Gulf POV

P'Krist packed up all the belonging to go out of the office because of me. He was about to leave but stopped when P'Mew was infront of him.

I tried to stop him but he stood still when P'Mew faced him with a pity glare.

P'Krist stood infront of P'Mew as he confronted saying that he needed to talk to him. But P'Krist kept on declining. P'Mew held P'Krist's wrist and placed a letter which had traces of blood on his palm gesturing to read it.

P'Krist looked at the letter, at P'Mew with suspecious eyes and began to read it.

My dear Krist,

I know you hate me. You should. I am really really sorry. I totally fucked up. When it was real, you thought I was pretending and while I was pretending you believed that was real. But Krist you are the only one who brought the real out of me. Every moment, every second I had with you was something I always crave for. But I don't think so I will get it anymore. I am sorry Krist I should have told you the truth. When I had a chance I never did but when I mustered the courage you never listened. Now listen to me.

I should have taken your warning . But I didn't. I kept on working in that company. And let Neen fall for me. Her father came up with an offer of marriage. I declined saying I was seeing someone. But how I don't know, they found out about us and he started blackmailing me saying he would kill you if I give up on her. I had no other choice and I pretended to cheat on you. So I had to avoid you and make you hate me. Then it went according to plan of his and our plan drained off with you leaving me. Then you hated me and I could never tell you the real fact. So, I decided to write this letter.

Krist, eversince you entered my life I never ever regretted your presence. Your smile, your shy glances, your stolen kisses, everything makes me feel better just with the thought. Our first touch, first kiss, first time we made love, every firsts with you are something which makes me so lucky to have you. The times when we laughed together, cried together, you wiping the food at the corner my mouth, everything, everything regarding you gives me reason to live. But I want to live with you, I want to grow old with you, I want to wake up seeing your peaceful face and sleep kissing your forehead. I want to do it everyday. But looking for you was my work everyday. I wish I could find you and make myself alive again with you beside me. But I don't know if that is possible.

Krist, I always wanted you to read this letter but I don't think so it is possible in this life. I know I am worth neither for your forgiveness nor your love. If you ever come accross this letter please try to forgive me. And Mew if you are reading this letter, I am Sorry friend I couldn't tell you anything because I was afraid to lose you too. I am even now. But Krist please tell him. And remember this one thing. Krist. I love you.

Your hated,

Singto.

Third person POV

Krist stared at that letter as if his eyes would pop out at any next moment. Tears successfully rolled down his cheek defeating his fight for holding it up. He felt very broken that he sank into the near by chair. His thoughts ran around the scenarios which made his and Singto's love break apart.

He sighed with tears flowing continuously from his eyes. He has cried with Singto and has seen him crying many times. But when he imagined his beloved crying without him made his heart sink still more. He didn't care where he was nor who was around. He cried his heart out. Without his own knowledge he kept on chanting the name which he promised himself not to utter.

Singto.

Gulf approached Krist and started to pat his back muttering ' everything will be alright.'

Mew was about to get the sigh of relief but his mobile started to vibrate. He was about to ignore it but image of taking Singto to the hospital came to his mind.

He answered the call only to find Neen on other line.

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