Ahem... I LIIIIIIIIVE!!!

So tell me which readers have missed me?! You just say the names and I give the new chappie!! Cause let me tell ya, every one one of my readers!! I LOVE!!!

Okay all joking and Disney references aside lol! I am back!!! I was actually going to do a separate big Author's note after that last, but decided to just tell you all here.

Thank you to each and every one of you readers who has been supporting and sending me wishes and love!!! No joke, i cried when so many of you sent me kind comments and support after hearing about the passing of my dad and grandfather.

And I'm not going to lie, this chapter was the most difficult to write because of those circumstances... the pain and heart ache of losing close loved ones and wanting to see my dad one more time, it made this chapter more hard to write then any writers block. I found it scarely and sadly ironic how it all lined up, but also helped in a bitter way. I was able to put the real emotions I felt into these characters.

And you guys still motivated me to push through and give you this chapter as best written as I could be! So i hope you all enjoy, comment and vote!!

Enjoy!! ^w^

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Last time on Yugioh 5Ds Lost Memories!! It was supposed to be a peaceful day in Satellite, or well as peaceful as it could be after seeing those Dark Signer marks in the sky over New Domino City. Not only am I confused on what happened but my abilities are starting to confuse me too cause not even my duel spirits will give me answers! Yet thats when Akiza's own father showed up out of nowhere!! Begging Yusei and I to go to New Domino City and help save Akiza! Apparently Sayer vanished during the Arcadia Movement collapsing where the Dark Signers were attacking. We of course agreed to help her since Akiza needs us even if she hates us. But when I thought we would be welcomed with smiles and hope, I found out from Okita who survived the Arcadia Movement's falling, that Liquid didn't make it... he was crushed... and I wasn't there to save him... my powers and emotions were getting to stronger and painful I can't bare it!! Everything is just happening too fast!!

"Cathy!!" The whole group yelled when they saw the blond run away as fast as she could down the hallway. She had just found out about what happened to Liquid and they could see the tears that flew off of her face.

Yusei was the first to break out of his shock at the fact the girl ran away, and immediately got up from when he knelt down to her height to catch her, now to go after her. To make sure she was okay, even though he knew that she wasn't. But he couldn't just leave her alone.

Though he was stopped when Akiza's father spoke suddenly. "Mr Fudo, please my daughter is in here. She needs you."

The dark haired turbo duelist looked at him then back to where Cathy ran off to and said quietly under his breath, "but Cathy needs me too..."

It was a hard decision he had to make. Both girls needed someone but he couldn't help both of them at the same time. When he had came to his decision, and took a step forward, a hand was placed on his shoulder. He looked to see it was Sakura that still had tears down her face but a determined look.

"Akiza needs you and the other Signers, cause this is Signer business," she looked to then Tanner, Okita, and Yanagi before back to him assuringly, "we will help Cathy."

Yusei looked down and clenched his gloved fist before sighing with a nod, "okay. Please take care of her."

Just as he said that, the four of them ran the way that his childhood friend went off to and watched them go.

"Will Cathy be okay?" Luna asked breaking the silence and gripping her brother's arm who also looked worried.

"I don't know. But I'm sure she'll come back." Jack said trying to hide the worry in his voice but failing. As he was just as scared for her wellbeing like his rival.

Yet to Yusei, there was a weight feeling in his chest. Seeing her cry and look so in pain. He hadn't seen that since they lost Kalin. Back in Satellite. He hoped as well she would be okay. Before he turned and followed Hideo Izinski into the hospital room of his daughter Akiza to help her.

She ran as fast as she could. The pain in her legs was nothing compared to the pain in her chest. It burned and expanded that's she was gripping her sweater on her chest so tightly her knuckles turned white. Her face pale and her breath short and rapid.

'I have to get out of here!! I don't want to be here! Please just make it stop!!' Cathy cried out in her head as images flashed into her mind. The memories of Liquid and her. When they first met, when they all teased each other, how happy he was when she was going through the Fortune Cup, everything. And it only made the pain worsen!

It was going to explode. She had to hide.

So as a quick thinking of an idea, she opened a random door she saw and ran into whatever the room was closing it behind her. It had automatic lights that came to life to reveal and empty hospital exam room that was fairly decent sized with all of the necessities inside. Like in the middle was an examination bed for patients and a hospital table with some exam tools atop of it.

That didn't matter to Cathy at all as she slowly and painfully shuffled to the table and placed a hand on the cool surface and the other still tightly on her chest. With eyes blurry she looked down to kind of see her reflection on the surface. But this girl that was there had so much pain and suffering in her. Her eyes were a dark swirl with orange and gold.

