Anushka's Point of view:-

We both ran towards the rooms and stopped in between Sanam's room and her room.

"On one side That guy's troubling me and then these two.." Samar groans in irritation and I turned to him..

"Who Else Samar...?" I asked him looking up at him in the eyes and he looked away as he said "Ahh nothing..ya nothing"

"But Samar you" and he pointed towards Anu's door and I nodded at him and Samar knocked on Sanam's door.

After a few knocks on the door, Sanam opened the door ... I could see the exhaustion on his face but he can't clearly show his pain.."Are you mad ..!!" Samar asked him.

I know that he's worried about his sibling but ....

Sanam just looked at him without saying anything and Samar shook him "Sanam I am asking something!!!"

"Samar cool down, understand him ..he doesn't want to talk right now" I could see Sanam's shocked face when I said this but he just looked down and I stepped ahead and knocked at Anu's room's door.

After no reply.. I tried again but I couldn't get the door opened.

I called out to her and I started panicking when I didn't hear any noise..not a single noise from her room.

"Anushka take this" Samar said while giving me a key And I looked at the key on my palm.

"It's the spare key, I brought it from housekeeping"

He smiled at me and I nodded at him while Sanam didn't even give me any response at all.

God.. that's not right

I turned around with the spare key and unlocked the door and I kept my hand on the golden door knob but i looked at Samar and he nodded at me to go ahead and I braced myself for handling the situation. I turned the knob to open the door.

I entered her dark and cold room and

I looked around and turned the lights on.The open windows let the breeze come in blowing the curtains.

I saw her sitting on the floor with her back against the wall and I ran to her sitting beside her as I pushed her black hair back.

"Anu... you're alright?" She just looked at me while tears shone in her eyes .she nodded at me trying to give me a smile but I knew she was not letting us know her condition completely.

I asked her again "You're okay Anu.. right?"

I saw her closing her eyes hearing this and she looked away from us and said "Ya..what happened me.. I am okay" and I said in a soothing voice holding her shoulders "Look at me..."

She finally turned to me but her teary eyes shone and she looked at me with helplessness this time...and she wiped the tears that flowed down her cheeks.

"I don't know what to do now..di .. I don't know.. !!! Everything's over.."

Tears escape my eyes subconsciously while I rubbed her palms trying to comfort her... I wiped my tears and made her stand up slowly.I can't see her like this. I just can't.

I made her sit on the edge of the bed and suddenly Samar made her drink water...

If the elder brother is like this..Sanam..their decency... can't be bad , no way!

Their behavior shows their loyalty.

I looked at Anu while she looked down and Samar asked her "We need to Know.. Anu..what happened Suddenly?" And she looked up at me but she couldn't say anything and when I saw that she needed this ... I pulled her into a hug and she broke out crying really hard.

She looked at Samar and then me..and she inhaled trying to calm down but she couldn't.

"It wasn't my..my mistake, I j..ju.ust loved him.."

I rubbed her back whispering "I know that Anu.. I know" while I looked at Samar as he stormed out of the room taking Sanam with him.

Sanam's Point of view:-

Samar pulled me out of the room closing the door behind him but we could still hear her noise "Sanam can you see her condition?" He shouted at me and I looked at the door again.

"I surely can.." I whispered softly subconsciously and he snapped at me "No you don't!!!"

I looked up at him while he pulled me towards my room ... I did this to her? And to me also? Yes I did.but

He stood in the middle of my room with his hands folded and I knew he was mad at me..He should be and he had the full right to do so.

"It wasn't my mistake, I just loved him"

I closed my eyes as tears finally found their way out when I heard him repeating her words histericaly at me..

"Actually being a man is a matter of birth but being a loyal and decent man is a choice and ....you Mr. Sanam did this to a girl who loves you like hell.."

"You threw away a rare diamond Sanam ... counting the pebbles.."

"Bhai please..." My voice thundered the room when I shouted at him and I turned around.. I can't hear this now..

"Fine then Sanam.." I heard him say, "But she wasn't pushing herself on you..you accepted her and returned her love..you didn't had to act fake ...of you didn't love her ..you should have told her"

His words stabbed my heart but my lips are sealed.

Anushka entered the room while looking at Samar.

"Samar, you don't have the right to scold him if you are not willing to give your girl some value atleast he shared everything with her."

This confused me and I looked at Samar who said to her "Sometimes not telling the truth is way more good than troubling people" he went out saying this closing the door with a thud behind him.

She stood in front of me looking at me in the eyes "Sanam ... your truth..your loyalty..then what's this?"

I looked down listening to this not looking at her in the eyes...but I blabbered out to her.

"C..Can we talk some other time.. please" she just nodded at me quietly and went away closing my room and I stood in my room.

