this is part 2 to "text fighting"

i always knew emily liked vinnie.

emily was perfect, something i could never be.

she was skinny, pretty, smart, she had a good laugh, her eyes were pretty, even her god damn voice was perfect

then there's me: not skinny, not pretty but not ugly, not smart but not dumb, i never liked my laugh, my eyes are idk ig weird, and i hate my voice

i told vinnie exactly what i was thinking that he should date emily.

they would look better together then me and him.

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i was sitting in the kitchen crying and over thinking everything.

my thoughts were interrupted by a loud banging noise at my door

(you forgot about vinnie coming over)

i opened my door, still looking like a mess.

"oh hell no." i tried to shut the door on him

"please y/n!" vinnie said, i slowly opened the door and moved aside.

he walked in, i walked away from him and walked back to the kitchen to sit back down

"why are you doing this?" he asked me as he walked in front of me

(hold on, here what i'm talking about)

"vin-" i tried to say but he cut me off

"y/n, please i'm sorry. your the best thing that has ever happened to me. please y/n please i love you so much. i don't love nor like emily, i only and ever will love you!" he said pleading for me not to break up with him

"vinnie you don't understand." i said getting frustrated

"then tell me, explain why i can't have you." he said to me

i was trying. i thought

"vinnie, she's perfect. she's extremely pretty, i'm not that. you deserve someone who is good enough for you. please understand that i'm not enough for you, i'm just not vinnie. i would change everything about myself to be enough for you! it's not i don't love you, it's i'm not enough for you." i explained to him, crying more

vinnie came over and hugged me

"you are enough-" he said but i cut him off

"no! stop! stop putting thoughts in my head that i'm enough for you when i'm not, please please.." i said crying harder

"y/n look at me" he said as he placed 2 fingers under my chin and lifted my head up to look me

"baby, you are enough. you are more then enough. you are so so pretty, i love everything about you. the way you sleep to the way you walk. i love you so much y/n more then you will ever understand. god i have no idea why you are dating me!" he said letting out a low chuckle at the end

"i don't want any other girl, i will always only ever want you. you are enough darling." he said to me

"i love you too vinnie." i said quietly, as he placed a kiss on my lips after

"does that mean your still mine?" he asked

i nodded my head

"YES! i have no idea what i would have done if you broke up with me." he said

"god i love you so much." he whispered as he kissed me