Next Day evening:-

Samar's point of view:-

I kept my hand on the railing of my balcony as I admired the beautiful dusk....I don't know why but these clouds,Dark sky, the stars ,moon and the cool breeze is not calming me down as it does always.It just reminds me that at present I am in a dilemma but there's only one way...Tell her to go away from me ... it's like killing myself.

I sighed and my head hung down in disappointement and i realized that I have lost her...My one and only fear was her being hurted and it's forcing me to do this.

"How can I look at the girl I love and say that it's time to go?" I muttered under my breath leaving the railing stepping back and I took out my phone when it vibrated in my pocket.

I answered it without even glancing at the number because I know who it is.

"Hello Mr. Samar" I rolled my eyes at this and didn't responded as I waited for him to proceed and he said in a astonishing tone.

"What did you do that she's in love with you so deeply...I mean she just kept muttering your name.. I am so jealous of you for this" and I snapped at him "What kind of question is this? I didn't do anything for this..."I was irritated by this and I heard him saying in a quite low tone now "Okay.. sorry ..but she's a thing which is really desirable...You can have any other girl" and I clenched my jaw in anger and I taunted him "Why? won't you get anyone else?" To this he chuckled "Uhmm She's not one of the 85% girls.. she's special...she doesn't have to do anything to gain attention..she just gets it"

I sat on the edge of my bed running my fingers through my hair trying to calm down." I should inform you You're a jerk ..."

"Ya. .. Whatever..but don't you wanna make sure she's safe?" He said in an obvious tone."Where's she?" I asked And he laughed sarcastically "She's there where I left her...And I think she got 3 doses of drugs maybe" I asked him glared with anger "how could you do that to her?" And I heard him say "Just like that...and I am not afraid to do anything further too" I got the hint what he was trying to say and I inhaled deeply before saying "I am going to do what you said" and I could imagine the weird grin on his face.

"I will send you an address and come there" I hummed a yes before ending the call.

"She's not your now" he snapped before I could cut it off and I rubbed my temples thinking about this.

"What can I do now...and it's for her and I have to do it.. but how?" I muttered under my breath leaving my room and going down the stairs.

"What happened?" Anu asked me timidly and I tried to assure her "Ya... she's okay" which she worked with a nod and Sanam suddenly got up from his sleep which he was getting on the couch and he stood up unsteadily "Is there a problem?" He asked us and I shook my head amused "No..." He again sat down stoopingly on the couch.

I suddenly felt my phone vibrate by an incoming text and I picked up the car keys "I will get back soon...make sure your phones are on" They both nodded and I ran out of the house closing the door behind him.

I slipped on the driver's side and started the car .... I know why the restless was is increasing...For the first time I am feeling that I am weak.

I tried to calm my racing heart and breadth as I drove through the dark roads taking sharp turns.I switched on my cell and saw the address which he sent and followed the route as fast as I can. I just went to make sure she's fine.

I finally slammed the breaks or my car and stopped with a screeching sound at a lone road which has it a dim street light as the only source of light. I wonder how they managed to get her out of car,she won't do that.

I suddenly a bright White SUV stopping at a distance and I got out of the car still trying to hide my worries..not to show any signs of worry. I just shook it off and finally Arjun appeared in the front as usual with his grin on his face in a black.

Rich Brat!!!

He leaned on his car while I approached him "Where is she?" I asked and he slipped his right arm in his royal blue suit pocket taking out a blush gold coloured phone and I snatched it from his hands.

"I am rich ...I am not gonna steal my future girlfriend's phone" I snapped my head up at him while gripping her phone taking a step near him "Oh.. you're gonna force her ?" But he shook his head a clear no with a smug look " after such a heart break from her boyfriend... I will help her" winked at me and I chuckled mockingly "Ya sure!!! you're going to help her to recover from that scar which you have her right?" He shrugged his shoulders lightly.

