Getting ready for the club was relaxing. I shaved and motioned my whole body. Smelling like Vanilla and Coconut Butter. I also curled my hair and spent hours on looking for the perfect outfit.

Something sexy and a little revealing. Something that showed some of my skin and will make guys look. So I picked a black loose hang low front and open back short dress that stops just above my knees. With cuts on both sides that's hits, just below my waist.

I threw on a necklace and bracelet and black high heels. I decided to wear black since it matched my soul right now. Dark, lost and depressed.

I grabbed my wallet and phone and headed downstairs. Everyone was already sitting in the living room, whispering to each other. Probably about me but I really don't care.

They don't see me but I can hear them. "What's wrong with her?" and "Is she okay?"

I ignore them and clap my hands, jumping up and down. "Y'all look so pretty and so handsome! Let's go!" I walk out the door and I stop in my tracks when I see two SUV's and their drivers, one of them being Lee.

I'm frozen for a second. But I quickly just ignore it and walk up to Lee.

"Ciao Lee!" (

"Ciao Keyona, come stai mia cara?" (

"Sto bene, voglio solo bere e dimenticare alcune cose." (

"Capisco."

"Come stai?" I asked.

"Sto bene, sto solo lavorando."

"Va bene, sono sicuro di fare buoni soldi guidando per la mafia." I winked at him with a smile.

He looked at me with wide eyes and his shoulders tense up. I giggles at him.

"Non ti preoccupare, non mi dispiace. Mi piaci ancora, Lee. Sei il beat driver che abbia mai avuto." ( I told him and gave him a hug. He relaxed quickly. I let go of him smiled at him.

"Pronto?" (He asked.

"Ogni volta che sei mio caro." I said. He opened the door and I hopped in, not even glancing at back at me to the others. I don't even notice that Oliver and Josie hopped in the same car as me.

We talked a little and I think Oliver was happy that I spoke to him, even if it was just a couple words.

We arrived and I got so excited. I got out and of course I stopped in my tracks when I seen the devil himself standing in front of me with a few men in suits behind him.

"Keyona? You okay?" Josie says and I know he heard because he stopped right in his tracks and looked up. He was starring at me and I can see a little joy and hopeful in his eyes. But I shake it off and give Lee a hug and walk straight to Blaze. He sees me and I see his lips curve up on the sides but he quickly fixes it.

"Hey Blaze!" I said, waving at him, while he just nods his head.

"Hey, Troublemaker." He says. I just shake my head and smile.

"Blaze." Oliver says.

"Oliver. Is just you six tonight?" He asks and Oliver nods. "Alright," he was about to say something but his phone rings.

"Yes boss." He says and then after a few seconds he nods and hangs up.

"Boss said to give y'all a VIP room." Blaze said, looking at Oliver. I knew he was going to pull this. But I don't want anything from him.

"Grea-" Oliver was going to say something but I cut him off.

"Tell your boss, thanks for his generosity but we don't want it." I rolled my eyes and walked in trough the doors the guy was holding opened.

"No-" Blaze started to say but I turned on my heels to face him. "I know, I know, I know. No fighting. But no promises." I winked at him and went into the bar with everyone else on my tail.

It was packed today and there were so many people making out, dancing, talking and laughing. I raised my hands in the air and screamed with so much excitement. Tonight I was going to forget. I was going to forget everything.

We finally reached the bar and that sexy bartender that flirted with Nova was working.

He seen us and smiled, walking our way, he leaned on the bar stool and kissed my cheek.

"How are you tonight beautiful?" He asked and I smiled at him. "I'm good, but I need to get really drunk tonight. So I need 5 tequila shots and a AMF." I told him and his eyes widen and looked at the others behind me. They were looking at me like I was crazy but I just rolled my eyes at them.

He smiled back at me but I seen the little worry in his eyes. We talked a lot when I came in. We not best friends but he is nice and really sweet. He use to like Nova until she got with Leo. "Anything you want, beautiful." He winks and walks over to Josie to get the others drink.

Nova comes over to me, hand on my shoulder with a concern look in her eyes. "Keyona, are you sure your okay?" I rolled my eyes at her. "Look Nova, I just want to drink and have fun. Can I do that without y'all looking at me like I have two heads growing out my shoulders." She was taking aback by my tone but knew I didn't mean it by anything. She just smiled and nodded her head. "Sure, lets have some fun."

