So an update after a decade maybe? I am so sorry .Ya .ya sorry but ya that's what it's like to study in 10th grade isn't it?

"Yes You ..I desire you..

You lure me.. You secure me

you hypnotize me

You complete me ..

because I Am in love with someone called "

- Anu

Hindi Word:-

Dupatta - A long piece of soft fabric worn in different ways usually with indian attire.

It's used in the chapter.

Anushka's point of view:-

I hurted him.

How can I do that? He ..he shared all his feelings.. ya unconcious but he did and he accepted it and what did I do?

I snapped on him!! Damn it!!!

Presently I was lying on my room's cold floor which really helps me when I am low.It's been Three days since he broke out in my room and finally I realized what was happening!!!

I knew that he's not like the other guys.. but ..but what happened!!!

I sobbed while leaning on the wall behind me.

"Di ..!!!" Anu called out to me from the corridor and I knew she was in the front of my door from her voice.

"Let me sleep na" I said while holding back my sob . I waited for her reaction and I heard footsteps going back again to which I sighed softly looking down at the floor when it went silent again.

I felt my warm tears flowing down my face ... It's really very big mistake of mine.. I don't know what is he thinking but I know that I don't have the right to hurt anyone's feelings.

I pulled out the cream coloured bandage around my foot which.I pushed my hair back and I realized that I was still wearing that shirt which I wore to the studio today.

I am a mess!!!

I stood up and my feet went to my closet where I just searched for some shorts and t-shirt which I found when they fell in the front of my legs as soon as I opened the sliding door.

I knelt down and picked them up.

Yup I stopped keeping my things arranged.. what kind of sadness is that?

I went to the washroom where I decided to get a warm bath and then get back to my bed.

After 15 minutes .. I was back on my bed pulling my air dried hair up in a pony tail.

I laid down and slipped under the soft sheets and closed my eyes switching off the lights but I knew that something inside me won't let me sleep tonight which was the decision that I made.

I will talk to Arjun and try to make him understand but if I don't .. I will be pushed in a relationship with him but...but I love Samar. I didn't say that when I was pissed off but ya I do love him. No guy was able to give me those smiles, blushes and butterflies. No one.No one had that effect on me, like... Hypnotized..How can I explain it. His deep eyes dominate me always.. so deep and .. hypnotizing. Looking in them is like getting caught up in a trap. It's like he owns that aura.

I turned to my left side thinking about him again. Those scenes were slashing through my brain each second. I sighed softly and tried to shake off all these thoughts. I don't even know what's gonna happen tomorrow and here I am feeling bad for what I did that day. Samar must have started to Hate me after that ... And I deserve it.

.................

"What happened Anu?" I said to her looking at her bright smile while she was having her coffee. She kept the cup on the table muting the television and turned to look at me "Good Morning" she chirped and I nodded while sitting beside her "Now tell me... What's the reason behind this bright smile?" I asked raising my eye brow and she shrugged "I am just Happy!!!"

"For what?" I asked pretty confused and she picked her cup again "aah For you Anushka" she said with a sigh and I looked at her "You think ... It's gonna be okay?" And she nodded her head like a child "Obviously"

I shrugged my shoulders and she wrapped her arms around me "Don't worry... Believe me" I nodded at her blankly. I really don't know if I can do it or not.

"Does Samar Hate me now?" I asked subconsciously clutching my denim shirt dress.

"No Anushka... Not at all"

she said unwrapping her arms and leaving me as I leaned back on the armrest of the couch."I think he does.. I was so rude" I closed my eyes and my head dropped in my hands.

"I think so" I muttured closing my eyes and heard her irritated hissing.

"Let it be... I know that he doesn't hate you and he will prove it in the evening" I opened my eyes and saw her crossing her arms over her chest in irritation.

I quietly turned the television's audio on ....

I am so foolish...I pushed him away but I was scared...Arghh!!

Leave it !!!

I pulled a comforter in my lap and leaned on the arm rest but suddenly I heard my phone's notification ring and I unlocked it and clicked on it without even checking it and then I realized what did I do but it was too late to close it now my eyes were Scanning Samar.. It's a pic which was taken a few days before.

Shraddha- the guy in the brown is so hot;) O.M.G !!! You're lucky girl!!! By the way good morning :) very soon a patch up

I rolled my eyes at her text and didn't reply to it. I don't think I am so lucky I locked the cell again and kept it beside me.

"What happened?" Anu asked while she handed me my coffee. When did she go in the kitchen???

Anyways I took it and smiled at her while she said "Okay now I'll also get ready.." I nodded at her

I stood up when I heard the door bell ringing and went to the front door. I unlocked it and faced a few designer attendees. Oh God... Mom.. I could just visit a boutique or something why does she try to keep us like this.. it's too formal for me.

"Good Morning Ma'am" The lady in the front greeted me and I nodded with a smile giving them way to get inside.