Her empathic abilities began to work in her own eyes, beginning to double the feeling of pain and hurt inside her. It was like her match against Trickster, she couldn't recognize herself. And that caused anger to form.

That pain was growing more and more... Her teeth gritted before the look of anger appeared though the hurt. Guilt rose swiftly as well with the boiling rage. She should've stayed behind, maybe she could've helped them.

Maybe she could've even prevented it all from happening. Maybe Liquid would still be alive...

All of these 'maybes' swirled around her head she had to grip her hair tightly on her head. To the point her knuckles immediately turned white at the strength. Barely looking at her reflection once more through blurry eyes, her hatred and anger turned to the girl in tears staring back at her.

Then with brisk fury, she grabbed the corner of the table and with all the strength left and a cry of anguish, flung it hard to across the floor with a loud bang! Utensils flew off the table and landed every which way of the room. Suddenly she screamed and bellowed out with tears dropping down. Though from underneath her feet, black ink like substance shot out to every which way!

They destroyed all the lights leaving her in darkness, crashing into anything in their way and demolished the cabinets but attached to the walls almost creating thick black ink vines woven around. And in the middle, being the source, stood Cathy crying loudly covering her eyes before she fell to the ground on her knees. Like fragile doll.

"It's all my fault!! It's all my fault! I'm so sorry!! Liquid I'm sorry!!" She cried over and over again, as if not seeing what was around her. All she wanted was to go back in time and chose to stay, to see Liquid one last time and hear his laugh and voice again. But that was not going to happen.

',' the dark male voice said returning in her head, '.'

Just like that, her body fell limp to the floor. Laying on her side and her breathing even suddenly. She looked peaceful if not for eyes puffy at the bottom and tears still falling.

I was falling... I didn't know where or how I was falling. But the air flew past my hair as I could see nothing but darkness all around me. Yet, I felt numb.

Numb to it all. Numb to what this pain was. Though I don't remember why I was in pain.

"..."

I know that voice. I haven't heard it since Kalin attacked. He was back. But why?

"

'Give in? Give into what? Wouldn't you want me to give in?' I questioned in my head which sounded like it echoed around me. 'Give in to this power that just seems to keep on growing every day?'

"

'I've forgotten to control these abilities...? I need to gain control of them again? But how? And won't I just relapse like this the next time something like this happens?' I asked closing my eyes to just let more nothing come to my vision.

"

'But these Dark Signers... They're making it hard. They hurt Akiza, Yusei, Kalin is one of them, they're the reason I lost Liquid!'

The air blowing past me got stronger and shook a bit like I was just a branch to the wind.

"

"NO!" I yelled loudly opening my eyes quickly thinking he was going to tell me that I shouldn't help them fight, which seemed to make everything freeze and now I just floated in this space of nothingness. "There are people I need to protect more then ever now! I have to protect them like how I couldn't... L- like how I- I...." I couldn't finish my words that I thought of.... Now I remembered that pain! Why I was feeling it! I lost someone who was honestly important to me!

My voice and body shook as I gripped my chest, my heart beating rapidly and the thing inside me boiling once more like I felt earlier. Yet this time it wasn't as painful yet still warm inside of me.

"

Wait... What?!

"W- what?! You're just... Agreeing to this?! But Artemis always tells me this isn't my fight! That I don't need to get involved with Yusei's and the other signer's battle... I thought you were going to say that too!"

Okay that is true he did have a point. I looked down to see I'm still floating in this abyss where the dress I wore was an off shoulder white dress with black lace on the top and bottom of it and a black ribbon on my waist. It was kind of like my Garden of Moonlight dress. Lightly, I touched my pendant.

"Thank you..." I said quietly still gripping my chest.

"

I scratched the back of my neck, biting my lip as I tried not to think about it, " I guess that makes sense... But I can't guarantee that nothing like this will happen again! What happened to Liquid-."

"." I flinched slightly looking up even though I can't see who this voice was. "

Yeah that was easier said then done when Kalin's stinking voice keeps plaguing the back of my mind... But this other voice with me was right! There was other people that need me now! And while I'm keeping these abilities contained I can help them. I just have to be strong.

"Alright... I think I'm ready to go back now." I told him since he was the one who keeps knocking me out when stuff like this happens.

"

Okay hold up, say what now?! "Are you saying you're going to be a literal voice in my head?!"

"

"Jeez thanks... Alright whatever... Just send me back."

Then just liked that, I awoke with a startle and gasp while I seemed to be laying on my side on the ground. "Where am I?" I groaned out feeling a splitting headache in my skull.

I grabbed onto the nearest thing there was which felt like a solid, room temperature thing that seemed to stretch up pretty far. Using what I was touching, I pulled my body up to a sitting up position placing my hand on my head. Now opening my eyes, I looked around to see all of the black web spikes everywhere in the room! I was even touching one...

