I didn't expect that. Yes, I always wondered where his mother was but I never questioned it just in case they had fought or something like that. He looked so vulnerable, so upset. Like he has disappointed his mother and he just doesn't want to care anymore. There's more to Tyler than being born a vampire and having your mum taken from you. Tyler's obviously been through a lot of pain which he has obviously turned off his emotions before.

Sighing I look at him sleeping form. He doesn't look like he's at peace, he looks like he's in pain when he is sleeping- his eyebrows are scrunched together and he's clutching the sheets, silent whispers coming out every now and then. His hair has fallen onto his face so I gently run my fingers through it pulling it out of his face, I rest my hand on his cheek and his eyebrows unfurrow and a content smile appears on his lips; the whimpering having stopped. Furrowing my own eyebrows I move my hand away, his eyebrows scrunch together and a frown settles on his face and he whimpers again. Weird.

With another big sigh I lay down next to him and wrap my arm around his waist and tangle my legs with his and I place my head on his chest. I briefly look up to see a peaceful look now settled on his face and I shake my head in confusion.

"Please stop! Stop hurting him!" Mum shouts at my father. He doesn't listen, he's in a blind rage but when she shouts one more time to tell him to stop he spins around and pins her to the wall.

"You made that mistake!" He points his bruised hand from beating the crap out of me to me. Whimpering in pain I stay laid out on the grass, the taste of copper from my mouth bleeding makes me cough.

"Henry don't call him that! For 9 years you've been calling him that ever since you found out he was a vampire when he was five, but he hasn't killed anyone or hurt anyone so how is he a monster!? He's my son!" She cries pounding at his chest. He doesn't look amused.

No. No. No. He's going to hurt her again! I try to sit up but I whimper, "m-mum." I stutter shaking my head.

"He has hurt someone! He broke a kids arm!" He roars.

"HE WAS DEFENDING ME!" She screams at him. My eyes widen and so do his in surprise, she doesn't normally scream and yell at him. His eyes turn cold and emotionless and he kicks her to the ground.

"How dare you defy me!" Just as his foot is about to kick at her rib everything disappears.

Looking around in confusion I see Shae. My Shae. She's giggling and calling my name, "Tyler!" She grins and I smirk running after her. She laughs and runs away from me. She yelps as she trips on something and goes tumbling to the ground. I'm panic I use my vampire speed to inspect her. I hear her laughter and the panic fades slightly.

Lifting her in my arms I inspect her, she's still laughing very amused with herself. "Are you okay?" I worriedly ask, she smiles and nods. She pecks me on the lisp and jumps out of my arms.

Then she disappears... my father kicks my mum in the stomach and she screams, I scream too. "SHAE!" I sob wanting her back. She appears out of no where and dad looks at her then mum then her again.

"Don't lay another finger on her!" Shae shouts and panic starts to overwhelm me. My 'father' smirks and walks up to her, he knees her in the stomach and she cries out in pan.

Intense rage fills me, now being fully healed I run up to Henry and twist his arm behind his back. A snap is heard and he yells out in pain, I look down at Shae.

But then the nightmare skips again...

"Shae?" She's trying to catch a butterfly, my heart rate calms and I run to her. She yelps in surprise as I wrap my arms around her and spin her around in the air, she giggles placing her hands on my shoulders. I pull her to my body and press my lips to hers then pull back inspecting her, "you're okay." I state.

"Of course I am silly, I was just chasing after a butterfly," I smile.

"I love you," I whisper pressing my forehead to hers. A wide smile spreads across her lips and her brown eyes sparkle.

"I love you too Ty."

I feel light kisses being peppers on my face and down the column of my neck, it tickles. I giggle and open my eyes. As soon as I open them I see Tyler's blue eyes staring into mine and his lips pressed down on my neck. He trails his kisses up my neck and when he reaches my lips he kisses me. I tangle my hands through his black hair, he rolls on top of me and I wrap my legs around his hips. He groans as he feels my body pressed to his and I feel a bulge pressing against my stomach.

He lifts himself, his lips still pressed to mine and my legs still around his hips and cages me in with his arms at my sides so his body isn't rested on mine. Wanting to be closer to him I pull him down to me after hooking my arms over his big shoulders. My nails scrape against his back and he groans in pleasure. He pulls back giving us time to breath but a second later I slam my lips onto his. His tongue sweeps out and slides across my bottom lip asking for entrance and I give it to him. I feel slightly embarrassed, I keep moaning and I only hear an occasional groan or grunt from him.

"Tyler," I whisper against his lips. "Make love to me," he freezes pulling back.

"Are you sure?" He asks and I nod biting his lip, he groans.

