Anu's Point of view:-

"Anu!!! ... come down now.. hurry up!!" I opened my eyes fighting the drowsiness and I Tried to stand up but my feet wobbled but still I went to the washroom and washed my face.

"I .. I love him..Do I?" I looked at myself in the mirror...

I looked down quitely closing my eyes because I don't want to see my fears... What will I do...

I can feel the tears on my face flowing down and my sobbing.

I still can feel his warm touch... I still hear his husky voice in my ears making me smile ... I can still feel his hands on my waist and ....how he pulled me near him and bore his eyes into mine.

I snapped out of my thoughts realizing what the hell I was doing.

What's happening with me?

I washed my face again and dried out before moving my hands through my hair once and I tried to clarify my burning throat.

I go out closing the door behind me and I remembered she called me to come fast and I started walking through the hallway and to the stairs..

I kept my pace slightly slow at the stairs...Or else.. I will be on the floor in a few seconds with this drowsy head.

I was about to step down the few last stairs when I was pulled my someone embracing me in a embrace pretty fastly Making my head spin.

"Ananya ....Stop it yaar.. please" I held my head and she pulled away instantly "You're okay right?" And I nodded at her smiling seeing the concern on her face.

""Hi... Hot stuff" I smiled at Shraddha chirping at me and she pulled me in a hug ..."I missed you like hell"

"Me too... Shraddha" I whispered softly and pulled back and suddenly I heard Komal's voice "Long time no see? Miss." We all giggled as I looked at her sitting with Anushka on the sofa bed in front of the television and I crossed my hands and tried to sound genuine "So...Aaate- aate Ghar pe kabza Kar Kiya?" And she nodded at me as usual making me giggle.

They all pulled us to sit on the couch... and Anushka went in the kitchen while they bombarded me with comments, question and much more which I answered even without listening properly.

"Where's Auntie...and Your dad?" Ananya asked taking the glass from Anushka and she sat down beside me."Ahmm mom is out for some work...and dad is as usual on his trip for his business" we all know dad is like this but mom..too.

"So... Anushka how is Samar?" Ananya mocked her while receiving a death glare from her making all the others laugh.

"Okay...we all know about both of you" Shraddha said who was sitting between Ananya and Komal and... I looked at Anushka instantly but she nodded at me assuringly and i gave her a small smile.

I looked at the time and found that it's already 4:45 I... I slept damn long..

But still drowsy.. How?

"Anu if you're not good them tell us ..." Komal said with concern in her voice but.. I refused it "Hey...mujhe bhagaana chahti hai... I will not go.. okay.. I fit and fine" she rolled her eyes and I noticed everyone a little bit amused by this.

"Anushka Now.. show us some of your pics..na..Well I love. ..your outfits girls, I mean they were so..." Ananya was interupted by Anushka as she complained "Only the outfits? Who wore them...ha?" And Ananya shrugged her shoulders .she took her tab from the table "Let's look at them once.." while Shraddha was taking to someone on her cell aside near the glass sliding door that led to our gardens.

We started going through all the photos once hearing to their various things which they muttered on seeing them.

After about more than half an hour...and chatting watching vedios...photos and arguing along with talking we were sitting here again discussing about what changed when we were away.

"Okay..okay..Anu..now come here" Komal pulled me to stand up and I stood up confused with her behavior. What's up with her now? She pulled me behind her and the others followed us quite amused like they were being entertained by us.

She pushed me to sit on the stool in front of the piano in the room.

"No..Komal..yaar please.. I.."

"You're denying your first fans..Anu?" She said hugging me from behind and I smiled defeated by her sweet things.

I looked at Anushka and she smiled signaling me to go ahead and I kept my fingers on the keys ...as I inhaled deeply closing my eyes...This thing always helps me to releive myself from my pain and I hope it does today

Tu jo mujhe aa mila

Sapne hue sirphire

Hathon mein aate nahi

Udte hain lamhe mere

Meri hansi tujhse

Meri khushi tujhse

Tujhe khabar kya be-qadar

Jis din tujhko na dekhun

Pagal pagal phirti hoon

Kaun tujhe yun pyaar karega

Jaise main karti hoon

Ho ho....