"What the... What are these?" I asked myself not expecting an answer. But I got one.

"I thought you said you weren't going to be my head often...?" I said dryly but this time he didn't answer.

I just sat there. In the middle of all this destruction I caused in this room. The broken light above me occasionally flickered... I just wanted to sit here. I didn't want to head back. I ran away so abruptly...

"Liquid..." Tearing up again once more, but this time I didn't feel anything in my chest bringing me pain. I was just going to sit here and cry for a bit. Hugging my knees to my chest burying my head in my arms, my body shook being wracked with sobs and hiccups.

I miss him... We may have not known each other that long but he was still the first person I met when I woke up without any memories... He was like one of my first friends in this life... The first one to show me kindness in that stupid Arcadia Movement!! That own building he devoted to crushed him!

It fell down because of those Dark Signers... Because of them.

Looking up from my arms, I knew there had to be a cold look in my eyes. I knew just what I had to do. I had to make them pay. They've hurt too many of my friends, now it's my turn to return the favor.

I looked at my hands, then at the black webs that I seemed to have created. Even if I'm not a signer, I can still do something with these abilities I have. I can probably still make these Dark Signers feel the pain they've made to my friends and I.

Lightly, I touched the web feeling it cool to the touch and like a solid mass. Taking a deep breath I tried getting rid of it from this room. I don't want someone coming in here and thinking there was a giant spider in here. That would definitely scare them so bad they'd be calling someone in.

Trying to close my eyes tightly but I don't know how to get rid of these things! I can't even feel that burning sensation in my chest when I could feel my power most of the time. "Come on..." I groaned through gritted teeth wanting to get rid of these things.

' He said to me in my head again.

Well since there was no point in arguing, I took a deep breath relaxing my eyes that were still closed but not keeping them as tight. My breathing began to automatically even as I focused on feeling the vine, not thinking of anything else. The surface was smooth under my finger tips and I could feel a much more calmer power in my chest that moved to not just my hand, but all other spots on my body. Like my legs and some spot on my arms.

Suddenly it was as thought the web grew thinner and smaller under my hand. My palm was the most pressed against it till it was as if it disappeared. Dissolving into nothing. I reopened my eyes hoping I just didn't do that one web and I would have to do the same thing to the rest of them, but as I looked around the room there was nothing left of the ink like stuff that appeared!

All that was really around the room was just the damaged cabinets, the broken lights, and the flipped table with stuff all around. I can't believe I caused all of this... These powers are getting out of hand. Speaking of which, I groaned at my headache that began to pound harder while slowly rising to my feet.

I have to get out of this room before someone comes in here. But I feel like I just got hit by a Duel Runner. Twice! Then a truck came by hitting me again for good measure to make sure this headache stayed.

Walking slowly, almost like a shuffle you do when you get out of bed in the morning, I made my way to the exit of the room. Once I stepped out and into the hallway, I looked back one last time to the room I practically destroyed. Hopefully the janitors don't get too mad.

Slowly shutting the door, my head shot up to the sound of my name being called by a multitude of voices. "Cathy!"

Turning my head immediately to the source coming down the hallway, I saw Sakura, Okita, Tanner, and Yanagi running towards me! Chuckling nervously I tried playing off nothing happened, especially to that room right behind the door against my back.

"O- oh hey guys. What's wrong?" I asked rubbing my arm slightly.

"Why the heck are you asking us 'what's wrong' when you're the one who bolted away and we've been looking for you for awhile?!" Tanner demanded to know and even though his voice sounded like he was questioning me, his eyes told me his fear and worry for me.

"All of u- us were looking for you all around the h- hospital!" Yanagi exclaimed almost out of breath.

Oh yeah that's right, I immediately ran away after I heard about Liquid...

I looked down slightly at the memory of it before my head was tilted by hands going under my chin to look up into Sakura's red eyes who I felt the most worry and sadness in.

I probably did not look like a million bucks as even I could feel the puffiness under my eyes. "Cathy... Are you okay?" She asked me. Her question made me bite my tongue so I didn't have to answer sarcastically. But I think my silence was answer enough with also more of the hot tears pooling in my eyes.

The older woman just pulled me into a tight hug and with her wooden shoes my face came into her shoulder. I was about to hug back but my arms just felt too heavy, so placed a hand on her back. I don't know if was my throat just tightening or because of all these negative emotions around me.

I felt a large hand on my shoulder, with a small glance I saw Tanner standing next to us with his eyes no longer with fear but pity. I don't know why but I didn't like it that much... I don't want them to pity me. But it's understandable why they are.