I smiled at her and when I looked back towards the bar, I seen him walking with our drinks. He lays down my tequila shots with limes and salt packets. He knew how I liked my shots.

I quickly licked the back of my hand, just below my knuckles and opened a salt packet and pour it on there. I smiled towards everyone and took the shot, licked my hand a little and sunk my teeth in the lime. I repeated it over and over until all five tequila shots were gone.

Feeling that burning down my throat, made me feel alive. I screamed in excitement and got even more excited when, 'When We By Tank' came on.

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I jumped up and went onto the dance floor. When I seen a spot that was open, I went to it and started rolling my hips. I closed my eyes and started running my hands all over my body. Lifting my dress up just a little. I was so into the song that I didn't feel hands wrap around my body. I continued to dance and grind on the person. The guy rubbed his hands on my body and it felt so good. I think the tequila is getting to me, but I don't care. I let the guy do it. I turn around and see that it's this handsome man.

He had blond hair and green eyes. His tan skin glister in the light and this smirk he got on his face, lit something in me. I pulled him down into a kiss, at first he was shocked but returned the kiss. His warm tongue danced with mine and his hands roamed on my sides and back, just above my ass. It felt good to let loose, his warm body on mine. I pulled away and he smiled at me.

"I'm Keyona." I said. "I'm Jake." I smiled at him. "Your a good dancer." He said. "Thanks." Released each other and I was going to walk away but he grabbed my hand lightly. "You want to get a drink and talk." I nodded and tightened his hand with mine. I dragged him to the bar and sat in one of the stools, when he stood right next to me.

He bends down and whispers in my ears. "Are you single? Because their is 3 guys looking at me like they want to kill me?" I look behind me and not to my surprise, Oliver, Kevion and Leo are looking at him like they want to murder him. I roll my eyes at them. "Don't worry about them. They are just my brothers." He smiles and nods his head slowly like he was scared a little. "Don't worry. I won't let nothing happen to you."

We order our drinks and we talk for awhile. By now, I know I had too much to drink because now I'm running my hands all over Jake and kissing all over his neck. I know what everyone is thinking, I'm acting like a slut and whore but to be honest, it feels so good to let loose and take advantage of my looks and body.

I was gorgeous and I knew that but I never acted on it, until tonight. I wanted to play a game. I looked around and seen Oliver, Josie, Nova, Leo and Kevion all sitting in the booth, talking but of course sneaking glances at me. I was getting irritated and a little angry. All their lies and the hurt started to come back.

"You want to play a game with me and my brothers and their girlfriends." I asked him and he just nodded. I asked the guy if I can buy a whole bottle of tequila and seven shot glasses. He nods, I pay for everything and we head to the booth with them.

"Hey Yall! Let play Never have I ever!" They all looked at me and then each other and nodded.

"Great! Oh and everyone this is Jake, my friend." I said sliding in the booth next to Kevion and Jake slid in next to me. I place each shot glass in front of everyone and pour tequila in them.

"So I'm sure you all have played before. We go around and say something we have never done and if you have, you have to take a shot. Who wants to go first?"

Nobody said anything. "Fine, I'll go first."

"Never have I ever, stolen anything from a store?" Kevion, Jake, Josie and Leo all drank and they poured them another shot.

"Alright Kevion, your turn."

He nods. "Never have I ever went skinny dipping." They all sat there while me and Nova took a shot and everyone gasped.

"What the hell! When did you go skinny dipping and where?" Leo asked. Nova smiled and explained. "It was our freshman year of college and we were at a bond fire and got dared to and we did. The water was fucking cold." I started laughing.

"Alright, Oliver it's your turn."

"Mmmm, Never have I ever been bitten by a dog." I knew this was to Kevion. Him, Jake and Leo all took shots. I looked toward Jake and asked "how did you get bit by a dog?" When I ask, I seen Daunte and someone else move to the booth next to us. Nobody could tell it was them but I knew.

"I was a rebel when I was a teenager, I use to sneak into garage part lots and steal the parts I needed for the car I was working on. One night I didn't get lucky and a pit bull but me on my ass." We all started laughing.

"Josie, your turn." I said. "Never have I, cheated on someone." Nobody took a shot.

