Third Person's POV

"Hey, Binnie, what are you looking over there?" a handsome boy said trying to peek above the cute boy's shoulders who goes by the nickname, Binnie

Binnie looked at his companion and turn his head towards what he was looking at earlier, then he glance over the other again as he searched for a certain one

"Myungie hyung is not here?" he mumbled with a pout

"Oh, Myungie hyung accompanied his grandma at the market, he said he will play with us later-" But a certain boy creep up behind them and shouted

"Boo!" The other boys was startled, Binnie started to cry but 'Myungie' was just laughing

"Yah, you make Binnie cry!" The other boy said and 'Myungie' just laugh again as he went beside Binnie

"Hey, look at there! there's another kid there! ohh he seems like he make a good friend, why don't we introduce ourselves to him!" 'Myungie' cheerfully said to the other two boys as he jumped excitedly

"But...what if he is a bully and..hurt us" 'Binnie' said and the other boy beside him agreed

"No, he seems like a kind one though, look at him, he's cute just like me..and of course just like you too, Binnie, don't you want to have another friend? it's not fun when we're three only! it's fun if we are many!" 'Myungie' said as he smiled widely

The other boy looked at 'Myungie' intently "So...we will go to their house?

"Yes! we should play with him!" 'Myungie' cheerfully said

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"Myungjunie~ you are excited today, why is that?"

"Halmeoni! there's another playmate there!" 'Myungie' said

"Yes, you're talking about the new neighbours right? I assume you already saw them"

"Yes, halmeoni, and I want him to be his friend, is he living with his halmoni too?" 'Myungie' asked his halmeoni curiously

His halmeoni just laughed at his grandson's cuteness "No, I heard he is with his parents"

"Oh.." 'Myungie' just said and his halmeoni gasps, the kid was pouting out of sadness, sure that he missed his family so much

"I'm sorry, Myungjunnie" The boy just look at the old woman and gave her the best and cutest smile in the whole world

"Aren't we going to meet them, halmeoni? come on! I'm excited to meet them! I must call Minnie and Binnie now!" The kid excitedly ran outside and his halmeoni could just shake her head

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"And now, we are going!" 'Myungie' sings his words as he held 'Binnie' and 'Minnie' 's hands

As they stood outside the gate of their new neighbours, they ring the doorbell, after a few more rings, the door of the house was open and a beautiful woman stood at the frame

"Oh..hey kids, how may I help you?" she said as she walk towards the gate

The one who was called 'Minnie' stood in front "We're sorry for the disturbance, ma'am but we just want to meet our new neighbours"

The woman was melted by the kids' cuteness and decided to let them in, the three boys happily complied

As they went inside, they notice a pair of eyes silently watching them

"Hey Jinwoo ah, they are our neighbours, come here, don't be shy" The woman said to the kid and 'Myungie' turn his gaze at the said kid

"Omo! you are that kid I saw earlier! oh my gosh, you're so cute! you're like-you're like a cute puppy!!" 'Myungie' said as he jump out of hype

The said kid hid behind the woman's back and hugged her thighs "Oh..he must be scared, Jinwoo ah, don't be shy now, come on! you know eomma wants you to have many friends right?" The kid stared at his mother as he nodded

"Hey, I'm Lee Dongmin, but sometimes they call me Minnie, don't worry about Myungie hyung, he's just like that, he is always happy"

"M..Myungie hyung...?"

"Oh! you saw that! he called me Myungie hyung! omg so cute! we're both cute!!"

"H..hello, I'm Moon Bin, I am Binnie!!" The youngest said making the woman melts with his overflowing cuteness

"H..hi I'm Park Jinwoo"

"Oh, Jinwoo! why don't we call him Woonie! Woonie, you're now a part of our group and we will be your bestfriends forever!!"

Jinwoo giggled at his cuteness "W..what is your name?"

"Oh! I'm Kim Myungjun! you should call me Myungie! or Myungie hyung" He turns to Jinwoo's mother as he ask about the latter's age "So..you are younger than me, so you called me like that with a hyung okay?" Jinwoo just nodded cutely

Years passed and the four bestfriends continue with their life being friends who won't leave each others back, now they are not really a kid anymore but they are still a child

"Hey! why don't we play there?" Bin said and he ran towards it

"Binnie! would you please be careful? don't run like that!"

