Oh big old heart

I got so much to say

I know I haven't been fair to you

But now I'm running away

I know I'm a coward but it's all inside my vain

My heart,

you know I can't help you

And i feel like its running away

your feels is what makes me say these words

But can i stop you from

digging into your own wounds?

Your energy is too heavy

It pulls you into the black hole.

I wish I could see your face

I know you're locked inside me

And my brain is the one who leads

I know I've been so selfish

And You didn't get to choose.

My mind thinks it can handle

But you're the one who feels

You broke into two more pieces

And it's my mind to blame

I'll understand if you left me

It's what I deserve

To not pay attention to you

I understand why you lead me into this darkness.

My heart, i know you won't help me

After all i did

Convince me how to let go, but you're the one reminding me

I didn't forget that you're the one who feels.

I still wanna see your face

"Oh my heart, you can't help me"

I feel like she ran away

A soul leaving its body, is that your revenge?

For make me hurt you.

So I can

Hear all the things you wanna say to me

Make me cry, make me regret, how it feels

Cause I've broken you into pieces

No trial, baby what's left of me

Go punish me For hurting you with myself

My heart, you know I can't help you

She still want to run away

Your feels makes me say these words

Baby I can't stop you from digging into your own wounds.

Your energy is too heavy, pulling you into this hole

And it's all my fault. 💔

But, I still wanna see your face.

~TINS~