《No Matter What (Toshiro Hitsugaya X Reader)》No Matter What - |4|
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I walked towards the high school with my books in hand. The school wasn't that far away from where I lived by myself and I could keep an eye on Rukia. She isn't a reaper any more and it kinda pains me because what she has done is a serious crime.
I grip my books and hide in an alley way, my eyes tear up as my thoughts and memories of Toshiro pops in my mind. My books begin to slightly rip from the pressure of my gripping them, with my white pale hands.
A blinding light shown from my left side and a quickly turned my head away. People appeared and the light was gone. I turned back and my eyes widen.
White hair
Serious face
Short statue
It's Toshiro
My eyes tear up as his eyes met mine. His eyes widened and he started taking a step towards me and I took a step back.
"Don't come any closer to me Captain Hitsugaya" I glared at him and his eyes widen. I finally gave up on trying to be his friend and be by my side when he basically called me a monster.
"(Y/N)...I"
"No! Just stay away from me you monster" I turned on my heel and ran away. My eyes blurred and the thought of seeing my ex friend hurt. I ran all the way to school and sat down in my home room chair. I wiped my eyes and looked out the pale glass windows.
Toshiro
Why did you have to stab me in the heart?
Why did you have to show up when I didn't need you anymore
I was finally doing well without you
Without the thought of you
So why
Now
Toshiro's POV
Her beautiful hair
The cute little outfit
The surprised look in her eye
She was still the same
(Y/N)
"Monster" was all I heard before she ran off and left me behind.
I am a monster
I abandoned her when she needed me most
I left her all alone in that cold cell
I almost let her be killed
Was my work that important
Did I really care for it more than her
Was I that selfish
Tears started willing up in my eyes and my strong statue began to crumble as she turned around the corner.
My knees buckled and I feel to the floor and my eyes spilled the tears they needed to spill.
I missed her so much
I
Love
Her
So
Much
But
It
Will
Never
Be
The
Same
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