A body shifts sleepily on the bed as sun lights up the cool room with its rays. The aroma of honey, coffee and pastry filling the air. Then there was the music playing softly in the background.

A cheeky kiss is placed on the sleeping figure.

Another one, on his forehead.

The figure stirs in his sleep, gradually opening his eyes. He gazes awkwardly at the ceiling, a deep frown meeting his lips.

This wasn't home.?

He tries to sit up but pain shoot through his butt, causing him to wince in pain. 'Hell' he mumbles, as memories from last night floods his brain box.

He had sex.

He had sex with Park Jinwoo.

His brother's ex boyfriend.

"I don't like that look on your face" he turns to see Jinwoo, seating beside him. He was shirtless and a stupid grin was plastered across his face.

"what look?" myungjun tries to play dumb, looking elsewhere.

"that look of regret you have right now on your face.. MJ, If you must know, I regret nothing and I really do not care how much you say it, I am not going to pretend nothing happened between us" jinwoo utters, his tone serious.

Jinwoo wasn't wrong, myungjun infact did regret it, but was he going to pretend it didn't happen? He couldn't, not when there was this sexual tension between them.

He clears his throat, trying to push back the thoughts of last night's escapade. "Do you still love taehyung?"

Jinwoo pauses. Did he? If he did, he wouldn't be here with myungjun..right?

"A part of me is still in love with him but if you are asking because you think myself and taehyung might get back together, then..no, we won't."

Myungjun nods. "And me..what about me jinwoo, do you have some type of feeling for me?"

Again, jinwoo pauses,hoping to get the right words out of his lips. "Yes. I get crazy when you are around me but hyung, I don't think it is love yet..." he sees myungjun's face turn sour. "..are you?"

"am I what?"

"are you in love with me?" jinwoo repeats. It takes Myungjun two minutes to process the question in his head before bursting into laughter.

Jinwoo frowns. What was so funny?

"No. I am not in love with you.." he answers.

Jinwoo nods, staring at myungjun again. Myungjun also holds the gaze with jinwoo. It was true that they were done asking questions but they both wanted to ask more to know more. These answers didn't satisfy any one of them. Jinwoo wanted to know the reason behind that frown, myungjun wanted to know why jinwoo sounded so unsure.

Both boys had questions at the tip of their lips but neither of them wanted to probe.

Let sleeping dogs lie. The voice rings in their head.

"Was I that rough?" jinwoo grins, breaking the silence as myungjun rolls his eyeballs, turning his gaze towards the tray of food on the table.

"it was my first time" myungjun retorts bluntly, hands reaching for the the coffee cup.

Jinwoo's eyes widen. He was a virgin? How could be okay with this then? "You are a virgin?"

"was" myungjun corrects him.

Surprise fills Jinwoo's eyes. Unbelievable! He expected him to freak out, talk about, cry or something but the reaction was so odd. "..but you are so calm about it.."

"Why should I not be?" he takes a sip. "..it's my virginity and I would loose it however I want to lose it besides, I also wanted it so if you are going to feel bad don't even bother cause I don't.."

Exceptional. Kim Myungjun was exceptional. Jinwoo thought as he watches myungjun lick the extra cream off his lips.

It was unintentional but it was enough to wake jinwoo Junior up.

"so..is this going to be a regular thing or..." his voice trails.

Myungjun shakes his head. "I am sorry but I don't want to do that friends with benefit thing with you of all people"

Jinwoo nods. He understood. "okay, eat breakfast, we have school in the afternoon"

Myungjun sends him a soft smile as jinwoo leaves for the Bathroom, his heart tugging at his chest.

He lied. It wasn't okay because,

Kim myungjun, he was head over heels for him.

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Cha Eunwoo.

Myungjun missed him but these days, Eunwoo seemed to have found solace in moonbin. He wasn't sure how those two got so close but he was glad his Bestfriend was no longer alone.

Bestfriend.. Could he still call Eunwoo that? Maybe Jinwoo was right. Maybe it was Myungjun who had to understand that eunwoo was in love with him. Maybe he needed to stop denying it. He needed to accept it.

Cha Eunwoo was in love with him and even myungjun couldn't stop him from doing so.

His legs with a mind of their own heads towards Eunwoo and moonbin who seemed to be having an interesting conversation.

Myungjun was jealous he wasn't going to lie but he was only jealous as a Bestfriend.

Seeing eunwoo interact so well with moonbin made him realise just how much he had missed him, just how much he missed Cha Eunwoo.

"Oh hyung" moonbin is the first to greet as myungjun sends him a small smile.

"Hey hyung" Eunwoo says with a smirk. Myungjun suddenly wonders if liking him was the reason for this confidence Eunwoo suddenly had.

"I'm sorry but can I talk to eunwoo for a bit?" he asks, with moonbin nodding.

"Sure. Go ahead. I'll be with April, if you need me" he says, with a smile, picking up his things and leaving.

Myungjun sighs, taking a moonbin's seat. He inhales and exhales. Now, how does he start? What were the right words to say to reject someone's love? How? How could he even say them?

He was conflicted.

"are you here to reject me again hyung?" Eunwoo asks and for the first time in many weeks, he wears sadness on his face.

"eunwoo.." myungjun pauses. "..I am sorry. I am sorry I pushed away your feelings like it was nothing. I am sorry for acting so insensitive, I really am sorry.." he says as Eunwoo simply watches him.

"..eunwoo-yaa.." he playfully calls. "..you are very special to me and one of the reasons I was always Proud of our friendship was because you were okay with me being Bi and I was okay not falling in love with my straight Bestfriend..."

Eunwoo now had tears in his eyes.

"..I am not telling you to get over me, I won't . I won't tell you that you deserve better cause you know what you deserve. I just.." he exhales. "..I just want you to be happy and I want be that as your bestfriend not your lover...I am really the luckiest person in the world because I have a Bestfriend as awesome as you. So cha eunwoo, I won't push you away anymore but I can't give you the more that you want.."

Now Eunwoo's eyes are filled with tears as he reaches out to engulf myungjun in a hug. It had been a while since they did that. He was in love with myungjun but he knew if myungjun wanted him as more. They would be together by now.

"Thank you hyung.." Eunwoo says the minute, he let's the older go. "You and I are better of as Bestfriends anyway"

Myungjun smiles. "Forever?"

Eunwoo beams with a nod. "Yes. Forever"

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