It feels lighter.

Much lighter to walk around now that it has finally come out. It was no one I could imagine not telling to. I'm glad it's Jungkook.

"Are you okay?" he says rubbing circles on my back. "You're not alone in this, you have me. Always. And that's a promise right there y/n. I wish I was there with you when you needed me the most. When you needed someone other than those fake bastards pretending that they care about you. I'm sorry.. it's my faul-"

"—No.

Dont you dare, tell that it's your fault kookie. It was me who told uncle not to tell it to you. It was all part of what I had thought, and it's not supposed to go this way.

I should've moved to Busan, started fresh with aunt, worked until i'm able to support myself and move out. You should've forgotten me, gone to school, made new friends. It should not have been like this."

"Do you regret it?" his voice turns much softer with a hint of saddness, "do you regret meeting me again? do you regret this?"

"It's wrong, but it feels so right. Here, in your arms getting all warmed up with possible bears roaming around. We might be risking our lives right now but hey, what's to lose for?" He chuckles. Pulling away from his chest, I finally look at him.

"I think i'm going to do something really stupid right now, Kookie."

He tenses up, his eyes going back to it's anxious state. Standing on my knees, i slowly wipe the single flake of snow on his perfectly pink lips, soon moulding it with mine.

Jk pov

In no time, her soft plump lips mould into my now crusty ones— providing the perfect kind of moisture i've needed ever since I met her. My hands seem to have a mind of their own since it knows exactly where it wants to be.

Making its way to cup her cheeks, her head tilts ever so slowly permitting me a better access to her mouth and I waste no time.

For the first time, we seem to have an understanding here. Taking turns to suck on both the lips of each others', we find ourselves not wanting to fight over dominance over such a thing.

Afterall, we're definitely going to get more of whatever we're having now.

She pulls away after a solid two minute track, panting hard after the obvious makeout session-- her cheeks having a natural tint of blush.

"Again."

Almost pounding our lips together this time, I get more desperate after knowing the taste of what I could have. Or have. Yes, you can say that.

"Kookie" she moans when my cold hands touch her waist down the pile of clothing she had.

"Fuck y/n, if this is how you're going to call me out every time I touch you, I don't think I can wait any longer."

Y/n pov

If this is how you're going to call me out every time I touch you, I don't think I can wait any longer.

It keeps ringing in my head ever since we've been taken back to the campsite. It feels almost like a prayer, like a love song.

"Y/n, we're going to the bonfire. Bangtan has a performance saved up, you wanna join?" Taehyun asks me while i sip my hot chocolate wrapped up in a furry blanket.

I might need all the possible warmth after staying in the cold for almost two hours now, but I cant miss their performance. Not after what we did back there.

We need to talk.

*ding ding*

Koo💕: i have a surprise for you

Me: really? What is it?

Koo💕: it's a surprise, y/n. Can you come to the bonfire?

Me: will it be better than what we did out there?

Koo💕: honestly you set the bar really high after that. I just hope you like what i have on mind, because i definitely liked yours.

Me: shut up jeon.

Koo💕: shut me up Choi.

Me: will you if i come?

Koo💕: maybe. But i can show you better ways to do the same.

Me: you're dead

Koo💕: nvm, you don't have to come now.

Me: oh i am.

A surprise?

What is going on in this man's mind?

Changing into a black plaid skirt, a furry black cropped sweater and leaving my hair loose— i decide to finally get out of my bed.

"He better make up for my nap time." I mumble grumpily to myself, heading towards the bonfire.

Looks like i'm late since they already started the little concert of theirs. Standing a little afar from the main stage, i cozy up myself near the bonfire eyeing their ever so famous Boy In Luv performance— my favourite. Jungkook looks really hot while dancing to it.

But also, when doesn't he?

"Well, this is something unexpected— actually expected for me, but not to the person i'm dedicating this to." Jungkook's voice echoes through the mic, catching everybody's attention. I hadn't even realised when the rest of them already got off the stage, with the largest possible smiles on their faces.

What are they doing?

"I hope you like what your kookie is about to do" he says again.

It's for me.

Oh my god he's doing it for me.

In no time, a beautiful tune starts playing followed by Jungkook's heavenly voice.

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You're insecure

Don't know what for

You turnin' heads when you walk through the d-o-ooor,

Don't need makeup

To cover up

Being the way that you are is en-o-ough

Everyone in the room can see it

Everyone else but you

Baby you light up my world like nobody else

The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed

But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell

You don't know, oh-oh

You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see

You'll understand why I want you so desperately

Right now I'm lookin' at you, and I can't believe

You don't know, oh-oh

You don't know you're beautiful, oh-oh

That's what makes you beautiful.