"Sochti hoon ke woh kitne masoom the,

Sochti hoon ke woh kitne masoom the,

Kya se kya ho gaye dekhte dekhte,

Maine pathar se jinko banaya sanam,

Maine pathar se jinko banaya sanam,

Woh khuda ho gaye dekhte dekhte,

Sochti hoon ke woh kitne masoom the,

Kya se kya ho gaye dekhte dekhte,

Hashar hai wahshate dil ki awaargi,

Hashar hai wahshate dil ki awaargi,

Humse pucho mohabbat ki deewangi,

Jo pata puchte the kisi ka kabhi,

Jo pata puchte the kisi ka kabhi,

Lapata ho gaye Dekho dekhte,

Sochti hoon ke woh kitne masoom the,

Kya se kya ho gaye dekhte dekhte,

Humse ye soch kar koi waada karo,

Humse ye soch kar koi waada karo,

Ek waade pe umarein guzar jayengi,

Ye hai duniya yahan kitne ehle wafa,

Ye hai duniya yahan kitne ehle wafa,

Bewafa ho gaye dekhte dekhte,

Sochti hoon ke woh kitne masoom the,

Kya se kya ho gaye dekhte dekhte.

I slowly removed my fingers from the piano ..It helps me always..It makes me cry and smile at the same time.

I

shook off his memories from my mind. Why do you come in my mind I any song...Why? When I hate you...and I am trying constantly.

I heard clapping and hooting but it sounded like more people were here making me wonder about it and I turned around instantly.

My heart skipped a beat and I could feel my heart pounding faster making the air tense.

I saw all the others there but my eyes fixed on him ... He's standing there at the back but still I can see him like he's in front of me. I was pulled into a warm hug by Keshav but my eyes kept gazing at him and finally he turned around wiping his eyes...He ..he actually cried?

No..he's not going to do this....not at all

Sanam's Point of view:-

After listening to more than half of her song... I stood there speechless in the last but when she turned back we didn't let our eyes travel anywhere else ...they were fixed. I try to hate her but she again looks at me.

Keshav pulled her in a hug greeting her but still I knew her gaze was on me. I suddenly felt a streak of tear flowing down my face and I turned around instantly wiping them.What happened to me?

Why am I crying? I don't love her right? I can't...

"Hey Sanam" I turned around and I smiled at Anushka and gave her a side hug but ....we saw their friends standing in shock. Anushka turned around "Ummm guys... they're..here?" And we turned to look at a girl "They're...real?" She looked at Anushka and she rolled her eyes at her.

"Of course yaar...go ahead" She said to her and suddenly Keshav gave out his hand to her."Hi.. I am Keshav Dhanraj" he smiled and she gladly took his hand "Shraddha..." And suddenly I got a hand in front of me "Hi...Sanam.. I am Komal" I smiled taking her hand in mine."Nice to meet you" and Samar was introduced to another girl "Ananya" she's cheerful and fun loving.

We all decided to sit in the drawing room and chat with each other.We all sat down and Anu sat across me with Anushka but she either looked down or anywhere else.

"I can notice her behavior and her voice....her eyes.. She's damn hurt and I did this to her and changed everything.

"Sanam... you're here right?" Shraddha questioned me and I nodded with a slight smile.

"Wait...let me get some coffee" Anushka stood up but suddenly she was pulled down to sit.

"You sit... I will go.." Anu said to her she looked up at her quite concerned but still she nodded at her and she went to the kitchen.

I tried to keep up with the chatting if the people around me but I couldn't because I don't feel like talking....

"So...Samar why did you learn guitar?" Shraddha asked while looking to him and Suddenly Keshav started laughing and I knew why.

"I... I'll tell you.." Samar held his mouth "zip it Keshu!!!" And we all laughed at him and finally he left him and Keshu said with a smug look on his face."He saw...girls.. drooling over a Guitarist...so..you know.." and he started laughing again while Samar looked down at his phone like he's not listening.

"Okay okay...now be calm" Anu said while placing our coffee in front of us on the table and everyone picked their doughnuts and coffee mugs.

She sat down again on her spot in front of me and I have to say that she's pretty good at it.

I looked away when her eyes found mine because I don't have the courage to face her weak eyes when I knew it's because of me.

"Wow yaar you all look so good..." Ananya commented looking at her tab swiping through the pics.

"Sanam Anu...you make a great couple yaar... look at this" she showed all of us a photo of us dancing together... I locked her eyes with mine when she snapped at her "No...Ananya.. we don't..and we can't!!!" and she looked at her. "Aaàh..okay okay...take it easy Anu.." Komal tried to calm her down .

