I left him , I really did it. After so many tears I finally went through with it and left him.

My heart feels as if it isn't even there anymore but my tears won't stop , they just continue to flow as I sit in Sarah's car while she drives to my parents beach house. She said he won't look for me there but who's to say once we go back to school that he won't look for me.

I know Xzavier and I know what I mean to him , he never lets me forget that he cherishes me in every way possible. He won't give up until he has me but something has to be done , he has to accept that our futures are going into different paths.

I love him so much it burns me inside but I have to be strong , I have to stick to my game plan before he was even in the picture I can't let him dictate what I want to do with my life but apart of me wants him to.

He needs me right now I can feel it , when he and I were on the phone something about his voice was off. My heart keeps clenching for no reason in particular, something is really wrong. Where is he.

No think about school in London , about a new start and going through and living your childhood dream. Think of all things London.

I couldn't stop this feeling of being empty, I've never felt so alive with Xzavier I guess once I broke things off a piece of me broke away also. I wish life was simple.

We arrive to my parents beach house and I get out of the car with my duffel, she let me go home and change out clothes of course so I guess we took a while longer.

"See you later baby and hey I'm here for you Okay whenever you need me" I give her a smile and hug before going inside of the house.

It was quiet and lonely just how I felt now , I slumped upstairs into my parents room. It always soothes me when I have them but mom hasn't been discharged from

The hospital and I know Xzavier would look there.

In here I felt as if the both of them were here now but I know they can't be because of a miracle, Jacob. He's so precious and doesn't even know how good of parents he has yet, yeah they use to work a lot but seeing as a newborn is now in the household I know mom will take a leave until she's ready to go back to work.

"Ahh!" My heart clenched again, I wasn't even thinking about Xzavier. It's like we have this connection and I can feel his pain along with mine.

Please be safe Xzavier, please.

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I've driven everywhere and I still haven't found her yet , it's not like she just left for the night she broke up with me and left when I needed her the most.

I'll always need her , why can't I do anything right. Why can't anything go right for me and Autumn it's always something dealing with our relationship.

Maybe she should go to London to get away from you!

My heart clenched and tears stream blur my vision , I quickly wipe them away so I could focus on the road and think of where she might be. I pull over in the side of the road and really think about the places she would go.

Kitten please come back to me!

I sulk for another ten minutes in the car , breaking down in tears as I think I've lost her forever.

Kitten please, I need you!

I call out to her in my mind , even though I know she can't hear me I continued to do it although. My heart clenched after every call I made out to her, Bringing my engine to life I don't even know where I'm going I just drive until I feel That's it's right to stop.

Stepping out of the car I see that I'm at the beach with a little house behind me , I pay no attention to it I just stare off into the water that seems to look beautiful under the moons glow. Sitting down on the sand I hear thunder signaling that it's going to rain soon.

As the rain pours I remember autumn telling me how much she loves the rain , I also love it but now all it's making me do is cry like a bitch. I never cry but when it comes to my kitten I'll shed so many tears until I can't anymore , I don't feel bad about it because it helps with the pain of losing her a little.

I just hope wherever she is she's okay.

"Xzavier please be okay" I hear a soft voice in the background, it sounded like her. My kitten.

I go a little closer to the beach house that it came from and on the porch I see her , she's wrapped in a blanket with her head in her hands while she sobs softly.

I felt complete just by seeing her. Wasting no time I run to her not caring how bad its pouring raining right now I had to get to her, to touch her.

"Kitten!" I'm half way there when she realized it was me , she threw the blanket off and ran to me.

I caught her in my arms holding onto her tightly as the rain soaks her dry body.

"Don't ever leave me again kitten ,I -I couldnt bare being without you" I hold her tighter thinking she would slip away any second.

"I'm so sorry Xzavier I thought it was the only way"

"We're the only way , your not leaving me again I won't let you Okay? We're going to figure this out kitten I promise everything will be fine"

She pulls me in for a kiss and I quickly comply kissing her back with so much passion , all that I want and need is right here in my arms showing me how much she loves me. I couldn't be more content.

As we kiss I walk inside of her home. She tells me where the bathroom is and I go straight for the shower, we kiss and undress until we're both bare and under the steaming hot water. I couldn't keep my hands off of her and I know she felt that same , she sucked on my neck giving me so many hickeys I lost count but the feeling was heavenly I didn't want her to stop.

I quickly did the same to her body marking every part of her with my mouth , bright red and purplish hickeys were scattered everywhere on her body that I could reach. She's mine and I'll let her and everyone else know that.

I pick her up and place her back to the wall while her legs wrapped around my waist. I didn't stop there though , I fucked her hard.

All of my anger and frustration went into pounding into her , I gave her all of my sadness and worry , everything I felt just a few moments ago out on that beach by myself.

She whimpered and moaned my name , she was desperate and wanted me to give it to her. She knew how unstable I was at the moment yet she still let me fuck her with aggression. I felt dominance and power every time I'm with her , she lets me be myself when I'm with her I don't have to hide it.

"Kitten"

"Ye-s Xzavie-rr" I wrap her wet hair around my hand , going slower so she could try and focus on my voice instead of my dick.

"Who do you belong to kitten"when I don't get an immediate answer I drive into her hard making her gasp and moan out.

"Y-you ,I-I belong to you"

"That's right you belong to Daddy now say it louder!" She froze for a minute when I called myself Daddy but then she did the unthinkable.

"I belong to you , Daddy" her vice was louder and bolder , I could tell it aroused her from how much wetter she got around me. I wanted to cheer but didn't instead I rewarded her by making her cum multiple times non stop.

After a few more pounds I cum inside of her not even caring that I haven't used protection. All I cared about was the love of my life laying her head onto my shoulder and shaking a little from the many orgasms she's had. Only I could give her those because only I know her body inside and out , I know every spot to hit and kiss.

"I love you so much kitten" I say breathlessly, as I come down from my high but still thrust in her a little while her walls milk me.

"I love you to daddy" she lazily kisses my shoulder blade. I look over and she's knocked out with her legs still around my waist and her head head on my shoulder.

"Daddy knows kitten" Oh I love her.

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