When we arrive at the party I could see many teenagers surrounding the already full house. Many with cups in their hands and many making out , a fight in the side where a few of the jocks have joined and a girl already puking her guts out.

Yep this party is going to be awesome.

As we walk up to the house Xzavier pulls me by my waist and bringing me closer to his side. I smile and kiss his chest as we continue to walk.

When we finally get inside all that's heard is the sound of the music booming throughout the home and teenagers buzzing around.

I look around the party to see if I spot anyone familiar but my eyes suddenly lock with Matt's as I feel him burning holes on the side of my head. I try to avoid his gaze but my eyes betrayed me when my eyes land on his again.

He studies my a Appearance with lust evident in his eyes , I become slightly uncomfortable with his eyes roaming my body. It's not because I'm weirdos out or anything it's because I'm with Xzavier and it isn't fair that my ex is in the corner eye raping me.

His eyes meets mine again and he smiles warmly at me but it soon vanished when Xzavier kisses my temple and pulls me into the other direction of the house. I know I've hurt matt but I can't help who I love and I've realized I'll love Matt but it will never be anywhere compared to the love I have for Xzavier.

"Autumn here!" Mandy shouts over the music and give me a plastic red cup that smells oddly sweet ,Xzavier then snatched the cup away from me and sniffed it.

"Who gave this to you?" Xzavier questions with furrowed brows.

"That guy" she points in the direction of the kitchen and I couldn't believe who stood there with a smirk plastered on his face.

My eyes went big and I let go of Xzavier and rushed to him. He hugged and twirled me around in a circle while I giggled non stop.

"Derek what the fuck are you doing here!" I squeal hugging him to me again.

Derek's parents were close friends of mine and we just hit it off , of course he was older than me and we never went to the same school but we always remained friends but than he left for college a little over two years ago and I haven't heard from him since.

"This is my party well I coming home party you can call it"

"Your home for good omg I-" suddenly I'm snatched away from Derek and into Xzavier's arms.

"Who the fuck are you and why are you holding my girl" Xzavier glares at Derek.

"Chill kid im her friend" Derek just smiles and winks at me.

Before things get to heated I say my goodbye to Derek and telling him I'll meet him later on. Xzavier grips my waist tight and nuzzles his face into my neck calming himself down from not going back and starting a fight with Derek.

"Kitten" he whines into my neck like a baby.

"Xzavier you can't do that he's just a friend I haven't seen in a while"

"You were all over him and he was holding you. No one gets to hold you like that but me!" I roll my eyes at how possessive he was being but patted his head that laid on my neck.

He's so jealous all the time , I probably should've explained who Derek was before jumping on him the way I did but once I laid eyes on my friend the only thing I could do was hug him.

We stay in the same position for about ten minutes until I finally convinced him to get up and enjoy the party. I wanted to introduce him to Derek but I know now wouldn't have been the best time to do that.

"Let's dance" I smile and drag him into the middle of the living room floor where a couple of other people dance about.

I turn around so that my back meets his front and his hands hold onto my waist and we practically have sex , not my doing it was all Xzavier and the way he touched me I didn't even care that we were at a party filled with people looking at us at that moment it was all about me and my boyfriend who needed attention just like a baby would so I gave it to him and he loved it.

"Damn I didn't know you could dance like that kitten" he whispers into my ear , I smile and find somewhere to sit down. Who knew dancing could be so exhausting I think I lost about ten pounds in there.

Derek then approaches me while I take seat at the bar, xzavier went off with jason somewhere to talk so now i can enjoy time with y friend without being interrupted by a jealous boyfriend of mine.

"hey gorgeous"

"hey handsome"

why're you sitting all alone" he ask worry written all over his face.

"relax im having fun besides i think my boyfriend is off with his brother and mandy is somewhere around here"

"well ill keep you company until lover boy gets back, so what have you been up to princess and i meant to ask what happen with you and matt i thought he was the one" i laugh and shake my head at my friend who seems to be lost at my recent relationship with Xzavier.

"i wasnt feeling it anymore so i broke it off with him and now im in love with Xzavier." i smile happily content with my choice of who I'm with.

"Well it must be nice having someone special"

"What do you mean"

"Autumn don't act like you don't know I'm in love with Sarah" he sighs and drinks an large amount from his cup.

The truth was I knew his feelings for Sarah but she never knew and I never told her especially with him leaving off to college if something were to happen I would feel bad that I let both of my best friends get together in the circumstances that they were in.

There's no doubt that Derek was a catch. He was nice and a gentleman and extremely hot, every girl was dying to meet him or get his attention but Sarah stole his heart. Every since the first day I introduced them he's been gawking at her and really jealous of the boys she used to date.

"How is she?" He ask nervously.

"She's good but she..."

"What?"

"She's kind of in a relationship"

He looks down sadly in his cup and my heart breaks for him. Knowing that someone you love doesn't even know you love them is stressful and heart breaking.

"Is she happy"

"I think so" he looks at me with sad eyes and I couldn't help but pull him into a hug and rubbing his back.

Poor Derek and his crush that he never told. I wish it was something I could do but I honestly think that Sarah is happy with Evan and I wouldn't want to break that up for her. If something was to happen I would be there to support both of my best friends through anything.

"Kitten!" I look up to see a furious Xzavier glaring at Derek's back.

Derek keeps his face in the crook of my neck and I know it's getting Xzavier angrier by the second knowing that another guy is in his spot.

I pull Derek away and run towards Xzavier who's launching at Derek.

"What the fuck"

"She's mine!" Xzavier drags me off into a room and shutting the door harshly as he paces the floor.

"Xzavier ,baby"

"Why did you let him touch you like that. Only I get to touch you like that!"

I sigh knowing how he is and now he's even more furious that Derek was in his favorite spot.

"You know no one can touch you especially right there! Your mine autumn!" I could hear the anger in his voice and I needed to calm him down or else I know for a fact he's going after Derek again.

I pull him into me while he places his head in the crook of my neck exhaling my scent, I feel his body calm down but I know he's still angry.

"Shh... it's okay baby I'm here" I say soothingly while running my hands through his hair.

He's such a baby.

"Mine" he whispers into my neck and I smile, he's never going to change.

"I'm yours , I love you"

"Always"

"Forever"

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