Oh, my god. There is no way he's doing this. I can already feel my face turning into a tomato and I don't even need blankets anymore.

He

Is

So

Cute.

He is so cute. I can't even stress enough on it. I know how much he loves music, and I know that his songs always have an inspiration behind it.

I can't believe I am one of the inspiration among his treasure of jewels.

"Baby" he says, with the biggest bunny smile on his face. I can feel myself tearing up with joy.

This man here is perfect.

My man right here is perfect.

"C'mere" he says leaving out a breathy laugh. Whispers and aw's fills among the whole crowd and only one among them knows who it is actually for.

"I'm dying y/n, hug me already"

Huge gasps are all over the audience, and i couldn't care less. I had to be in his arms. I need to be in his arms.

Jk pov

Why is she not coming?

Is she not here?

Did she not like it?

A thousand thoughts take up space in my tiny little mind. I turn around, close my eyes and slowly count down to five. If she doesn't come before i finish, i have to let go.

One..

Two..

Thr—

"You sneaky little monster"

Her voice echoed from the stage below and my body turns to front; she runs to the stage and I keep my arms open for her to run to me.

A big jump was all it took for her to finally come in my embrace, her legs wrapped around my waist and her hands around my neck just like a Christmas present. The best Christmas present.

"You know how bad I am with words and stuff" she chuckles and looks at me with that big smile on her face. Oh I can't wait any longer.

"Fuck it. Will you be my girlfriend, y/n?"

Closing the teeny gap between us, she kisses me slowly, passionately and it's definitely not like the one's we shared out there in the cold.

This was so much more deep and intense—emotion wise. "Will you let me play with your hair?"

Heck yeah.

"Yes" "guess i'm your girlfriend now, kookie" she says shyly, her ears already turning red. Oh I love her so much.

"You're deciding that based on me letting you play with your hair?"

"Are you complaining, baby?" she says softly with that shy smile of hers and boy was I not turned on with just her 'baby'.

"Absolutely. Not." I reciprocated her smile with two kisses each after every word.

She giggles and pulls me in again; nothing in this world matters anymore, except her— in my arms, beside me, supporting me, with me.

We totally forgot about the whole audience we're having right now until Hobi's screeching squeal and Jin's 'get a room already' and Jimin's 'fuck I want a girlfriend' brought us back to reality.

The crowd cheered, the members came up to the stage and we had our little group hug. Pictures were taken but one thing remained constant.

The smile on each others' faces.

Y/n pov

"—but that's not the poi—"

Jimin's voice echoed in the background along with Taehyung's and the rest of the members while Jungkook and I shamelessly kept making out on the couch with a red plaid Burberry throw blanket wrapped around us.

"Mmm" he groaned against my lips as I bit his lower one knowing how much he loves it when I do that.

"Baby," he said, pulling away to take a breather, "do you want to take this to bed?" he continued breathlessly with that smug smile on his face.

And just like that, I was scooped into his arms heading towards Jungkook's bedroom and just in the corner of my eye, I find Taehyung's jaw clench.

"Jungkook" I pat on his arms telling him to let me down, "i'll be back. I need to talk to someone"

Nodding reluctantly, I smile at him and get on my tippy toes to kiss him a final time for the moment.

God he's so hot.

It was supposed to be a quick peck. Quick. But apparently quick and pecks is not something which went together that Jungkook knew about.

Cupping my face with either of his hands, he pressed further into my face and it was not until we pulled back, we realised how much our lips had swollen and become red.

Taehyung pov

I saw her coming to me. The red swollen lips weren't hard to not notice considering they'd been clinging onto each other and making out ever since we entered the cot.

"Taehyung" she started, and I already know what it is about. But I chose to ignore the big voice that said 'She's not into you' and shamelessly pulled her wrist, her body slamming against my chest.

"Tell me," my voice doesn't shake a bit. My legs planted to the ground and she against my body.

Leaning into her, I press my lips against hers and I can feel her eyes widen.

It doesn't even take her a minute to push me back, the answer to my untold question written everywhere in her action and on her face.

That was when I realised how much I fucked up.

"-don't." I deadpan, taking a step behind.

I just kissed my best friend.

The one who is the girlfriend of my closest friend. The one who I call my 'brother from another mother'.

I was disgusted with myself. My actions. Not only did I just kiss her, but I forced myself on her without her fucking consent.

"I'm sorry" was the only thing that I could voice out among the million different things I wanted to tell her.

Like how I love her. How i've always, loved her and I'd do anything to protect this little person standing in front of me.