《Things I've never said》45| Toxic comfort zone
Advertisement
With relief in my heart I can say,
A good vibe is coming home to me.
I've found myself away from the reef
Drifting away into the deep sea
Watching all of my problems being left behind.
With the thought of never seeing them again.
Maybe some of them will come back but the majority will disappear.
I might sound like I have a lot of problems, but a little is always too much.
Life itself has so many problems to solve and having other people contributing to that, just add more to the list.
I will have to find a way to get out of it before it's too late. Before I get too attached to it, I won't be able to get out.
I will have to push myself a little bit further to not stay in the same place that some may call a 'safe place.'
That sometimes becomes toxic, uneasy and emotionally draining.
I will have to be strong and have courage and leave
Moving on to what's important now, I can say that I can breathe normally.
I've lost my way back to you , my home
At the same time, I'm so glad I did.
Cause now I can say that I'm out of the toxic comfort zone that isn't comfort anymore.
I am ready to move on with no toxic trails.
Boost my self-esteem and never look back.
~ TINS ~
Advertisement
- In Serial13 Chapters
A Mildly Odd Reality Breaker
Omar receives an unexpected visitor who comes baring a gift—a "registration ticket"—in the form of a small metal card. The ticket is itself an offer to participate in the game, "Reality Break." Accepting this offer means that Omar will be able to perceive the true nature of reality where there is not one, but two dimensions of time, and in this second dimension history changes (and somewhat "frequently"). Along with this, he will also gain access to the "chronopause"; another reality that is not so much parallel to our own as it is perpendicular, which acts as both a place and the natural boundary between non-sequential points on the timeline. Using the chronopause, Omar will become a chrononaut with the ability to travel through time, and as a player, he will be given a cybernetic interface and his own portable extradimensional storage space. It's a strange conversation, but due to Omar's dismally short attention span, he only consciously hears that last bit about the portable pocket space, and that's only after the physics-defying void is opened in his living room and literally waved in front of his face. Reality is certainly stranger than most people realize, but then again, so is Omar. Thankfully, he responds well to shiny things, and for better or for worse, his chronic inattentiveness is the least of his psychological issues. Omar also has a mild form of "Oppositional Defiant Disorder" which presents itself as an occasional, arbitrary need to disobey others (especially authority figures). However, his oddest psychological issue by far is his "abnormally hyperactive" subconscious mind. Outwardly and consciously, Omar is a lazy, apathetic man-child prone to mildly asinine behavior. Subconsciously, he's some sort of genius capable of extraordinary feats of cognition. Most of the time, Omar is a (technically) functioning adult, but in order to live as such, he must rely entirely upon unusual abilities he's completely unaware of, despite the fact that he uses them regularly. Up until now, his life had merely been ridiculous, but now it was also a game. Note: The narrative style is that of a reliable narrator with a "3rd-person sarcastic" POV. This story takes place in the Reality Breakers/Chronopause universe.
8 142 - In Serial33 Chapters
The Heart Of Dominance
Power is born through only two things. Blood and the suffering of others. Drakai must bleed and go through unimaginable pain to protect the ones closest to his heart. In his past life, he knew well the feeling of pain. And he also knew that somebody was benefiting from it. The same evil that was In the man that enslaved him also exists within Drakai's heart, will he beat the evil or succumb to the dark feeling that grows stronger every time he falls into his inborn madness?
8 152 - In Serial8 Chapters
The edge of our world as we know it.
The place humans used to inhabit, called "Earth", has long been in disrepair. Follow a group of brave teenagers as they learn the difficulties of growing up, and facing things no kid should have to in a place unimaginable.
8 103 - In Serial29 Chapters
Always (Steve Harrington X Reader)
"Shh. I got you," I say rewrapping my arms around him, "I got you. You're okay. You have me."He chuckles dryly, "I always do don't I? You're always here for me." I smile softly, "Always,"(Takes place in season 2 and 3)
8 136 - In Serial6 Chapters
The Life and (Un)Death of a Dark Elf
Travelling around the world, the dark elf Rikdah Dinorin faces incredible adventures. He's been exiled from his homelands and has become a warlock under the patronage of a powerful demon. This entity from another realm of existence gives him a task. And exactly this quest sets in motion events that change Rikdah and the world forever
8 68 - In Serial11 Chapters
Accidental Time God
In a world of swords and magic, one man strived for the perfect clock: a pocket watch like no other. Supported by intricate gears within the casing and innovative magic formations etched onto the mana core at its center, never would it rust as it ticked along in perfect sync for eternity.But mana is a tricky thing, so incredibly simple yet far more complex than anyone will ever be able to grasp fully. After many years and many owners, powered by a constant flow of raw magic energy, the uncountable memories and emotions directed towards the little watch since it was created with such devotion finally took form. Fragile and naive, a new type of being came into existence in the midst of war. Watch him as he learns about the world, his owners, the effects of time, and, most importantly, himself.
8 178

