thank you.

A special kiss, some people worry about. A special moment some try to create. A special flame some urn for but can never find it. But he was the one who made it special it had never dawned on me that that magical feeling that rushed through my body was all thanks to him.

I was back to that day, the first time I saw him, his dashing yet sincere glares and that childish smirk he does. That special flame I had found and everything felt right since then, something I hadn't felt until I saw that goofy grin as I walked down the aisle.

He had made me feel alive and yet so loved, something I had thought I was too damaged too broken to feel, but somehow he made it work, we made it work and to this day I could vow that I loved him with every fiber, every part that tingled in my rushing body.

His actions never deemed to surprise me, even after all we had been through, he was the one who kept my world spinning.

The view didn't seem to disappoint me either, well far from disappointment. He was a dream, something out of a fairytale. A fairytale that no one expected for me to have.

He was all mine and for once I felt safe, I felt at home as he wrapped me up in his arms.

The feeling in my stomach was filled with excitement, but at the same time I couldn't help myself for feeling that certain feeling of being nervous.

That feeling of safety and love that surrounded him, made me need him. His kiss, his touch, his scent, there was no one like him, my skin jolted every moment his fingers ran against my bare skin.

He was the one I would need to see to alleviate that burn that rushed inside of me, I craved his touch, his soft words that comforted me and his huge heart that loved me more than anyone.

And there he was, at the end of the aisle with that goofy grin etched on his face. And his eyes this time were filled with love and joy. I walked slowly to him, keeping in pace with Clay's steps. My eyes roamed the pews and as I saw a women in white leave with a smile, I knew my mom was watching over me. I had found my happily ever after, something she always wanted me to have. It made me feel as though she approved, and she was happy for me something I had needed to see with my own eyes.

Clay kissed my cheek and went to the pew as I took Nolan's cold but electric fingers as his touch spiked me, his hand tucked my long veil behind my face as I studied his face, his eyes, his smile. That beaming smile that was filled with laughter and joy.

"Today we are gathered here today to witness the matrimony again of Natalie Lawrence Clementé and Nolan Clementé", the priest announced as my hands fell into Nolan's and I looked as eager as he did.

My eyes wandered to the crowd and the people next to me, that kept me going and made me want to be here celebrating with all of them. I couldn't have asked for a better day, I was grateful of how I was safe, how I had everything I could've asked for on this perfect day.

"The couples would like to say their own vows, so Nolan please say them", the priest as my eyes wandered to Nolan's piercing eyes. His hands gripped mine and as I saw the look in his eyes I knew this was the moment where he would pour his soul out to me.

"Natalie, when I first met you I was frightened by all these feelings I had felt for you, I was so afraid of letting someone in and as our relationship furthered I realized just how meaningful it is to have someone to come home to, or to worship as you watch them achieve their goals. I will always stand by you, no matter what and I love you with my whole heart", his goofy smirk faded as he professed his love to me, it changed to just simple happiness something that being in love entailed. His eyes reeked of joy and love; his smile as he stared into my dazing eyes spread out wide as I was captivated by his words.

"Nolan, I had been alone, I had been taught to be alone, to depend on no one and to not expect things, then I met you. You offered to help me you surprised me every step of the way. You made me feel alive again, you made me feel all these things that are so indescribable. You made me feel loved and safe something I hadn't felt in a long time. I had never felt that feeling of having someone think about you and having someone to roll over to in the middle of the night, but it's amazing to feel that. I love you Nolan Clementé and I can't wait to marry you again", my eyes began to well up as I felt this overwhelming feeling rush through my heart.

"Nolan do you promise to cherish Natalie for as long as you both shall live?", the priest asked and my eyes were lost in Nolan's. He held my hands tightly as he looked into my eyes.

"I do", he said proudly as I slipped his white silver band onto his hand.

"Natalie do you promise to cherish Nolan for as long as you both shall live?", he asked me as I found myself completely lost within him.

"I do", I said and his sly hand appeared holding a silver cut ring, he slipped it on my hand as I saw it, I remembered slipping my finger over it every moment, or when I'd try it on, and she'd watch me traipse it all over the kitchen following her lead. It fit perfectly, it fit like it was meant for me. This ring had made it feel like she was here with me.

I ran my finger over it feeling that same feeling of comfort and safety. My eyes locked with his as tears welled in my eyes, this man had consumed me, had made me feel something so incredible.

"I now pronounce you Mr. and Mrs. Clementé, you may kiss the groom", the priest said as I kissed Nolan, with everything in me. The crowd eroded up and clapped madly as Nolan and I got lost in the moment. The kiss was magical, flames but also the feeling of seeing the first blanket of snow. I had never felt more alive and safe in his arms.

The banquet hall was beautiful as we arrived, everyone had already taken a glass of champagne as they invited Nolan and I to the dance floor. He took my hands and held it dear to him as I landed my head on his shoulder.

"Thank you", I whispered to him as a hushed song played in the background and everyone's eyes were on us.

"For the ring, for everything", I listed on as he lightly laughed as we swayed to music and more couples began to flow onto the dance floor. My hands trickled up to his face as he stared deeply into my wandering eyes.

"For you I'd do anything", he whispered as he kissed my heavenly. My train of thought was lost as I divulged in his lips. I felt a spark every time we touched, something I hope I would never lose. I felt electric with him and loved with him.

My sleek white wedding dress had been tucked away in the hall, and I was now wearing a dress that didn't have a long train, I could trip over. Nolan had danced his little fingers up to the edges of my dress and I could tell the tension was there as I felt his heavy breath up against my neck.

The reception was lovely, seeing everyone's faces and smiles as we enjoyed our time together. I was handed my bouquet as Nolan and I walked to the car for whatever comes next. I tossed the bouquet to the back as Tyler caught it and handed it to Avery who swooned over him. Nolan opened the door for me as everyone waved goodbye.

"Where are we off too?", Nolan had been reluctant to tell me and promised I would love it. The ride there we sat snuggled up into each other, and as I looked up what felt like a minute later we were at an airplane.

"Are you ready, Mrs. Clementé", he spoke excitedly as he extended his hand to me and I hopped out of the car. The men stood nearby as they loaded clothes, I know I didn't pack into the jet. He led me up the flight of stairs into a spacious and marvelous jet.

"Have I told you I love you lately?", I kissed him lightly as he divulged into my lips and he pushed me onto the cushion seat.

"Nolan there are people outside", I peered up as shy and embarrassed as can be. He took my lips back and kept kissing me, as I pulled away slightly.

"I don't care if people watch us as long as they know you're mine and I'm yours", he insisted as he locked lips with me yet again, taking away every last breath I had and consuming my lips my heart with him.

The time flew by as I didn't think to peer my eyes outside of the plane, but as we crossed a large body of water and the sky began to darken, I realized just where we were going and the pilot confirmed my thoughts.

"I love you Nat", he kissed my head as we he went to the front, to check up on the flight. I buckled myself in the chair as I looked at the group, how little I had too how much I have now, how happy I am now.

I began to explore the plane as I quickly took off my belt and continued to the back of the plane. And as I felt hands turn my waist I wrapped them around him. His soft lips melted against mine as I felt at home in his atmosphere.

Our lips sealed an empty hole that had sufficed in me long enough and with every broken bone in me I realized that maybe it wasn't him that I needed but myself, see I had lost so much but with him I found myself I found my passions, the things I love, the people I love and I wouldn't change it for the world.