don't want to then that's cool. I was just asking and you don't owe me shit. Stop saying that."

"No I'm most definitely gonna slide, just let me know."

"Bet, I'll talk to you later then."

"Okay thank you again!!"I said.

"Whatever."he said while putting the basket back and going to his car.

I threw a little happy tantrum before starting my car and pulling off.

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"Voooon get up, here's your breakfast!!"I heard and I turned over seeing Heather in this bright red ass wig.

"'Preciate it."I grabbed the tray with my plate and shit on it.

She kissed my lips before walking off to the dresser.

"What you getting into today?"I asked her as I began eating.

"I honestly don't know babe. What about you?"

"Got a couple of errands and shit to run."

"I might be riding around with you."

"You sure about that?"

"Yeah I'm not trynna sit up in here all day. Then your ass only comes home once and then goes right back out."

"Shit well be ready to get yo ass outta the car a few times."

"I will baby."she walked over here and kissed my lips.

I watched as her ass jiggled in the gown she was wearing.

She went into the bathroom and closed the door.

Heather, or "hot cheeto puff" is one of my favorite hoes.

She be down for whatever whenever.

Sad to say but she is the reason why Shay cut me off.

When I found it that it was her who was calling Shay, I got on her ass.

I even cut her ass off for a while until she reminded me of how much I needed her.

Not only do I need her but we're both getting something out of what we're doing.

She needs the money and I need my needs met as far as the work and my physical needs.

When it comes to a relationship, I'm not really into that and she knows.

She's just here to get what she wants and so am I.

I'm not sure how long this gone last before we become distant again but it is what it is.

I got better shit to be worried about, I can't be stunning no bitch.

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"What's up what's up. How you doin'?"I asked Onyx as I met her in the parking lot.

"Hey! I'm doing good, how about yourself?"she smiled while side hugging me.

"I'm aight."

"I didn't think you'd have other people with you."

"Aw yeah these just my brother's and sister Jason, Richard, and Destiny, Jason's girl."

"Hi I'm Onyx."she smiled at them.

"What's up."

"Hey."Jason and Destiny spoke.

Richard just nodded his head at her.

"Yeah I would've came in something better than tights, a coat, uggs, and a t-shirt."

"Nah you look fine. This dressing shit is just everyday with us, don't feel left out."

"So you're trynna say you dress better than me?"

"If that's what you got from that then hey, it might be true."I put my arms up in surrender and she chuckled.

"Whatever."

"Have you ate?"I asked her as we walked towards the entrance of the mall.

"Uhh yeah when I got home after grocery shopping. I cooked myself some blueberry waffles, bacon, and eggs."

"Waffles? You boujee as hell."I laughed.

"I'm really not but when you didn't come from much and now you got money, you want it all."she said and I nodded.

"Understandable."

"I'm glad you invited me here with you because I needed to come to the mall, I just didn't know when to come."

"Yeah it's a rainy and cool day today so not many people come on these days."

"Yeah 'cause I surely wasn't trynna get these thirty inches wet. For you though, I don't mind especially after what you did earlier."she said and I chuckled.

"Aye we gone go on our own way, we'll get up with y'all later."Jason said and I nodded as the three of them walked away.

"Eleven o'clock was a while ago, you sure you ain't hungry?"I asked her as my stomach growled.

"Seems like you're the one that's hungry."she looked at me and said as we got on the escalator.

"Shit I am."I chuckled.

"You haven't ate today?"

"Nah."

"Why not? That isn't good."

"Ion ever have the time to just sit down and eat. I be running around all day."

"Doing what?"

"Making money, handling shit."

"So technically you do be eating just not how you want to."

"True."I smiled.

"What you wanna eat?"she asked me as we entered the food court.

"That's all on you."

"No I'm not really hungry and I want you to enjoy your meal."

"'Preciate you for thinking about me but I'm fine with whatever."

"Are you sure?"

I nodded as I followed behind her to the Chick-fil-A line.

After we ate, we copped a few items.

Of course I offered but she wouldn't let me buy her none that was designer.

I made a deal with her that I'd buy her the cheap shit she wanted.

It just ain't in me to be cool with a female and making her pay for her own shit.

Something gone end up coming outta my pockets eventually.