You sat in DADA. Everyone was talking around you. Could filter what everyone was saying. It was too noisy. You never talked. You didn't want to talk to anyone. You didn't trust anyone.

Harry stared at you. He was amazed that someone could get through their day without talking. He wondered what your voice was like and why you never spoke. He tried to start a conversation with you before. In the first year of Hogwarts you still talked.. but after that you didn't anymore. You never responded to him. You just looked at him with your E/C eyes. He couldn't get any expression from you.

'Stop staring Harry, it's creepy.' Hermione said.

'I just can't help it. There's something mysterious about her.'

'Not everything that's mysterious is good. Look at the dark magic that they aren't teaching us.'

Harry sighed. You were sitting at the table. Besides him. You never noticed him looking at you.

The lesson started. You grabbed your paper and quill and tried to pay attention. But when a paper was thrown on to your table you were already nervous about what was on it.

You opened the paper and read it.

Hi

- HP

You glanced at him and he quickly looked away. You rolled your eyes and turned the paper around.

What do you want?

You just wrote down and you shoved at back on his table. Harry opened it and read your message. He was surprise you even answered. He wrote something before handing it to you.

Wow you're actually responding. You don't have to be like that xD I only wanna chat.

You sighed.

Well I don't want to chat.

You handed it back and trying to pay attention again. You had no idea why he was doing this. He tried to talk to you a lot and you didn't like it. No one ever paid much attention to you but he felt that it was necessary.

Another note landed on your table. You shot Harry a look and opened it.

You never want to chat.. Why's that?

You couldn't believe him.

That's non of your business.

You almost threw the paper against his head. Harry caught it. He didn't get why you were so annoyed. He opened it and read it. You heard him sigh. You almost prayed that he'd leave you alone.

But then another paper made it's way to your table. You sighed and sat back a bit. You couldn't believe this guy.

You used to talk in first years but didn't afterwards. I just thought maybe I could help you.

You smiled a little. He was sweet.. You didn't want to be mean to him but you just didn't want to share too much with him.

That's sweet but I don't need any help. I talk, just not at Hogwarts.

You handed the letter back to him. Harry noticed your response was a little less angry. He smiled a little but wasn't going to give up. He wrote you a new messages. He knew he could get you to trust him. Nobody had reached out to you in years. You must miss it.. right?

He past you another note. You immediately opened it.

Don't you miss you? You used to have so many friends.. No everyone just pretends you're not there.

That message made you think. You did this to yourself. It would be selfish to say that you missed it. It was your own fault. It was what's best for you. So your response was:

It's what's best for me. So I don't miss it.

You passed the note back. Harry read it and thought of a correct way to write back.

'What are you doing?!' Hermione asked him.

'Shush. It's non of your business.'

'She's never going to give you an answer.' Hermione sighed.

But Harry wasn't going to give up. He wrote a new messages and handed it to you. You opened it. It just said:

Why?

You didn't want to share it with him. You didn't even know him that well. But the temptation was huge. He should know.. everyone knew..

Don't pretend like you don't know it.

You handed it back. Harry read it. He looked at you in confusion.

In first year you trusted people with. You told them everything. Even your biggest secrets. One day you told them who you liked and they told the entire school. The boy walked up to you during dinner and embarrassed you infront of the entire great hall. You had been bullied for the entire second year. You grew insecure and quiet. You didn't trust anyone anymore. It hurt you too much.

He handed you note back. You opened it.

What? I have no idea what you mean..

You sighed.

Maybe it's better if you don't remember.

You just wrote. Harry didn't embarrass you. He just laughed. Like everyone else. You handed it back. The lesson was almost over. Harry had to know.

Maybe it's even better if you talk about it to someone.

You sighed. You knew that Harry was right but you had no idea of it was smart to do.

Why would I? You laughed like everybody else. Every time I past you and your friends.. You all laughed. Everyone.

You wanted to cross it out.. but something made you pass it to him. Did you actually trust him? Harry read the note. He looked at you. You weren't looking at the teacher. You looked at your table. He saw that you weren't smiling anymore.

I did? About what? I seriously don't remember.. I'm so sorry if I hurt you.

You knew you had to go soon. You decided to just throw it at him. At this point you didn't care.

So you don't remember how you laughed when Malfoy was embarrassing me infront of everyone? When I wa slashed through the hallway when everyone was laughing at me?

You gave it him and you were dismissed. Harry looked up from the note. Everyone left before you. But Harry just sat there. He looked at you and you past him one last look before leaving.