I stood in the kitchen impatiently waiting for him to call me in my room. I started tiptoeing down the hall but stopped when he yelled out "Fuck!"

With a little worry in my voice I called out to him, "You okay babe?"

"Yeah, I... I just fucked something up that's it."

It felt like 5 minutes went by before he poked his head out the door smiling.

"I knew you were trying to get close, c'mon." he held his hand out the door for me to grab.

I walked to my room door and was surprised when I saw the room lit up with candles, the smell of vanilla floating through the air. I looked on the bed and seen a red lingerie set laying across it. Jackson had a smile on his face looking at me take in his setup. I couldn't understand what I did to deserve him after how I treated our relationship, but I knew I wanted to make it better before it got bad. What he doesn't know won't hurt him but it's hurting me knowing what I did, and I can't change it. A little regret came over me, but I shook it off as I put on the panties to the set. I felt him staring at me, when I bent down, I made sure I did it as sexy as I could. Although, I had already had sex I still felt a little nervous about having sex with Jackson. We never been completely naked together but all of that was about to change in a few seconds. I turned around once I was dressed, Jackson was standing by the door, naked with his hands over his manhood and a smirk on his face.

"So, you just gonna keep staring at me?"

He didn't say anything for a few seconds then he started walking towards me. The closer he got the faster my heart started to beat through my chest. Standing with his lips only an inch away from mine he took my hand and put it on his chest. His heart was beating just as fast as mine. He started smiling, pulling me into his chest he grabbed a fist full of my hair and pulled my head back.

"How you want it?" he asked me in a low whisper.

Before I could answer his mouth was covering mine. I got lost in how rough but passionate he was kissing me... biting my bottom lip and sucking the pain away right after, his tongue exploring mine. He abruptly stopped kissing me, with his hand still in my hair controlling me he pushed me down on my knees. Of course, he wants head and why wouldn't I give him something he always looking forward too. With a wide smile on my face I looked up at him and started placing kisses all over the shaft. His soft whispers started to get me worked up, I spit on it and started to give him the sloppy toppy I always provided him with.

"Mmmm, good girl." With his head back he started fucking my mouth to the point I thought I was going to throw up a couple times. "Get up." I stood up facing him, he turned me around and pushed me forward on the bed. With my ass in the air he smacked both cheeks and then one at a time. I didn't expect our first time to be so rough but rough is what I like so I'm not complaining. Teasing me with his fingers first rubbing my clit and one fingering me at the same time. Moans started to creep out my mouth the faster he rubbed me. Without warning his finger was the tip of his dick pushing inside my pussy. Since I haven't had sex in about three weeks it felt like I was losing my virginity all over again. Pain soon turned into pleasure as his stroke started to speed up, I kept up with his rhythm grinding and bouncing fucking him back listening to him get close to cum. "Fuck." He grabbed my waist holding me in place with my back arched he started to fuck me like a horny dog. He strokes got deeper; I could feel him in my stomach. "You're hurting me." I told him in between strokes but he kept going each stroke getting stronger and stronger. "FucccccccK" he screamed out as he came to his climax. I laid on the bed curled up trying to get myself together, looking up at Jackson as he finished in his hand. Did our first time just end as a quick fuck or am I tripping?

The sound of cabinets being slammed in the kitchen made me jump up. Jackson and I looked at each other our eyes wide. "Oh shit, my mom!" Scrambling to get off the bed excitement and fear overwhelmed me. I snatched my robe off the back of my door and started creeping down the hall, for whatever reason. I was happy to see my mom again, but I was scared she heard everything. How long has she been here? "Asha, I know you not trying to sneak down the damn hallway?" I straighten up and sat at the island. I gave her a weak smile and a weak "hi mom." "Mmhm... I know you about to be 19 and all so I get it but don't be up in here with all that shit Asha, cause I don't want to hear it. That should not be the first thing I hear when I walk in the house. "Mommy, I didn't know." Still cutting her fruits she continued to talk "It doesn't matter if you didn't know I was coming home early, you need to check before you do shit like that. C'mon out Jackson there is no need to stay back there." Jackson emerged from the back with embarrassment written all over his face. "My apologies Ms. Levi, I didn't know you would be home this evening." He shot me a look because I didn't remind him of her return. But she also didn't tell me she was coming home early, so half my fault. "No need to apologize, next time yall need to check and make sure I'm not coming home no time soon."