I called Mom and waited for her to answer and I whined as soon as she picked it up "Mom... I thought you'd just give me the dress only and .." She cutted me off in my sentence.

"Child, they're gonna show you the design and adjust it According to your size ... Just this .." I rolled my eyes at this while she waited for my answer "I made sure only girls will come" She said in a monotone and I sighed "Ya mom.. okay fine"

"Don't worry .. it's gonna be okay" I hummed a yes to her before the line went dead again.

"This is the outfit" she said giving me a file which I took and sat on the couch again.

"We're going to keep it classy and elegant... but.......... we're going to make sure that it's comfortable........... along with being beautiful ......"

I blankly kept nodding at all her stuff quietly without paying attention to it.

"Hey..." Anu greeted us walking down the stairs in a blue coloured dress "Good Morning .. we're done with .it's your turn now" The lady said to her as Anu sat beside her.

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Samar's Point of view:-

"Bhai you're looking Awesome!!!" Sanam patted my back smiling at me as I adjusted my black blazer which I wore over a white shirt which tugged me quite right. "Thanks" I muttered quite slowly straighting my collar.

I turned around and bumped into him while he was busy looking at something well actually staring at it and smiling. Why is he awestruck? I stood there confused when he showed me the screen.

"Anu's Photo was leaked just Now" he said taking it back and I nodded "She's looking beautiful" I said while he smiled "Thank you" he said proudly making me chuckle at him.

"I must be the first guy who is Happy when his girlfriend's pic is leaked before a party... Anyways she's looking gorgeous" he said slipping his black phone in his royal blue suit's trouser pocket.he straightened the collar of his black shirt.

"Why don't you say this on her face?" I asked him and he chuckled and glanced at me "Aaah.. She doesn't ask me how does she looks" he shrugged his shoulders with a smile and gave me an obvious look and I rose my left eyebrow at him. "Well she remembers to compliment you Sanam" I said while scrolling through my phone looking at a picture of us used in an article.

The term SANAMIZED is trending these days...

I suddenly came across a photo of ours where we poseed with Anushka and Anu along with Shirley.

This made me think about Anushka again what is she thinking... I am sure she must be feeling guilty now and even hating herself. that's not going to be nice at all

I seriously don't know about what are you thinking Anushka. I just wanna get you back.

I sighed softly as I sat down on the couch while thinking About what us going to happen tomorrow but I think she's going to handle it..I believe in her.

I started remembering that I had scared the hell out of her that day... It was all not my intention but I did.. I don't know what made me go to her and spill the truth but..It hurted me when I realized what I did. She must have felt so guilty when she saw me like that... She must be think that it's all her fault which isn't really true...

After I hurted her so much.. She still pulled me in her warm arms...

She was scared for me and because of me.

Only I know what struggle it was to get over with that hangover and remember everything because it was really important to know and It scared the crap out of me remembering the scenes.

I looked in the front snapping out from my talking with myself

"Samar... let's go now" Sanam said while looking outside and I took up the keys.

"Bhai it's all going to be okay" He aid in a assuring voice and I knew he's trying to soothe me ... I smiled at his elder brother behavior..

"Thanks" I mumbled looking at him to which he nodded and slipped in the driver's side turning the car On.

"All the Best Anushka" I whispered getting in the car and pulling my seatbelt and locking it.

"Bhai.. what do you think... He will approve of this?" I shrugged my shoulders at his question.

"Well I think if Anushka has taken this decision there must be a strong reason behind it" He said while taking a turn on the city roads "But... She's going to be a little bit nervous..I know" I said subconsciously in monotone looking forward at the cars and other vehicles running through the night while pedestrians were walking around in the city lights.

"I know you'll handle her" Sanam said while looking at the navigation Screen to check the way for the resort

I look at him at this sentence and he turned to me with an obvious expression "What.. ? it's true" He shrugged his shoulders.

I hope so ...

The car was going through the photo bombers standing on the both sides of the drive way.

Soon we got out and waited for the People who demanded us to wait for a few minutes so that they could get some clicks.

"Hey ... How's it going?"

I turned to face Armaan who had a bright smile on his face.his hair gelled neatly. His jet black semi formal suit tugged his tall frame. He pulled him in a hug and he did the same with Sanam after Shaking hands with him.

"Excuse me.. sir" We all looked towards the guy who got our attention to get a pick of us "Armaan Sir ..How was it working with them?" He was fired with a quick question and he smiled at us and started to give him the answer.

My eyes Suddenly fell on a particular car which was recognized by me and that stopped in the drive way. It soon revealed Anushka as she got off from the car.

I stared at her avatar and I realized that Indian girls look so beautiful in Indian outfits just like any other outfit. it's complementing she's admirable.

She was in a floral embroidered

V- neck top and a matching floral lehenga skirt she had added a sheer duppata that added to her grace.

