It's been a week since me and Xzavier have been together and can I just say what a long week it was. He never lets me do anything without him it's suffocating it's either I follow him or he follows me and I hate it.

Matt has confronted me about being with Xzavier many times but there's always at least one of Xzavier's followers to cause a scene telling Matt to stop talking to me which he doesn't and that leads to arguments and sometimes fights between them.

I felt really horrible about leaving Matt the way I did maybe if he was a cheater it wouldve been better to break it off but this boy was a freaking angel who only loved his girlfriend the way he was suppose to. Now I'm here with Xzavier and his possessiveness over me.

I'm currently in the middle of watching my favorite show , Rick and Morty in my living room peacefully. Thank you Jesus for the weekends at least I can escape him- a knock sounds at my front door , I look through the peek hole and waiting outside was Xzavier.

I spoke way to soon about having a peaceful day. Maybe if I stay quiet he'll think I'm gone.

"Kitten I know you hear me"

"Kitten open up" he knocks again this time more aggressively. He then pulls out his phone dialing someone's number , before I realized what he was going to do my phone goes off loudly playing Mariah Carey's song obsessed, at least I picked the right ringtone for him. Now he knows I'm home , Fuck my life why don't you.

"Kitten!" I sigh and open the door revealing a very upset bad boy at my door step.

"Oh Xzavier how's it going"

"So you didn't hear me knocking"

"No I was Uh... in the shower?"

"Liar"

"Am not"

"Are to if you were in the shower you would've been wet"

"That's what towels are made for dumbass"

"Did you just curse at me"

"What are you going to do spank me?"

His eyes have a glint of evil in them and before I know it he's dragging me into my living room. Wasting no time pulling my shorts down to my ankles and pulling me over his lap.

I struggle in his hold trying my best to get away from this crazy man. Why did I have to have a smart mouth.

"Please Xzavier I'm sorry"

"You have a very potty mouth kitten you need to be punished"

"Your not my fucking father now let me go!"

"Tsk tsk, see what I mean now time for me to teach you a lesson" I yell once more at him to stop but that doesn't work.

His hand slap hard against my bare ass causing me to whimper in pain from the stinging sensation. He rubs the spot making me hiss at the sore spot before he strikes my ass again and again with more force each time until I'm a squealing mess.

"All done now kitten" he pulls up my shorts and sits me up onto his lap , I wince from the soreness of my ass against his jeans.

"Awe I'm sorry but you have to learn your lesson or else you'd be wild and we don't want that do we"

"Your insane"

"What did you say" he grips my hair pulling my face to his until I feel his breath fanning my face. I keep quiet glaring at him but that only makes him grip my hair tighter.

"What did you say kitten!"

"Nothing I said nothing" I was scared shitless of what he might do next but I also was turned on. What the hell is wrong with me im sick.

"That's what I thought now go get dressed we're going out"

"I can't"

"Why not"

"Can we just stay here"

"I can't my moms having another one of her parties and she wants me to go"

"Than you go I'm fine staying home"

"No I want you with me"

"But I went to the last one"

"And now your going to this one so go get changed"

I cross my arms over my chest stomping my way upstairs into my room. I probably looked like a big kid doing that but I feel like one he always does this thing making it a priority of his to have me around him.

I miss Matt.

No autumn do not go down that road or your going to cry all night over him. Even though he was the love of your life you have to let go.

I straighten up and head towards my closet looking through the various clothing hanging up that I could wear to this party. Finally after searching for what seemed like forever I found a dress that my grandmother sent to me last year for my seventeenth birthday.

I'll admit it was a little to much but I didn't have time to continue my search if I wanted to be ready in time plus I didn't want to hear Xzavier's mouth about me being to late. Quickly I put the dress on matching my outfit with a nude pair of heels.

I step out of my closet and scream once I realized I wasn't alone in my room. Xzavier sat still on my bed scrolling through his phone, I didn't even know he was in here but I should've known he wouldn't let me out of his sight for a second if he could.

"You look gorgeous kitten"

"Thank you my grandmother bought it for me"

"Now take it off and go put something else that's not so revealing on"

I huff making my way to my vanity to apply my mascara and lip balm. I really didn't do my make up but when I did I always made sure it was flawless like me.

"I'm not changing again"

"Yes you are"

"No I'm not we're going to be late if I change"

"Well we'll be late"

"I won't go Xzavier I swear"

"Fine! Let's go but you stay with me the whole time you got it"

"Yes Sir" I playfully salute him causing him to glare my way.

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Walking through the doors of Xzavier's home people were everywhere. She might've invited the whole town this time.

"Xzavier honey there you are" his mother approaches us , I've never met her but I've seen her around. Every time Xzavier wanted me to meet her I always walk off or make up an excuse to not meeting her because apparently mothers don't like me.

I try my best to take my hand from his so I could walk off but he wouldn't budge.

"Hi mom sorry I'm late I had to pick up my kit- autumn"

"So your autumn"

"Yes ma'am it's nice to finally meet you"

"What a gorgeous girl Xzavier you better keep her" she smiles warmly at me before walking off into another crowd greeting more people.

"Why did you make me meet your mother"

"Because she always ask about meeting you besides she likes you"

"Yeah I heard that before"

"Hey I'm not your ex and my mother isn't his either we're not fake nor do we lie if she didn't like you trust me you'd know"

I knew he was right but I still couldn't get over the fact how fake people could be I didn't want to meet Xzavier's mother to find out later that she doesn't even like me truly.

"I'm sorry"

"Don't be kitten just know whatever relationship you and that kid had is over. It's all about me and you now no one else so don't compare me Okay?"

"Okay"

"Good girl now come here" he kisses my lips for the first time today , I still don't like him but those lips of his always left me wanting more. If I could just take them from his body I would without a second thought , yes they were that intoxicating.

We pull away from each other getting a few stares from people that walked by but I didn't care I just wanted this night to be over and done with.

"Autumn" someone sings my name from behind me. I look and see Jason with a playful smile onto his face.

We haven't seen each other since that day Xzavier freaked out about us 'flirting' with each other so seeing him now I was a little happy.

"Hi Jason"

"Bye Jason" Xzavier said in a bored tone pulling me into the other direction of the party.

"Xzavier I was taking to him"

"You said hi that should be enough"

"Xzavier stop acting all possessive"

"But your mine!" He whined , nuzzling his face into the crook of my neck. I swear he could be a kid sometimes.

"Xzavier get up"

"No"

"Xzavier!"

"No!"

"Xzavier! People are staring" i whisper shouted at him and than smiled at the people who gave us weird looks as they walked by.

"I don't care let them stare"

"If you don't get up I won't ever kiss you again" his head shot up from my neck but he still maintained that adorable pout on his face. God I hated how handsome he was , I guess I have to cheer him up. Yay me (note the sarcasm)

I kiss his lips gently letting my lips linger onto his for a few moments.

"I'm yours"

"Say it again"

"I'm yours Xzavier" he bits his lip while running his hands all over my body. I wanted to slap them away because the people that's around but I know it would only upset him further.

"That's right only mine" he trails kisses down my neck causing me to giggle a little.

"Xzavier stop" I laugh not being able to control it.

"Autumn" I freeze knowing that voice belongs to none other than Matt himself.

"Matt"

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