I was looking trough my livingroom window. Seeing something which scared me more than anything ever before. The Jedi temple was on fire and the smoke clouds were so high and dark that you couldn't see past them. I heard that it was attack on the Jedi and not a accident.

I heard that many Jedi lost their lives to god knows who or what. I was worried. Worried about Anakin and my friends who were maybe still in there. I felt so useless because I couldn't do a single thing to help them.

C-3PO came next to me. "I'm sure Master Skywalker is alright." His electronic voice spoke. "Lets hope so... can you try to find out something about what happened please?" I asked him already close to tears. "I will try." He said walking away again. Thats when I lost it. I bursted out in tears. Crying like I had never before.

After a while I heard the sound of my front door figuring it would be 3PO. But it wasn't.

"Obi-Wan?" I asked confused and relieved at the same time. If Obi Wan had a chance to escape maybe Anakin had too. "Y/N!" He said now a bit faster walking up to me.

Obi-Wan was an old friend of my parents so I had known him since I was a little child and he a Padawan.

He was the one introducing Anakin to me when we both were 12. Wr became inseparable friends and secretly started dating at 17 and got married at 19.

"I'm so glad you are alright, y/n!" He said. I could see his eyes were full of hurt. I could understand. He probably lost many friends today. "Me okay? I should be worried about you!" I told him.

"Not that I don't want you here but why did you come?" I asked with a slight bit of confusion. We walked over to my couch sitting down. "Its...its Anakin...I thought he might be here or...was" it was hard for him to say that but why? "Wait what does Anakin have to do with this? Is he alright? Is he injured or something?" I asked worriedly. "No y/n... I think that even would have been better than what happened..." He said and I started crying again a bit. Does that mean he is dead? "I-is he dead?" I wanted to know. "No...Anakin...Anakin has turned to the dark side...he attacked the temple... " Obi-Wan said and I shock my head. "That cant be true! Not Anakin! It cant be..." i claimed. "You cant believe how much I wished you were right..." He replied.

"I need to know if you know where he is y/n." He explained. "You are going to kill him, aren't you?" I figured and he looked down. So I was right. "I cant tell you even if I knew. " I told him and he nodded. "Okay then I'll have to find him myself...I need to try talk to him" he said standing up walking to the front door to get to his ship. Before he reached for the door handle he turned around again. "You two are together, right?" He asked sadly. I didn't answer and simply looked down since I couldn't bring myself to say anything. That was enough for an answer for him anyways. "I'm so sorry..." he said and now opened the door walking through it.

I only had one thing left to do. Anakin and I had promised one another to only use it in an emergency situation. And that time was now. It was a tracker with which he could see where I was and I could see where he was.

I got it out of a box hidden in our wardrobe.

"Mustafar..." i whispered. What is he doing there? I didn't have time to think about it. I directly sprinted to my privat hanger starting my ship.

It took a few momenta till it was ready but then I took off to fly to Mustafar. A planet I hoped not to visit. Ever.

A bit later I landed on the planet. I really hoped that he was okay.

Then I saw him walking out of a huge building over a bridge which led to the hanger where I landed my ship. I walked out of it running up to Anakin.

He picked me up hugging me tight and kissing me deeply. I gently stoked his hair behind his ears looking deep in his eyes. "What are doing out here?" He asked. "I was so worried about you. Obi Wan told me terrible things. So I used the tracker" I told him and he caressed my cheek with his palm. "What thing?" He wanted to know. "He said you turned to the dark side and that you attacked the temple..." i let him know and he looked down and again in my eyes. "Obi Wan is trying to turn you against me" he whispered. "I think He cares about us." I told him. "Us?" He asked to make sure he heard right. "He knows... i think he has known for a while." I added. "He wants to help you." I told him but he didn't answer but looked down. "Anakin...all I want is your love!" I told him to make sure he knows. "Love won't safe you y/n. Only my new powers can." He told me. "So this is what this is all about. Anakin I wont die. I promise." I should have listened more. He just continued looking at me. "At what cost Anakin? You are a good person! Don't do this." I tried to change his mind. "I wont loose you the way I lost my mother and if the cost is this I'm willing to take it. I'm already more powerful than any Jedi and I can easily overthrow the chancellor. And I'm doing it for you. To protect you" He told me his plan and I was afraid that my love to him would affect my judgment of this situation. I knew I wouldn't be able to resist if I really couldn't change his mind so I tried one last time. "Anakin...come away with me. To Naboo or wherever you want. Leave everything behind while you still can." I tried changing his mind but I realized it didn't change anything. "Don't you see y/n. We don't need to run away anymore. I'm going to overthrow the chancellor like I said and then together you and I can rule the galaxy." He told me stoking my hair while looking deep into my eyes. I didn't know if I was going to regret my actions or not but I gave in.

"If that is really the path you are choosing... I'm going with you." I told him and he hugged me tightly. "You don't know how much this words relived me, y/n." He confessed. "I wouldn't be able to live without you." He added. He bent down to kiss me and I kissed him back. "I love you, Anakin." I told him. "I love you more, y/n." He claimed and together we walked into the building he came out of. He told me about his full plan later.

I don't know if I'm a bad person for this but I didn't regret my decision that day or any day after. Obi-Wan never found us. I was a bit sad about this since he was a great friend but I couldn't let him kill the love of my life. And Anakin was right, after he overthrew the chancellor, we did rule the galaxy together.

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