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"why are you here?" were the first words that came out of your lips when you saw taehyung standing in front of your door with flowers in his hands.

sunflowers. the flower that represents positivity, happiness, loyalty and good luck. when life is not giving you a break, just looking at your favorite sunflowers brings some kind of peace. even if it's for just a few seconds. although they are very underrated which you don't understand why, they definitely are your favorite flowers.

But seeing them in the hand of the person you wanted to talk with but at the same time wanted to ignore didn't bring the happiness as it should.

"Y/N, we need to talk" he spoke, his eyes flickering with hopes in them. somewhat desperation vividly lacing underneath his voice.

"guess we need to... come in" You opened the door wider to let him in. right then, Jungkook's word echoed in your ears.

"" But you didn't want to focus on the man's rather delusional thoughts. What you wanted to focus on was the advice he gave. To talk out about the things.

while he entered he checked you out intuitively. a t-shirt and shorts. very casual for nighttime yet it blazed some feelings inside him which perhaps are considered sinful.

his eyes trailed on your backside from head to toe while you closed the door. intuitively once again his tongue swiped on his lower lip before he bite down on it, sensing an erection growing down there.

it would be a lie to say that you were oblivious in this situation. you were reminded of that night when you were in a nightgown and he placed his hands on both sides of your head. Low-key you wanted him to do that all again but this wasn't the time.

But you know that wasn't true.

You turned around. Now facing him and you felt your cheeks flushing red watching him remove his coat while looking at you seductively. Those brownish eyes making you paralyzed on your spot.

He is just removing the coat! Calm down you hormones! You thought to yourself before looking at him again. By then he walked to you slowly like time stopped. The sudden urge to tell him to walk fastly to you and kiss you insanely rang in your mind but again it wasn't the time.

Oh how much of a bullshit it was.

"Tea, coffee or anything?"

"You know what I want..."he says as he places his hand on your waist.

A cold shiver went down your spine as your body reacted at his touch. He noticed it and a smirk appeared on his lips. Oh how tempting.

But you removed his hand from your waist and stood a little far Knowing what he did earlier, he needed a little punishment because even you know the night was gonna be long.

Very long.

"I'll get coffee" you cleared your throat before you excused yourself and kinda ran away. You could hear his faint giggle which made you to blush further.

After a while you came back with two mugs of hot coffee. He was sitting on the couch and when he acknowledged your presence he smiled before taking the drink. You didn't return the smile and sat down on the opposite couch.

So far. He thought.

"Y/N... You can't be mad at me for forever... Can you?" Taehyung asked finally in the stern silence.

"No I can't. But that doesn't change anything. You might say I'm overreacting. Cause yeah it was just a push, maybe a little hard push. But that's not all..." You stopped still looking at the coffee where the light above your head was reflecting on it.

"Then?"

"I don't know... If you want me to be honest... his heart ached hearing you.

He had just beat up the guy mercilessly, red eyes, vein popped up and a hard push. That was it all. But how much of an impact had fallen over you.

It scared him. Knowing his true self will destroy everything. So what he need to do was hide it away. From you.

"I know y/n but you should know I was out of control seeing that bastard touch you like that and talk so nasty about you. like what did you expect me to do? sit there and watch him fucking harass you? would have you liked that?!" you pressed your lips in a thin line not knowing what to say.

In a way he was completely right. Anyone in his place would do the same as him. So why were you so mad at him?

"I..."

"Look Y/N... I love you and I'm ready to for you. But all you need to do is just trust me. That's all I need" The weird part of his saying was neglected in your ears as all you could think about was him and his love for you.

"T-tae... I'm sorry... I was scared of you. I shouldn't have... I'm sorry" you cracked down as tears pricked down your eyes.

Without wasting any time he shifted himself closer to you before he held your chin.

"Hey, look at me" he said softly as he lifted your chin and the tears in your eyes hurt him in a way he couldn't express.

He hated you crying.

For that not happening again he did all he needed to.

getting rid of all the problems out of your way.

"You did what you felt. Don't regret it. I should be the one to say sorry. So... I'm sorry Y/N. Your tae is really sorry" he said wiping off your tear with his thumb.

Without saying anything you hugged him tightly. And with a smile he hugged you back. Snuggling in his chest you found the warmth you missed all these days. The warmth which you were craving for all these days. The warmth which kept you alive.

"There there... Everything in fine." He spoke softly and you cried out in his embrace.

He said once, crying makes you strong so you let out all the tears you have been holding for all these days. The pain of not being with him turned into a stream of salty water. And after some time you pulled away looking into his eyes– those eyes that sparked in the light making him look like the most innocent yet the most dangerous person.

You never understood the meaning of those eyes.

"So we all good now? No fighting right?" He asked and you nodded.

"I'm sorry again Tae..."

"Hmm sorry won't be enough." He said with a smirk which made you to blush.

You realized now how close you both were. Literally hearing each other's heartbeat in the silent atmosphere.

And you looking away made his finger to reach under your chin to make you look at him again. His eyes glistening with lust.

But so was yours. And he could completely see it which made his lower part to harden. You were so close yet it felt like it wasn't close enough. He wanted you in the closest way.

"T-tae" before you could say anything you felt his lips on your one.

The same familiar softness of his lips gave butterflies in your stomach as you shifted in your seat while caressing his cheeks with your fingers. Your eyes closed but his were open. He grinned seeing the impact he already had on you.

your lips rhymed perfectly with his love shaped one. he bit down on your lower lip, pulling the flesh making you whimper in need. the male placed his huge hand on your hip before pushing you on him resulting you to nearly fall on him but you stayed glued to your spot and boy it didn't make the male happy.

And in return he pulled away from the kiss. You pouted wanting more so you tried to kiss him again but he grabbed your wrist, his eyes hooded brownish looking at you like a prey.

You found yourself gulping as a dark smirk plastered on his love shaped swollen lips.

"sit on my lap princess"

"B-but-"

"Come here" he wasted no more time and pulled you to sit on his lap. For the sudden pull your breasts presses against his chest making him to look down at the huge cleavage which made him to lick his lips in need.

Oh how much hot the air became around you as your eyes never leaving his one. Fixing yourself on his lap your core presses against something. Hard. And you widen your eyes as you figure it out what was lurking behind those jeans of his.

His bulge was now more visible as your entrance kept pushing against it and that surely made him to let out a soft moan.

"That's it. I want you Y/N" he groaned before hungrily attacking your lips.

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