"Ya...but she doesn't know that " I opened my both to say something but I stopped when I realized he has a full proof plan... she's not gonna listen to anything after I tell her to stay away from me.

His brain is so good at seepish things

I muttered subconsciously "Such a jerk.." and I looked up at him when he said "Thanks" I rolled my eyes at him.

"Rich brats...I can't be a gentleman like you Mr.Puri..Kta Kar sakte hai?" He shrugged his shoulders

"Now...you know what to do right?" He asked me crossing his arms and I nodded looking away from him as to not get irritated or angry.

"Good... that's good for her and you" he said mockingly as he took a step towards me ,his height matching mine when I straightened .I could see the victory look in his black eyes but I refused to take my eyes away with a challenging look and finally he moved a step back and went to the backseat opening the door where a guy pushed Anushka outside while she was barely concious.Arjun tugged her harshly towards me making her she stumble to me and I caught her resting her body on mine I pulled her out from my embrace to see her face in the dim night light.

She had her hands on me for support but she couldn't stay on her legs . she blacked out and I swept her off her feet wrapping my arms around her body.

I looked down at her and her face shone in the dim light .I tugged her hair behind her ear and went to the car slowly thinking about the things she will have to face now and this time it's not gonna be corrected again.

I saw the white SuV going away from us in the night's silence and I turned to get to the car still worried about the conclusion of this thing.

I laid her beside my seat and fastened her seat belt closing her door. I went to the other side opening the door and satonthe driver's side turning the car on.

I sped up to reach home as hard as I can and called Sanam and he answered on the very first ring.

"Yes Bhai" he asked with concern in his voice and I replied to him while taking a turn "Sanam call the doc right now" and he cutted off the call after humming a yes to me . I looked at her when she muttered my name and I started feeling bad because I know she won't even take my name after that.

I am so sorry Anushka but I have to do it... I just have to.I held he hand softly and I pressed it softly ...I don't even know if I will get to hold this hand or not.I really wish I could hold his like this forever. I thought while I took a turn.

The drive lasted shorter than I thought as I gathered her in my arms pressing her body close to mine and I heard someone say behind me "Ya..ya bring her" it's the doc ...I nodded slightly at him and I took her to the room and laid her on the bed softly.

I went outside when I was asked by him closing the door behind me.

Anu holded out a glass of water to me and I gave her a weak smile and took it from her.

I just wanna make sure she's okay

......

After a few minutes The doc same out of the room and spoke to us "let her rest I gave her a few doses of antibiotics drug medications ..and they are quite strong" we nodded at him "Rehydrate her and give her something to eat when she wakes" He said while glacing back at her .

I heaved a sigh of relief and sat down on the couch rubbing my forehead.

I placed my head on my Pam's resting on my knees . I don't know what will happen now? I don't even have a clue..but I know she will be broken.

I was pulled out from my thought by Sanam "Samar...I will just show Anu the guestroom to rest in and I think you should also rest" I nodded at him and he took Anu tugging her behind him upstairs to the room.

I went to the room where Anushka was lying down and I sat beside her rubbing her palms.I noticed the bandage on her wrist and placed it softly again on the bed. I can't see you get more heart you're much more important to me.

I could see the rubbing scars on her wrists... I pushed her hair behind her ear and pulled up the covers over her covering her.

I leaned down kissing her on the forhead softly before pulling away and going out of the room.

One thing is confirmed that she's gonna hate me and if she doesn't i havet to make her hate me to the fullest.

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My light sleep was broken as I heard a few noises and I stood up from the couch on which I was trying to calm myself down but maybe I fell asleep here. I looked at the time turning on my phone "it's 4:30am" I ran my fingers through my hair and I suddenly heard that noise again.

I ran to the room where I laid down Anushka running down the stairs almost stumbling on the last one.

I stopped myself before I could enter the room and I stood beside the door leaning on the wall.

I can't even imagine the thing I have to do to her.

I sighed softly again glancing in the room where Anu and Sanam were trying to calm her down and make her rest while I made sure she's does not notice me.