"Positive. But be gentle please cause it's my first time," I mumble not embarrassed at all. I'm proud of waiting.

"It's my first time too so I won't be very good," he chuckles but I shrug. He sits up pulling me with him so I'm straddling him and he touches the hem of his shirt that I'm wearing. He pulls it over my head and his eyes look over at my body and he groans in appreciation, I'm not wearing any pants or a bra but I'm wearing my underwear? He presses his lips to my neck and sucks at it most likely leaving a mark. He kneels on the bed holding me with one arm while taking off his boxers with the other.

"I love you," I whisper clutching his back.

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"Damn I love you so god damn much," Tyler mutters hugging me to his body. I honestly don't know how he did 1000 without having sex, well he was a child for some of those years.

We are both tangled in the sheets no clothes on at all, he kisses me for the one hundredth time. I laugh and push his face away jokingly and he pouts at me.

"I'm so happy," Tyler swipe his thumb across my bottom lip while staring into my brown eyes.

"I'm glad that you're happy," I whisper and he grins. "C'mon we better get dressed, the gang wants to do something," I step out of bed taking one of the two sheets with me and walk to the closet. I pick out some clothes and I feel a presence behind me which makes me turn around. I cover my eyes when I see he didn't bother covering himself, he smirks and wraps an around my waist.

"You've seen it all before babe," he teases and I glare up at him. He chuckles, "so innocent."

I push out of his hold and get dressed quickly in front of him, ignoring his burning hot gaze. He gets dressed after me and I spray myself with perfume to try and get rid of the smell. He puts cologne on then we walk out of the room, down the stairs and out of the house.

"Where are we meeting them?" He asks me, my small hand in his large one.

"At the restaurant we always go to," I tell him and he nods. Once we arrive Sam and Amy charge towards me and hug me, I guess you could say Samantha and I are all good.

Tyler kisses my temple then walks off to talk to the guys, "oh my god is that the smell of Sex or am I just imagining it?" Amy asks, I blush and look at the ground. Sam nudges me and I look up, they both wag their eyebrows and I glare at them.

"You finally had Sex!" Sam screams happily jumping up and down, I slam my hand on her mouth trying to shut her up. How embarrassing. People turn to stare, some look appalled. Scowling I remove my hand.

"Not so loud!" I hiss, she puts her hands up in surrender. "Let's go to the bathroom," I grab their wrists and drag them there. Once we are in the bathroom they both demand to know what happened. "Okay so this morning we did the deed, I woke up with him kissing me then one thing led to another then I kinda said 'make love to me' which is kinda cringe worthy now that I think about it but anyway yeah we did it. We couldn't keep our hands off each other! He says it's his first time but I don't know if I believe him," I frown.

"Tyler has always been the guy to save himself for someone who he really loves, Marcus and the guys always asked him when he was going to get laid and he said 'when I find her' so yeah you were his first. Tyler rarely lies. What was it like? How big is he?" Amy gushes. Well that makes me feel better knowing I'm his first. He could have let his guy hormones take over and just have a one night stand but he didn't.

Blushing I shake my head letting them know I'm not telling them. "Oh come on! I can't believe that after like a thousand years he finally had sec, I wouldn't be able to survive!" Sam groans dramatically.

"Fine," I grumble. "He was really good actually. And yes... he was really big. I was kinda scared, he looked like 8-10 inches which I don't know how that's possible but yeah it is."

They both squeal and giggle happily, they tackle me in a hug. "Jeeze that's big, aren't you sore?" They ask, I nod. My thighs ache.

"Let's go back out," I say, they nod in agreement and we all walk out of the bathroom. I notice the boys patting him on the back- more like slapping. They spot us but all their eyes land on me, a smirk on each of their faces while a grin is on Tyler's. Sam wraps her arms around Marcus's waist, I almost forgot about him... almost. Amy wraps her arms around Edvard's waist, he kisses her forehead and what I do? I don't gracefully walk into his arms. I JUMP into them which causes him to stumble back in surprise then the drinks on the table that he stumbled into fall on the ground. Oops?

"Nice one fat lard," Marcus chuckles and I glare.

"Don't call her that," Tyler snarls, he pulls me closer to him. He seems more protective. He is glaring at any guy who passes, even if they aren't looking at me.

I jump off him and walk to Eddie, "why does he keep glaring at every guy that walks past me?" I question.

He looks at Tyler who's glaring at Eddie now, he chuckles. "Males are even more protective after you fully mate, especially alphas and he's the king so it's worse for him."

My mouth forms an 'o' shape and I nod. Maybe being a vampire isn't as bad as I think it will be.

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