These last few days have been amazing. Me, Oliver, Josie, Ryker and Aydin was in Olivers car. Nova, Leo, Easton, Quinton and Kevion was in Leos car. We stopped at a couple little towns where I took some good pictures of little kids playing in the street.

It was beautiful. We also stopped at little markets and got little gifts. I was having alot of fun but for some reason, I really missed Daunte. I wanted to be with him again. I was a little upset when he told me he had to go to America for two weeks, but he been texting me as much as he can when he gets out of meetings. He tells me how he misses me and we talk on the phone at night. I step out the hotel room and talk to him, not wanting Oliver to hear. Its hard to keep lying and keeping this a secret from him because I never keep things from him. But I know he would never accept me and Dauntes relationship.

Its 1am, tuesday morning and everyone was sitting outside waiting to leave. I just finished texting Daunte a goodmorning when Oliver and Josie came holding white bags with breakfast burritos in them and coffees.

I jumped up quickly and grabbed the bag from Oliver. I was starving and needed to eat. When I snatched the bag from him, all he did was smile at me. He know I don't play around when it comes to food.

When we were all done eating and having our coffees, we piled in the two cars and headed home. We didn't stop on the towns on our way home because we wanted to make sure the boys got on the plane right on time.

We reach the house around 11am and let the boys grab the rest of their bags. Oliver and I helped pack them in the trunk before we headed out towards the airport. I'm not going to lie, I cried already. I cried because I'm going to moss my little brothers. I'm going to miss cuddling with them and our nights out. But they have college to attend and I knew I couldn't stop them, even though I really wanted to. My parent would have killed me off I decided to kidnap them.

As we pull up to the airport to the private plane platform, Oliver stops in front of this huge plane. It was white and the name Isabella on it. I wonder who that was as I jumped out the car. Was it a old girlfriend, wife, family member? I told myself to remember to ask Daunte later on.

"So this is it?" Aydin said, standing I front of me. I looked up at him and nodded. "It's going to feel so weird not having you in the same house as me anymore or even in the same state." I felt my eyes getting watery. He looked at me and quickly wrapped his arms around me. "Don't cry sis. You acting like we not going to see each other ever again." He laughed, squeezing me harder.

"It feels like it. We haven't been apart this long since you been born. It's sad." I pouted to him. He laughed some more. "It's not funny. I'm going to miss you." He kisses my forehead, "I'm going to miss you too." I squeezed him one last time before he let me go and walked towards Oliver.

I turned around and made my way to Ryker. He was a little different. He wasn't all emotional and shit but I knew he was sad to leave me. To leave me, Oliver and Kevion. Especially Kevion since they were close, just like how Oliver and I are.

I wrapped my arms around him and he signed not trying to hug me back. But yea that wasn't going to happen. I looked up at him and released my arms and bring my hands to his wrists and wrapped his arms around my sides. I then wrapped my arms around his shoulders and hugged him.

"You better hug me back before I kick your ass!" I told him in a stern voice. I felt him roll his eyes at me but he end up hugging me back. I smiled proudly about my victory.

"I'm going to miss you, RyRy." I told him and smirked.

"You know down well I hate that damn nickname." He said.

"I know but I live it. So get over it." I said. I let him go and looked at him. "Y'all be careful and don't destroy Da- Oliver's Boss plane. You hear me?" I scolded him. I facepalmed myself. I can't believe I was going to say Daunte name. I looked at him and seen he rolled his eye at me again, "Yes mom." He said and I smacked him in the arm. I looked at him for a second.

"I'll miss you. Make sure you call me as much as you can." I told him. He smiled "I'm not a little kids." I shook my head, "You might not be a little kid anymore but you will always be my little brother Ryker. No matter what. Now give me one last hug before you leave, RyRy." I laughed when I heard him huff but he did give me a hug.

I let him go and went to say bye to Easton and Quinton.

"Mi scusi?" (

I felt someone tap my shoulder. I looked behind me and seen a blonde hair and brown eye pretty flight attendant.

"Sí? I said.

"Mi dispiace interrompere, ma dobbiamo decollare in 10 minuti. Quindi dobbiamo iniziare l'imbarco, signora." (

She said nicely, with a smile on her face.

"Ovviamente."

I said and with that she walked back and stood my the stairs that lead up to the plane.

"What did she say?" Easton asked.

"She said they need to depart in 10 minutes, since it will be noon so y'all have to start boarding to leave." I told him with a sad smile.

They both nodded at me and gave me a big hug. I'm going to miss these doofuses. Everyone finished saying their good byes. Easton giving Leo a hard time to take care of Nova, Quinton just standing there rolling his eyes. Nova crying because they leaving. Oliver and Kevion saying bye to Ryker and Aydin.

I smiled sadly at everyone. Then I felt a vibration In my pocket.

❤️

I looked at the message for a second. I really want to see him, but it's hard with Oliver back. I felt someone call my name and looked up and seen Aydin waving bye. They were boarding and about to leave. I waved until they were all gone and the door closed, closing my view from them. I felt Oliver snake his arm around me shoulder.

"They will be fine. Let go." I looked at the plane one last time before I nodded and we walked back towards the cars and got in. Once we were in and buckled, I pulled out my phone and read his message one last time before I replied.

What does he mean by 'NEED' to see me? Does he miss me like I miss him? Probably not, he got all different types of girls. He don't need someone like me.

I stared at his message for a minute. Did he really miss me? I asked myself again.

.

I looked at the message again. I never said I was coming. But it looks like I am since he didnt give me a choice.

I look at Oliver again. I hate lying to him. I know he would kill me if he found out, I was in a relationship with his boss. Actually now that I think about it. I dont even know if we are in a relationship. It seems just sexual to me. But I wonder if it would turn into something more in awhile. Even though he said he doesnt do relationships.

This is alot and I feel like soon things are going to start going downhill.