I looked towards her ...She was trying to get up despite of Anu and Sanam's efforts.

"Anushka... you're not okay.. please" Anu said while holding her shoulders pushing her back making her head eat on a pillow.

Her face exhibits extreme exhaustion and she looked at Anu "W..Where is Sam..ar?" her voice came low showing her dizziness and headache. I closed my eyes resting back my body on the cold white wall.She's asking about me when she should take care of herself and I am gonna tell this girl to go away from me.

"Samar is resting maybe...and you should too" Sanam said while she looked at him and Anu slowly covered her with the sheets "I want to talk to him..." she whispered softly before her eyes started closing and her head fell down completely with her hands resting on one side ..her breathing slowed down and Anu slowly got off the bed and I moved back to the place where I was standing.

They both went outside while chatting something with each other and I decided to go to her once.

my feet slowly getting near to her.

I sat beside her looking at her calm face .... I always get hypnotized when I look at her calm and at rest.

I still remember how she managed to calm me down and put me to rest...Why only she? I never thought that someone would be so important to me... it's like the thing that I can't even explain to her...It's just that she makes me craved for her.Every girl has this power towards a boy..How? And I Know that For me it's only her.

I exhaled softly subconsciously closing my eyes.I can't even explain my dilemma or cry.. I just can't do anything what kind of situation is this?

I interviewed her fingers with mine ....I am so sorry for this. Maybe you're going to hate me for this.

I sighed getting up softly leaving her hand and placing it on the bed before kissing it and giving her a peck on the lips.

I moved back and exited the room silently. A sigh escaped my lips as I ran my fingers through my hair ...

I will always love you

I went to my room closing the door behind me and I once more looked at the time ..5:36 I took long admiring her.

I kept my phone down on the table and went to the balcony knowing that I am not going to sleep now as it's already morning... I will wait for her to wake up.

I felt the cool morning breeze on me . I just stood and absorbed the ambiences and transqility of the dawn before me.

I looked around and saw the things that I see daily but today... I know she's gonna come to me first and I am going to do the thing that I didn't even dream of.

"Bhai you're up?" I turned to see Sanam as I nodded at him in response and he smiled "you know what..." I interrupted her in between and said "Sanam ..of Anushka asks for me..then please send her to me I have something to talk with her" he nodded slightly in response but his face clearly showing a question mark and I know he's not asking me because he's trying to give us our privacy and space.

"Sure.." he said while going outside closthe door behind him and I decided to go and get fresh... maybe it will help doing what I have to do today.

I got my clothes and I went in the washroom to get freshen up still with thousands of thoughts tangling my brain and during this time my brain sucks to be at brain.

...............

I suddenly heard a knock on my door making me restless again but I decided to go for it because it's only for her and for me.

I inhaled deeply before blurting out "It's open" and I saw the door opening slowly and I saw Anushka walking inside,She got freshen up and changed that's why I was thinking why is she taking time.

I sweep these things away and saw her approaching me "Samar...I am sorry.. I made you worried again...I ..I didn't know and infact I couldn't even see him" she said looking down trying to figure it out who it was but I know she can't.

"Anushka .. actually I need to talk with you" I said nervously rubbing the back of my neck with my arm, she had a smile on her face while she took a step towards me and I took a step back "yeah sure tell me" she was trying to cheer me up from all this

"Actually I... I I mean I need it to.." I stammered in front of her feeling her gaze upon me she again ask me in her soothing voice "what happened? are you ok ...?" I saw the concern and genuine worry on her face for me.

How can I tell you that I am not ok but instead I need you girl.

"Ahh.. Anushka.. Anushka I think we should...." I searched for some words , She had a confused look on her face as I tried to gather all the courage on me "we should not be together anymore!!!" I blurted it out in a short breadth "you're joking right?" She asked me and I looked down shaking my head a No.

