Cassandra^^

I finally did it. I told him I loved him and I was scared shitless when he turned the shower off. We stood there staring at one another not daring to break eye contact I stare into those mesmerizing eyes of his that I love so much.

I wanted so bad for him to say something. He didn't even have to say it back all he had to do was say something and not just stand here like a damn statute.

"Xzavier?" I raise my eyebrows ,still staring into his eyes. A glint flashes through his eyes causing his eyes to brighten more than they already were.

"You love me?" He ask in disbelief. I smile nervously at him but nod my head.

"Yes I do" I whisper. He takes my hand and pulls me down so now we are both sitting in the tub.

"What happened to taking a shower"

"We aren't taking one anymore we are taking a bath" he turns the water on and putting something into the waters to cause bubbles to form.

We both sit inside the tub. He sits behind me while my head lays on his chest and his arms around me, I sigh in relief getting that off of my chest was a hard thing to do and I just had to or I think I would've exploded. Keeping secrets isn't one of my best trait, I had to tell him.

"Kitten" he breaks the comfortable silence that fills the bathroom.

"Yes" I answer him back.

"I love you too.... I've loved you from the moment I first kissed you, I knew that no one else ever made me feel the way you made me feel. I didn't want to scare you off so I didn't mention it" he places his head in the crock of my neck inhaling me.

The feeling I'm all so use to was relaxing for me. I guess I've Come accustomed to it , no one can make me feel the way Xzavier does. It's a fiery feeling like someone has light a candle in a dark room when I'm with him. I've never felt this way before and I'd admit I'm scared as hell of these feelings , they've come way to soon.

With Matt it took us a year to actually say we loved each other and really mean it. Xzavier was different , he was everything that Matt wasn't and yet I find myself in love with him.

We bathe each other and got from the bath both wrapped in a towel as we walk back into the bedroom. Xzavier wraps his arms around my waist and discards my towel leaving me bare in front of him.

"Xzavier!" I squeak covering myself.

He picks me up and lays me on the bed softly before hovering over me as he did once before but this tome he didn't tease me he dove straight for my lips as we kiss deeply. He moves his mouth from mine , trailing down wet kisses from my neck to my chest.

I moan loudly as he sucks harshly on my left breast while his other hand plays with the right. Throwing my head back my moans fill the room as he trails kisses down to my stomach getting close to my core that aches for him.

Before he could attack further I stop him.

"Xzavier we can't" I hold his head up so that he looks in my eyes.

"Why not"

"Your brother and sister is here not to mention Jason is right next door" I whisper shout , hoping he didn't hear my loud moans.

"And? We've done it while a party was going on what's the difference now"

"Xzavier I said no and that's final" he groans and lays his head between my legs.

I know he is sexually frustrated , Hell I am also but I can't disrespect Mandy and Jason that way it just isn't right. Xzavier wraps his arm around my waist pulling me into his face.

"Xzavier" I warn him before he does something.

"Calm down I'm not going to do anything"

"Than why are you pulling me into your face while I'm still naked" I question him.

"I can't eat it so I just want to look at it" he says casually. I almost burst into laughter at him just staring at my vagina with longing, I'll admit his mouth did wonders but I had to resist.

"Your such a freak" I giggle a little my eyes give out on me closing without my consent. I was still awake a little but not as much.

All of a sudden I feel something wet and warm on my core causing me to arch my back but my eyes remained closed. Than my brain snapped me awake fully as I spring from Xzavier's face.

"You little-"

"I just needed a taste before I went to bed I'm sorry kitten" he smiles innocently at me. I groan and lay in the other side of the bed not wanting to be next to this sexy as guy while I sleep. I was way to tired to put on clothes so the covers had to do until morning.

I know if my dad knew what was happening now he wouldn't have been so eager to get me out of the house. He'd probably kill Xzavier if he knew.

"Kitten are you mad at me" he wraps his arm around my waist and nuzzle his face in my neck. I stay still and don't respond.

"Kitten I know you aren't asleep" closing my eyes I try my best to drift off to sleep but it's pretty hard considering his huge erection poking me in the back. Damn he's big.

"Kitttttttteeeeeennnnnn" he trails off sounding like a little child and annoying the hell out of me.

"Talk to me!" I turn over to see his beautiful face pouting like a kid who didn't get what they wanted. He's so freaking adorable I hate when he does this , I can't resist him when he's not acting as a child but when he is it's one hundred times harder.

"I'm not mad at you Xzavier" I calmly say while sighing.

"Than why did you try going to sleep without giving me a goodnight kiss" I roll my eyes at this over grown man but kiss his lips.

He smiles and puts his face in my neck again. I exhale feeling relaxed and comfortable in his arms, I've never met anyone like Xzavier. One minute he's mean and intimidating who could give a shit about anyone but himself and then the next he wants kisses and acts like a child when I don't give him what he wants.

It's only with me he does this with and he's not afraid to show me off or seem weak for me and that's why I love him.

This is going to be the best spring break ever.

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