"Minnie, why don't you just assist him? you wouldn't want your precious Binnie to get hurt right?" Myungjun teased Dongmin and as expected the latter blush heavily

"Tss.." Dongmin just said and he follows Bin

Myungjun was about to follow too but as he turn his head to his side, he didn't saw his another bestfriend and he panicked

"Woonie? Woonie ah!" Just then, he saw Jinwoo resting against the large tree with his eyes closed, Myungjun smiled at the sight and then placed himself before Jinwoo

"Ey, Woonie, you're no fun! come join us!" Myungjun said cheerfully

Jinwoo open his eyes and chuckled as he got up from the tree and jumped at Myungjun's back "What kind of fun? like this hyung?" Jinwoo teased as he let out a beautiful chuckle and he throw his arms up to the air

Myungjun, although he was going to fall because of Jinwoo, secured his arms around the younger boy and he laughed along too, and then Jinwoo got off of his back and started running away

"Hey, Woonie! wait for me!"

After some minutes, the four bestfriends lie down on a grass and stared at the sky, Myungjun started to sing, his beautiful soothing voice making the others relaxed, and it gave them a contentment, the song Myungjun decided to sing was going well with the day and into the clear sky

After singing, Myungjun turn his attention to his friends, Jinwoo caught his attention first, he was mesmerize at how glowing Jinwoo look under the clear sky, the sun illuminating him making him more glowing than he already is

And Myungjun couldn't help but to be drown at the latter's beauty..but then he pinched himself to make his way back into reality

As awkward as he is, he started a conversation like he usually does "Hey guys! look at that cloud! it looks like a dolphin!" Myungjun said and he even imitated dolphin's sound and he heard Jinwoo's laugh

And for sure, he gone back on being mesmerized, like someone who was caught under a spell and was controlled

That's when Myungjun's heart realized that Jinwoo makes his world go crazy

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From a child to their teenage years, the four boys was on this stage..

The four of them was inside Jinwoo's house, Jinwoo was currently in the kitchen, helping his mother

Dongmin and Bin exchanges glances as they noticed Myungjun staring at Jinwoo, drilling holes at the latter's back

"Tsk, why don't you just confess, Myungie hyung? you love him since we're young, you can't just keep that forever"

Myungjun turn his gaze at the younger and thought about what he said, as soon as he realize what he said, he almost panicked

"Yah! no! Woonie would be disgusted by me if he learn about my feelings for him, and also, I believe this is just one-sided, he only see me as a hyung and bestfriend"

Bin smacked his back playfully "If you didn't take the opportunity, then you will lose it forever, remember opportunity knocks only once so if I were you, I will definitely grab the opportunity"

Dongmin and Myungjun was both shocked at what Bin told Myungjun

"Oh wae? do I have something in my face?" Bin ask as he wiped his face

"Binnie, where that..that words came from?"

"Oh ahmm..I just suddenly thought of it, why?"

"Nothing-"

"I think Binnie is correct, I will confess to Jinwoo in spite the consequences" Myungjun said as he was about to stood up, Jinwoo emerged from the kitchen and placed the baked chocolate cookies in front of them but neither of them pick for themsleves

Jinwoo eyed his friends one by one, and why do he feel that there's an awkward tension around them "Guys, I'm already here, what are you talking about earlier?" Jinwoo said as he munched a cookie on his mouth

Dongmin was the first to snap and smiled "Nothing" he answered shortly and Jinwoo just nodded

"Why don't we go to the amusement park nearby? we will enjoy there!" Myungjun said

"Oh sounds fun, Myungie hyung" Bin said as he smiles widely

After they spend their little time at Jinwoo's house, they've decided to go to that amusement park, Myungjun was happy, he can see his dongsaengs enjoy themselves, especially that one certain dongsaeng

Just then, the confession crossed Myungjun's mind, and he already made up his mind, he will confess today, here in this amusement park where they're in

As if Dongmin could read his hyung's mind, he dragged Bin to the nearest ride to give time to Myungjun and Jinwoo

