"Go hyung! You can do it!" Sanha cheered as Myungjun mentally prepare himself in front of the door of Jinwoo's apartment.

He was finally going to confess to Jinwoo after being in love with the boy for years. And, four of his closest friends were shouting words of encouragement and positivity in the hallway.

He was really nervous. He knew that it was likely that Jinwoo actually did liked him back but his head just keeps on rejecting the idea. He knew that it was likely Jinwoo who was giving him those gifts too but his mind just won't let him believe it.

Because, he believes that he didn't deserve the precious boy.

" Hyung! You got this so man up and confess!" Dongmin whisper/shouts as Moonbin gives a thumbs up.

With those words of encouragement, Myungjun finally got the courage to ring the doorbell.

After a minute no response.

So he tries again,

then again,

And, again.

Then he snapped.

"Park Jinwoo! Open the goddamn door, I need to tell you something!" Myungjun started knocking on the poor door violently."Open it or, I swear to god, I will whoop your ass!"

"I guess this is the signal for us to leave.." Rocky says.

"Yeah.." Everyone nods and leaves Myungjun who was still knocking on the door in rage.

"Damn it! I said open the-" Myungjun twisted the doornob and the door opened. "It's open??"

He looked around, calling Jinwoo's name and he found out the boy was not there from the start and he just carelessly left his door open. Myungjun just sighed at Jinwooo's forgetfulness and carelessness. He made himself comfortable and flopped onto the sofa thinking where the hell Jinwoo could have went to when he noticed a bunch of paper scattered on the coffee table with words scribbled all over them and a box wonderfully wrapped right beside them.

Out of curiousness, he took one and looked at what was written. His heart skipped a beat and then broke into a million pieces.

To my beloved Myungjun,

I was just thinking If I should continue doing this

You see..

I'm ending this

I'm sorry.

And, I don't want you hold you back

Cause i really felt like I was holding you back

I Love You

because unlike the others,

You always knew how to bring out the best of me.

I hope you take care of this cutie.

Please, care for him like how you cared for me hyung..

I love you.

please always remember that,

so fucking much

more than anything else in this world

and best friend,

Myungjun's tears streamed down his face once more. He opened the box to see a little crochet duck that was yellow in color.

It also had a name tag, written on it was MyungJin.

Myungjun could stop crying. He needed to find the boy and clear the mess he has unknowingly created. He needed to fix the damage he has cause to both of them.

He needed Jinwoo.

Just then the door opened revealing the small, well built boy with a paper bags that seemed to be groceries.

"Jinwoo.." Myungjun managed to squeeze out.

He dropped the groceries. "What are you doing here.." Jinwoo froze on the spot seeing his small sunshine, crying clenching his letter and crochet duck he was about to give this evening.

He was about to cry too. The pain of knowing that he made his precious sunshine cry was too much.

"Myungjun, I-" he couldn't finish his sentence. "I'm sorry.." Myungjun has hugged him tightly, sobbing on the boys shoulder.

"You should have told me sooner. I feel so fucking heartbroken, you piece of shit. You should have not disappeared like that. I was so worried." Jinwoo tried to wiggle out of the hug but he just held him tighter. "You should've just confronted me. I was so scared. I was so scared, I lost you. I freaking hate you for doing this. But, still, I forgive you for breaking my heart. The one I like is you after all, silly. I love ."

Jinwoo stopped moving and hugged back. Myungjun felt something wet fall on his shoulder and he realized that Jinwoo was crying too. He never saw the boy cry before and now he has. It was a bitter-sweet feeling but they didn't really care about that at the moment.

"Jinwoo?" He shudders as the boy hugs him to the point he couldn't breath.

"I'm so happy. I should've talked to you about it, I'm sorry. Moonbin was right. I feel guilty for throwing him out."

"Moonbin and you.. Talked about it?"

"Well, more like he talked to me but i refused to listen cause I was scared of losing you.." Myungjun blushed at Jinwoo's words.

"Well you don't have to be scared of that anymore." Myungjun giggled and kissed him on the lips not breaking the hug. "I promise, you'll never lose me.."

"You're so cute." Jinwoo smiles and kisses the cute boy again. "I promise that you'll never lose me too.."

They both laugh.

"God, I'm so in love with you.."

"Well, I am too."