"Alright, your turn Nova." She nods. "Ummm, never have I ever, snuck out and got caught." She laughed and I took a shot, along with Josie and Kevion.

Now it was Leo's turn. "Never have I ever, learned how to swim." I looked up at him and asked "Wait, you don't know how to swim?" He shook his head and Nova said "Oh babe, don't worry, I'll teach you." We all laughed.

"Jake, your turn." I said. "Never have I ever, played baseball." He said and we all drank to that, besides Josie and Jake.

"Our dad is a huge baseball fan. So we use to have family matches in a field near our house." I said.

We continued to play but then the game started getting too deep, and I was too drunk. I knew I needed to stop but I didn't want to. But I stopped once Jake said "Never have I ever, been pregnant." I didn't realize I took my shot and then I felt all eyes on me. Even Dauntes and I knew I fucked up.

Oliver looked at me and said "Wait, Keyona? You were pregnant? When?"

I sat there and before I knew it, I start laughing. They all looked at me like I was crazy. I didn't know what to think but before I was able to think of an excuse, my mouth betrayed me.

"You want to know what's crazy. Life is so fucked up and evil. I had a miscarriage when I was in the hospital. That's why I lost so much blood. I lost my daughter." I said laughing, with my eyes welding up with water.

It was silent for a minute. "Keyona, I'm confused. What do you mean daughter?" Nova asked quietly.

I started laughing again. I looked Daunte straight in the eyes and said "Oh yeah, I was 16 weeks pregnant when I had my miscarriage. When I was bleeding on the floor at work, feeling like I was losing my life, but instead of it being my life, it was my daughters. My Bella."

It was quiet for a moment until I seen Daunte up and leave. I needed to leave too, I needed to up and go to the bathroom.

"I feel sick. I need to use the bathroom." I got up and felt hands wrap around me and I shook them off. "I got it. Just leave me alone." They let go and I stumbled towards the bathroom and busted open the door, headed straight for a stall, falling to my knees over the toilet and threw up.

It hurt, it felt like my stomach and throat was burning. I threw up some more, feeling lightheaded. It felt like I was throwing the alcohol back up. Once I was done, I flushed the toilet, and got up, almost falling over. When I finally got to my feet, I walked over to the sink and washed my face and mouth out. I took a paper towel and dried my face. I looked at myself in the mirror an it hit me that I just told them what happened. I just blasted it out. I knew they would want to ask questions, but I didn't need that right now. I grabbed my purse and walked out the bathroom but as soon as I stepped out, I was snatched up and thrown against the wall. Not hard but enough for me to feel it.

I look up and seen the devil himself, looking at me angrily but I can see the hurt in his eyes.

I smacked him across the face. "Don't fucking touch me, Daunte. You have no right to fucking touch me." I yelled at him.

He pulled out his phone and I started to walk away until he grabbed me and threw me back against the wall. Blacking my way to leave. I was getting angry. I was going to slap him again but he grabbed my wrist. He finished texting someone and put the phone into his pocket. He lifted me up and threw me over his shoulder and walked out the doors by the bathroom that leads to an exit behind the club. We stepped outside and I started punching him in the back and kicking my feet.

He pulled me to feet and opened the door.

"Get your fucking ass in the car Keyona!" He yelled at me and I tried to swing at him again but of course I caught it, which just made me angrier.

"Let go of me right now Daunte!" I yelled.

"I'm not going to say it again! Get your fucking ass in the car before I throw you in there myself!" He said calmly with his teeth clenched. I k ew he was angry and I didn't give a fuck.

"I'm not your blonde Barbie girlfriend. You can't speak to me like that!" This time I kicked him and was about to run for it. But he grabbed my waist.

"You are pissing me off!" I picked me up and threw me into the car. I tried to jump out but he grabbed me and threw me back into the seat.

"We have to talk so sit your fucking ass down until we get back to my penthouse!" I started kicking my feet at him. "Im not going anywhere with you, especially to you and that's bitches house!"

He took a deep breath and rolled his eyes. "Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant?" He asked and I froze. I didn't want to talk about this. So I sat back and crossed my arms. The car got silent and I looked out the window.

"Please just take me home or to a hotel room. I don't want to go to your penthouse." He said nothing.

I didn't want to be near him. I knew we were going to argue and to be honest, I just wanted to forget.