Jinwoo just eyed Myungjun who is pacing back and forth, until he got dizzy following the boy, he reached for his wrist and tugged it, Myungjun snapped his head towards the latter "Myungie hyung, Dongmin-ah, and Binnie were nowhere to find"

Myungjun turn his head left and right and truth to be told the two left them but he think he knew why

"Woonie, can we talk?" Myungjun nervously said and heavy blush was visible on his adorable cheeks

Jinwoo just nodded, thinking it was important, he followed Myungjun at the bench and took a seat beside him

Myungjun just stared at him, probably thinking what to say and Jinwoo was confused, lately he noticed the latter was always stared at him suddenly and he is worried, Jinwoo thinks he and Myungjun is having problem

"What is it, Myungie hyung? Do you have a problem with me? what's wrong?"

Myungjun was brought back to reality at what the younger ask him "No! No! I don't have-we don't have a problem!" Myungjun said-err, shouted

Jinwoo just gave him a confused look "Then why are you nervous?"

"Ahmm..ahh..Jinwoo-ah" Jinwoo was shocked because Myungjun just call his name when he is serious, he always call him 'woonie' with so much affection

So..is he serious now?

"Hyung?"

"Jinwoo, I love you!" Myungjun said without thinking and his hand automatically flew against his mouth as he let out a gasp

Jinwoo, on the other hand, just blush and shocked at the confession, but..

"Of-of course, you love me as..a bestfriend, right Myungie hyung?"

Myungjun stood up and look at the people passing by, he gave a nod and pulled Jinwoo to him, and he pressed his soft lips to Jinwoo's ones

And everything around them seems to go in slow motion, the kiss was sweet and innocent but Myungjun thought that this is wrong, wrong yet felt so perfect, wrong because he might scared him and perfect because this is probably his most unforgettable moment of his entire life

Park Jinwoo becomes his shoulder to cry on, whom he run to if he misses his parents, he become his bestfriend among his bestfriends

The kiss lasted a few seconds as they part away, Jinwoo had his eyes wider and Myungjun just stood there stiffly, until he notice a tear escape from Jinwoo's eyes amd he panicked

"Oh my god! Woonie, I'm sorry! I shouldn't have done that!" Myungjun was really panicking, Jinwoo might push him away and worst he will push him away from his life

But he was baffled when Jinwoo hugged him "Hyung, I'm so happy! I love you too!!"

"What? y...you love me too? a-are you sure?"

"Of course, when I am down, you will always there for me, you always make me laugh, you always make me happy and out of all my bestfriends, you are my favorite, you always do something to make my day special that's why I've fallen for you, Myungie hyung" Jinwoo said as he smiled sweetly

"Really...? b-but the kiss earlier..." They both blush at the mention of the kiss

"Ah ahmm...you're just proving to me that you love me more than a friend, right hyung?"

Myungjun nodded and smiled "So what are we now?"

"We're-"

"Woonie hyung! Myungie hyung!! look what Minnie hyung got me!!" Their conversation was cut off when Bin shouted and running towards them with a big teddy bear on his arms while Dongmin was casually walking behind the younger

Jinwoo smiled at Bin and approached him, Dongmin saw Myungjun and he went beside him

"So hyung, how did it goes?"

"Dongmin-ah, I've never had this feeling before, I am beyond happy, I just can't help this feeling, it's new"

"So I assume, our Woonie hyung loves you back?"

"Yes"

"Good for you, hyung, congratulations"

"Thanks, what about you? I know you have a feelings for Bin"

"Heh, I will confess to him but not now, he is not ready yet"

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As they finish enjoying themselves at the amusmemt park, they decided to go home already, Bin and Dongmin went first and they bid them a goodbye

"So my question earlier..." Myungjun started

"Hyung, we don't need to rush each other, the important is we love each other and we have a mutual understanding, we're still young so we must enjoy being free"

"Oh..yeah, right, okay, I'm okay with that, go now before your mother scold you, it's evening now"

"Hm...bye, Myungie hyung, see you"

"Bye, good night, I love you"

"Love you too"

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A year passed and Jinwoo and Myungjun was being overly affectionate to each other, but something happened and they both felt down