I looked down at the floor blankly because I can feel Keshav's, Anushka's and Samar's eyes on me with sympathy and concern but still I said "Ya...Ananya .... leave this all yaar..let me sing a song for you" I offered which they readily agreed.

Only this could handle the situation and it was important to handle this

I am so sorry that I loved you... I am really sorry.."

Her words Rang in my mind...Making me feel guilty but...but I too loved her didn't I?

"Sanam ... you're ready right?" And I nodded at Shraddha and the others while they started asking me to sing their favorite ones.

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After singing many of their choices we finally stopped and the situation was quite alright now....

"Anu..you know right tomorrow we'll be recording?" Samar asked her and she nodded at him as a reply.

"Then.. we'll have to think of the vedio also..." Anushka said while looking at him and Keshu answered her..."Ben Has done his work with the production house...The director...and you know all that... I can't name all of them" and she nodded at him smiling.

"Anu...Why You didn't have your coffee?" She asked looking at her mug while Anu shrugged her shoulders tugging her hair behind.

"Well ...You needed this the most" she commented putting it down on the table and I heard Samar ask in a pretty concerned voice "Why... isn't she alright..What happened to her....?"

I looked up at her while she was looking at Anushka trying to stop her from saying anything further.

Anushka glanced at her saying....

"Umm...Actually she..."

"A..Anushka... Leave it yaar what are you .. doing.." she smiled at us trying to dismiss the topic .

No..I know I can't be worried for her if I hate her.

Suddenly Ananya stood up

"Okay... Guys...we must leave now...nahi toh sleepover karna padega..." and Anushka said "You can do it.. today also" and Shraddha said "No..no.. some other day.."

We all stand up to say bye to them and when they went out. Samar turned to them "Okay.. and after tomorrow's recording we're going to do some work together okay?" They both nodded at him but suddenly we heard the door opening and I saw mom.. I mean Auntie entering the room with a smile on her face.

I know her I met her before but... I know she must be mad at me for doing this...She has the right to be mad at me.

On reaching here she hugged Samar kissing her on the forehead "How's it going .. Gentleman?" She asked him while he smiled at her "Absolutely good.." this interaction made me smile .

She went on meeting Keshav complementing him for his charm and cuteness while Keshav praisedher "Oh...Samar now I know from where did Anushka and Anu got their looks...." And She laughed at him while Samar nodded at him smiling.

I looked at my phone but suddenly she stood in front of me and I didn't know what will she ask...

She pulled me in a side hug saying "Sanam how are you child?" And she kissed my forehead too.

Is this the way someone acts...when he/she's angry?

I was shocked with her behavior and I asked "You're.. you're mad at

me?" And she frowned at this "Why would I be?"

"Because.. I.." I was starting to think of answering this when I was interrupted because Anu stood up and turned around to leave making me sigh softly as I saw going upstairs.

"Are you not going to sit?" She asked and Samar laughed at this ,"We've been sitting here for hours..now"

"I.. had to do some..." She said and Anushka completed her sentence

"Important Work" making airquotes with her two fingers.

"We have some work to do and they're gonna come here again..."

Anushka looked at us and we nodded at her.

We bid our good bye to them and started leaving.

I can't imagine how she's feeling and she doesn't know how I feel but..but I loved her too and that's the truth and It's hard when you have to hate the person you loved so much once.

"Is she alright?" Samar asked Turning to Anushka as we stopped in front of out car.

"Maybe... maybe not" I looked at her confused about this.

"You're worried too?" She asked me crossing her arms and I stammered "No...why would I be.. I am not" and I saw Samar rolling his eyes at this.

"Sanam's not so good at hiding his feelings...he Surely is worried about her..." Keshav said with a grin earning a death glare from me.

"So..see ya tomorrow" she said and we nodded getting in the car.

I still remember that night...when we broke up....

She locked herself in her room untill Samar and Anushka went there and Samar took me too.

I saw how she was crying like...she died... like every thing was over for her. It always killed me to see her crying and that day I was the reason for her tears.

I blamed her.... I yelled at her ... I snapped at her but It was a mistake I didn't believe her but at least she could.

But.. something's wrong...she isn't alright..What if she is doing something harmful for herself ?

I looked out at the other vehicles on the Mumbai roads...

No.wait.

Why am I thinking this... she's not mine..and she hates me and I hate her..

I... I don't love her.

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