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A lonely tear escaped my eyes as I remembered the 2 years of my life with Mr. Dev Kapoor..

Kyu Dev? Kyu? Kya galti ho gayi mujhse?

As I remembered that day..that letter.. tears found their way through my eyes and a sob escaped my mouth..

Kyu? Kyu hamesha mere saath aisa hota hai?

"Ishu.." Shrey called me who was sad seeing my condition..

I looked towards her to see her eyes also filled with tears like mine..

I hugged her tightly

"Kyu Shrey? Mere saath hi aisa Kyu? Kya galti ho gyi mujhse?.. yeh galti.. ki mei galat insaan se pyaar kar baithi....batao na.." I asked her crying

"Shh..ishu chup hoja.. woh insaan tere aasu, tera pyaar deserve nhi karta.. chup hoja" she said wiping my tears..

"Shreya sahi keh rhi hai gem.. woh ladka tujhko deserve nahi karta" atharva said turning me towards him and he hugged me

"Baar baar wohi baatein wohi letter dimaag mei aa rha hai..kya karu mei..usne mujhse pyaar nhi kiya lekin meine toh kiya na usse..life ka pehla pyaar hai woh.." I said breaking the hug

I looked at both of them to find them looking at me with sad eyes

I hugged both of them

"Guys..please aisa mat socho ki tum mere liye khuch nhi kar paa rhe ho.. bahut khuch kiya hai tumne..I promise I will move on but please gemme few days.."

"We know..you will move on..because our ishaani is strong not weak.." atharva said and kissed my forehead

I nodded

"You take rest I will prepare dinner" Shrey said

"I will help you.." I said

"No..go freshen up and take rest" she said in a stern voice

"Okay" I said and left from there..

I stepped in the shower to wash away my thoughts, to wash away those 2 years..but, guess what.. it's not easy!!!

Shrey! I don't know yarr.. kya ho rha hai..itni nervousness toh exam ke waqt bhi nhi hui thi.." I said

"Kya yaar ishaani shaadi hi toh hai teri" Shrey said

I am happy, excited, nervous, tensed, anxious, overwhelmed or what not...

"Ishu!! Gem!!" Atharva shouted my name breathing heavily

"Ishu..Dev.." he said as I went near to him..

Ohh God what happened..?

No ishaani Don't think negative.. everything will be fine..don't worry

"Shant ho atharva..kya hua?" I asked calming myself as much as I could

"Mei nhi bata paunga.. read this" He said giving me a letter

I took a deep breath and opened the letter with shaking hands..

Dear ishaani!

Sorry! But I can't marry you.. Don't ask me reasons.. I can't give them its just I don't want to..forget me..sorry! This marriage cannot happen..

The letter fall from my hand and I fell on the ground with a blank expression.. what should I do? Cry or laugh on my miserable life?

He left me.. HE LEFT ME..

Kyu? Kya galti ho gayi?

"Ishu..ishu..uth.." Shrey said pulling my hand to make me stand up..

"Shrey..woh chala gya.." I said blankly

"Ab mei bhi yaha se chali jaungi " I added standing still there

"Ish-

I intrupted her

"Pehle mujhe Dev se baat karni hai phir mei yaha se hamesha ke liye chali jaungi " I said standing up and wiping my tears..

Aakho se nikalte aasu toh puch liye..Dil ko kaise chup karu..joh ro rha hai..

"Gem..Dev yaha nhi hai..tu usse nhi mil sakti" atharva said

"Ho gyi hogi mujhse koi galti..joh woh mujhe chod kar chala gya" I said and smiled sadly

I moved from there to pack my things..

"Ishu..tu kahi nahi jaa rhi hai" Shrey said stopping me

"Bas Shrey.. bas ab bahut ho gya..ishaani roti nhi rahegi..aur na hi Bangalore mei rahegi...woh apne ghar indore jaa rhi hai" I said Jerking my hand from her hold

"Gem" atharva called me

"Please atharva..please don't stop me"

"I am not stopping you..I am just saying that me and Shreya will go with you.."

"No..you both will not come with me"

"Kyu?" They asked

I was silent..I don't have answer

"Because I said so" I said

"That's not the valid answer"

"Umm..woh.."

"End of the discussion..Shrey pack your bags..we are going indore" atharva announced and left

We packed our bags and was going to exit when Dev's dad stopped us

Before he could say anything..

"Mr.Kapoor please don't ask anything from me..mujhe toh khud nhi pta meri zindagi mei chal kya rha hai..but yeh lijiye..maybe isse aapko aapke answers mil jaye" I said handing him the letter

"And goodbye" I added and we three left from there for forever..

This is how we are now here in indore in atharva's penthouse.. Atharva's hometown is also indore that's why he has a penthouse here..

Aakhir kya hua aisa joh Dev ne yeh faisla liya? Koi reason nhi .. khuch nhi.. bas yeh bol kar ki mei jaa rha hu woh chala gya..kyu?

Iss Kyu ka jawaab shayad kabhi na mile mujhe..

I came out of the shower and move downstairs to have dinner with atheya..

"Aaja Ishu dekh tera favorite paneer banaya hai" Shrey called me and she settled on dining table..I nodded and sat down too..

The dinner was silent..I was not speaking anything..they were trying to break the silence but everything was in vain..I was physically present there but mentally I was somewhere else.. maybe in Bangalore..

"Shrey! I will go for jogging tomorrow early morning.." I informed her..in case she woke up and didn't find me she will not panic..

"Ok" she said

"You too take rest..good night.." I wished them and left

To forget..to move on will not be an easy task but I will make it...atleast will try to make it easy..

With these thoughts I went to bed but sleep was far away from me..Jab jarurat hoti hai tabhi nhi aati..

I kept rolling from here and there on bed..kept thinking and kept crying silently.. I don't know what will happen in my life now.. pura din khaali rahungi toh yeh sab soch soch kar pagal ho jaungi.. after jogging my next work for tomorrow is to find a job here.. I will move on..

Dishaan alag ho gya.. woh tut gya.. kya hoga..kyu kiya Dev ne aisa.. kya dishaan mil paayega..

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