She smiled at the photo snoopers for once making way for herself.

"Samar... She's beautiful..All people are awestruck by her.. every time she makes an appearance" I nodded subconsciously while I was too getting photographed and I looked sideways when I realized that Armaan said that. He nodded while Chuckling "Lucky guy..." He said while going away.

I started walking towards her on a fast pace when I realized a guy was getting too much closer to get a pic of her and I walked beside her receiving hoots from all the people while she was looking up at me in astonishment. I think I literally pushed a guy from the way.

I gave her a smile thinking that this would cheer her up and she returned me a weak smile while nodding and she again looked away while I was shielding her.

"Sir..please just a minute" we heard a man requesting and thus we stopped for them and gave them smiles so that we could give them poses besides their candid shots.

Anushka looked up at me with her beautiful eyes and I gave her a interrogating look and she parted her lips to say something while we could hear the people calling us and talking among themselves among the bright flashes of lights. I leaned down a little

"Samar.. actually.. I.." she was saying when we were suddenly disturbed by Armaan and Sanam's voice as they joined us making the photographers yell more towards us.

"You're looking gorgeous" Sanam said leaning down to Anushka to which she smiled. "Anu must be waiting for you" she said patting his lower arm making us chuckle while Sanam tried really hard not to smile in front of everyone.

We looked forward again but suddenly Anushka stepped back and we looked at her as she gave a nervous smile "I..I need to go" we looked at her confused as she exited the place in a hurry.

"Hey Samar... That's Anushka's college friend Right?" Armaan asked making us look in the drive way.

The next second I knew Why Anushka Literally ran away and escaped from here. I quietly slipped my hands in my trousers. "I didn't know that he's the hire of an Enterprise" Armaan said shrugging his shoulders lightly and I looked at him "You Don't know many things about him" I could feel his very confused gaze on me.

I was starting to back off when I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder "Oh Samar... Won't you pose with me?" Arjun asked me with a smirk on his face and I prevented myself from jerking his hand away.

I looked at the paparazzi in front of us and nodded with a plain face. I had to stand between Them all and smile.

Torture.

After a few minutes we were seperated again.fortunately and thus I was standing in the large fancy hall packed with many people. I was quietly sipping on my orange juice when I felt a man standing beside me "Good Evening Mr. Puri" I smiled fakely at Him who doesn't know him.

"Good Evening.. I saw how much you love your Daughters" I muttered under my breath as he chuckled at it.

"Thank you very much" he shrugged while gulping down a glass of wine.

"Let's see how are going to make it through?" He asked while turning to me and I shrugged my shoulders "Actually.. sincere people find a way for getting out of any problem..and Your Daughters are very wise" I said while Smiling.

"Oh... let's see" He again said with a slight grin while looking at his glass.

He patted my back and walked away to meet someone.

"Samar I didn't know That He's the hire of an entire estate" Armaan said tugging me and I rolled my eyes at him "You Don't know many things about Him" I said a bit irritated and he looked at me furrowing his eyebrows "

I know Anushka is going to make him understand this thing ... I believe in her.

My eyes again roamed the brightly lit hall who were all clad formally and the waiters roaming all around.

I could see Anushka talking to a few people standing in a corner and that's when I saw Arjun going towards her. This thing made my heart speed up when I see Anushka nodding at him nervously and she happened to glance at me once.

She broke the eye contact and looked at Arjun who went away from that place. She clutched her floral dress and lifted it about an inch and walked away gracefully as her dupatta flowed with her but still her nervousness and restlessness was Crystal clear on her fair face. She disappeared among the huge pillars and the glimmer of the event between all those people and black and white clad waiters.

Oh Anushka...

"Samar... Come here yaar" Armaan pulled me by my Arm and I gave him a walk smile while he was literally dragging me to meet someone.

Anushka's point of view:-

After Arjun signalled me to come over my heart started racing madly. I could feel my palms getting wet. I felt the nervousness engulfing me..I felt nervous more than anxious.

I excused myself from the group where I was talking to all the people who were invited to personally thank them for a donation in the rural areas.

I stepped back quietly lifting the length of my lehenga despite of it's length. I escaped to the restroom on a quite fast pace.

I gave back a smile in return to the people who greeted me. I slided into the restroom quiete nervously when I saw Anu looking at me concerned after I gave her an assuring look before getting in.

I looked at the white tiles of the walls in nervousness ... I leaned on the cold wall thinking about Arjun.. if I can't make him understand today... Its all over, I won't be able to feel that love neither will I be able to give my love to anyone else than Samar and I don't have any reason for it besides Him...

I inhaled deeply before glancing at myself on the mirror and closed my eyes feeling my heartbeat just about to go in a war for my life. I exhaled softly and looked at myself trying to gather some confidence.

What if he is just that heartless man? What if I don't be able to do it? What are the things that are scaring me and striking my core.