"Dongmin and Bin just suddenly left us? why is it like that? huh, those two, they didn't even gave us a goodbye, what kind of friend are them?" Myungjun said while keeping his tears from flowing, Jinwoo just hugged him but Jinwoo couldn't talk

The other day, his mother and father said that they will go back in Seoul because of his youngest brother, now even if Jinwoo reasoned out everything, his parents decision are final and he couldn't do nothing to change it

So now, his heart are aching, knowing that Myungjun will be very sad, Dongmin and Bin already left and adding that will be him, he doesn't want to see Myungjun crying, it breaks his heart

"Hyung, I'm sorry"

"Why are you being sorry, Woonie? it's Dongmin and Bin's decision to leave us, Woonie, don't ever leave me okay? I don't know what to do if you leave me" Myungjun said as he rested his head against Jinwoo's shoulder

"Hyung.."

Day passed and Myungjun goes back to normal, the cheerful, cute and bubbly boy Jinwoo knew, but he still had this sad eyes and Jinwoo couldn't add to that but they really be leaving...tomorrow

He need to tell him or he will lose a friend

"Hyung, I'm-I'm leaving, we're-my parents said we'll be going back to Seoul"

Myungjun gasp but he just had his head low "Oh...that's why, all of you doesn't like me right? that's why everyone leave me, even my parents leave me here with halmoni, why Jinwoo?! why?!" And right there and then, Myungjun broke out as well as Jinwoo as he hugged the latter tightly, whispering 'sorry's' to the latter

They embrace each other as they cried their heart out

Tomorrow came by and Jinwoo's mother and father was already at the car, arranging their things

Jinwoo glanced at Myungjun's house, he doesn't saw him so he guess, he doesn't want to see him anymore but despite of all that, Jinwoo still loves him

He felt a hug on his side and he saw his mother looking at him worriedly "I'm sorry, baby, that you have to leave Myungjunie" Jinwoo just nodded weakly as his father call both him and his mother

His mother went to his father side and he went at the back but as his father was about to start the car, Jinwoo saw Myungjun

"Woonie-ah!!" Myungjun shouted and Jinwoo was going to went outside but he saw a car dashing fast towards Myungjun and Jinwoo's heart stopped beating at that time

"Myungjun hyung!!"

Myungjun turn his head at his back and he saw a car rapidly dashing towards him, he wants to run away but his feet was rooted on where he stood, and as he knows his fate, he was ready to embrace it, he heard Jinwoo desperately shouting for his name

The driver of the dashing car saw Myungjun and he had his eyes wide in shock as he carelessly maneuver his car to the side but he felt something he hit, the driver successfully avoided Myungjun but he hit another car on the side

The vehicle was no other than Jinwoo's father's car where they are also there inside

Myungjun could just stare at what happened "Jinwoo..no! no! Jinwoo!!" he rushed towards the car and he felt his heart stopped when he saw how the car was wrecked

The people at the side made a commotion and some called to 911 and called some police

Myungjun heard the police car and control the people at the side, Myungjun saw the medical team pulling out the people inside the car one by one, and he cried when he saw Jinwoo's parents condition, when Jinwoo was the next to be pulled out, Myungjun pushed his way to the sea of people and even push the police officers as he found his way towards Jinwoo

"Jinwoo! Woonie! my Woonie, I'm sorry! I'm really sorry!" He said while he couldn't contain his crying

If only he didn't stood on that stupid highway, if only he was the one who got hit then none of this will happened, then he will not lose Jinwoo, he felt like taking his life too

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"Myungjun, let's go eat" Myungjun heard his halmeoni but his body refuses to do everything, he's just always beside the window, staring at nothing

After the accident, he learned that Jinwoo's parents died, and Jinwoo was currently at a coma, Myungjun knew it his fault, he was the one who killed his lover's parents so that's why he should die too, right he should die too

He took a blade out and pushed it deeply at his wrist, it is painful, but nothing is even more painful at the thought of losing his beloved

"This is not enough" Myungjun said emotionlessly as he watch the blood dripping from his wrist

The cheerful and bubbly Myungjun was died and was born as the emotionless and careless Myungjun

He went down the kitchen and he eyed the kitchen knife resting on the sink