"It's not the time to joke and and it's not a matter of joking!!!" she said to me while her while her confused gaze was on me and I looked at her boring my eyes into her I got her Shoulders in my grip.

"I am not joking.. don't you understand have you lost it or something I am saying that we should not be together" I left her shoulders saying this turning around because I can't even face her now.

I felt the guiltiness surrounding me and engulfing me and I closed my eyes trying to calm down but I felt her hand on my arm "Samar... please.. I know I made you worried but" she tried to explain me and I felt bad for her.

"Anushka please yaar!!!" I said stopping her ..her eyes were filled with tears and I looked away instantly knowing that I am the cause for this.

"Then tell me why?" Her voice came timidly due to her crying and I looked at the window trying to avoid any contact with her questioning eyes filled with innocent questions.

"Just go away from me" I muttered under my breath and felt her arms holding mine is she looks down at them

Her voice was helpless and filled with exhaustion exhaustion.

"Please tell me Samar!!!" Her voice getting restless and I finally snapped her "I don't want you .. I am bored!!!"

In the fraction of a second she flinched from pain gasping a little when I caught her wrists in my tight grip and instantly I removed my hands from there... She stumbled back holding her wrist "I am so sorry.. I forgot" I said looking at her right wrist she took it back slowly down "Why are you doing this?" She asked me again and I sighed holding her back ...away from me looking down at her "Anushka... you're you're beautiful..and I think it was just lust" Her eyes widened in surprise and she removed my hands...

"But.. You're telling a lie.. that's that's" and I bore my eyes into her "It's true Anushka..I am done." Tears finally streamed down her face and I leave her shoulders taking a deep breath not able to see her like this.

What the hell I am saying? I am so sorry.

"But.. I love you.. " her soft voice rang in my head making me glance at her

I love you too.

I feel bad for her and for me too but I acted bold "And I don't!!!" She looked down hiding her face from me and I whispered "Anushka... I think you're holding me down..."

Samar... it's wrong..all wrong!!! Idiot.

My heart said but I decided to do what I am supposed to do ...

"Oh.. I am holding you down" ger hands hung down and she looked sidewar with a drastic look on her face "You want me to go away from?" She asked me with her voice chocking due to the crying and sobbing I answered her as I nodded slowly and cautiously. She wiped her face .

"If I leave You'll be Happy then?" She asked trying to avoid looking at me,

"Of course" and she nodded and I noticed the stream of tears on her exhausted and hopeless face.

She walked took backward steps turning away "Okay then..." she muttered holding the door knob My wordless cry was - I am Sorry..It's all false..

I was stuttered when she ran into me and she clutched my checked overshirt burying her head in my chest."Why are you doing this?" I tried not to get that feeling which her touch gives me Everytime.

Her petite perfect figure was crying badly on me and that too due to me and I closed my eyes trying to gain my Don't melt Samar ..It's for her.

I stopped my arms from embracing her which were barely an inch away from her.

I Don't want her to get attached.

I just want to hold you and never leave you but I did what my brain said as it dominated my heart.

I held her shoulders getting her away from me "It..will be okay for you too" I said and she removed my arms from her shoulders "But Why?" I looked at her irritated but I soon look the way because I knew that her question was genuine and I could not meet her innocent gaze on me.

"Answer me atleast!!!" My brain was flooding with her questions and so was my heart but on the other side that idiot's voice was in my mind banging my head badly making me snap on her rudely "You're not good enough!!!"

Crap!!!

What the hell did I snapped just now?

"I am ...am sorry" I stammered taking a step towards her looking down at her while she shrugged her shoulders hopelessly with her gaze up on me.

"Why are you sorry? it's my fault.. I love you and I am sorry for not being Good enough!!!!"

Her words made me go speechless... I saw the tears which she managed to keep back ...She turned around as she muttured "Not good enough"

This is all so difficult!!!

"What did you made me do Arjun? How can you be like this?" I screamed in my head and walked behind Anushka as she left the room at a fast pace.