What happened Suddenly?

Anu's Point of view:-

I made sure I never showed my scars too much.

I locked the door knob and I slide down the door with my back against it.. I closed my eyes and felt my face again warm due to the crying and I palmed my mouth to control my sobbing.

I can't even think of living without him.. I just can't that's when I realized that I am broken so broken that I can feel it.. physically feel like a lifeless thing.

I remember clearly how in flight he talked to me..

He looks down at me and he asks me in his husky voice "What if I... I what?"

and I stammered,

"What if you.. Cheat me?

He snapped back at me making me flinch due to his voice "Excuse me.. Don't you dare say that or even think of that"

"Only.. you are the one.. Only you..understood?" And I nodded at him.

"Okay I am sorry for snapping like that on you.. But.."

"I am not like .. Them or I am not one of those boys.." I nodded quietly at him.

Tears flowed down my eyes when his words echoed in my mind again and and I palmed my mouth to Control my crying and all I could do was to sob.

"I hate you... I hate you with every piece of my heart"

But how can I ? How?

I literally feel like I can't breathe .. I just can't get over it.. I can't forget him.. I stood up using the walls ssy support and I stumbled and made my way to the balcony and I stepped out of the sliding door and all I heard was silence.

I rested my hands on the edge and I closed my eyes for a while and I felt the breeze touching me just like him...and the silence screaming his name in my ears ....

My crying made me gasp for air even in an open area with so much breeze but I don't know how can I calmed down.

What I saw today...was in front of me.. it's like in front of my eyes happening again and again and over again.

He ... really did that on purpose or?

But I remember his words...

"you also.. ignored me for sometime.. didn't you?"

"No I didn't Sanam.. I didn't ignore you..!!" I whispered softly looking around.

I sigh escapes my lips and I looked up at the stars and suddenly a thing was repeated in my mind.

I remember when I was only eight..

"Mom what's up there?"

I ask her pointing towards the stars...and Anushka followed "Ya mom so many of them.. What are these flying lights?" We both looked at mom and she laughed at us and said "They are stars..." Shut I sit up on her lap "But why so many of them?"

"That's a tough question" mom makes a serious face at us.

"These starts stand for love... Whenever there's darkness around they twinkle and sparkle their love..and beacuse there are so many people in this world so. They all stand for our loved ones sign..."

"So mom...where is dad...?" I asked and she looked up "Uhmm...among these stars.."

"Mom where's my prince?" I looked at Anushka when she asked it and I found it quite amusing and mom answered "Somewhere in the world but...you can see his sign up in the sky just like I see your dad's"

"But mom they don't always stay with us.." I said while looking at the most beautiful star..

"Sometimes...we don't see them but we know they are with us..always and forever"

"And.. " I was saying. When she said "Okay okay.. Vote do to sleep dear don't you wanna do to school tomorrow"

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But I am not one of the Disney princess mom ...and my star just vanished..

My tear drops again fell on my hands

"You forced yourself on me Sanam... what's my fault...you gripped me...You wanted me..Tell the truth"

Riya..said this...was it even true?

But his behavior with me was true ...a reality.

I suddenly felt a gaze on me .... directly on me and I turned towards my side to see Sanam...

My breathing kinda stopped that moment when I saw him gazing directly at me...I froze at my place and I looked at him while he stood there silently in a form in which no one has seen him before.

My eyes were finding something that would tell me it was a dream ...but I didn't find anything like that.

I wiped my tears and stormed inside my room... I will always try to get him out of my mind...

I hate you..

"Sanam's Point of view":-

I stepped out of my room at 7:30 trying to be the Normal Sanam ...but I kinda feel Empty...

But I hate her right?

Why... because she hates you?

She didn't believe me!!!

But you didn't control yourself...

But she could have listened to me.

I go downstairs and crossed the hall wishing the staff a good morning and entered the restaurant where the daily receptionist smiled at me.

I sit next to Samar but he acted like I am not even present here...ya I deserve this what kind of fool I am!!!

"Hey.. guys.. good morning" we looked up at Anushka who just came here with Venky with their coffee and sat with us and she greeted me with a smile and all I could do was to nod at her.

"Where's Anu?" Keshav asked to all of us and Anushka shrugged her shoulders but I didn't feel like eating and I kept the coffee mug with a thud on the table ruining my own light blue shirt and I stood up instantly with that patch on my shirt and I excused myself from them.

I went up again to our floor... I always proove I am a fool don't I?

I thought looking at my shirt and that's when I walked into somebody and I instantly blabbered a Sorry.

"It's Okay" I heard a similar noise but when, I looked back I couldn't see anyone but I started feeling more bad because whose that soft noise was...who will identify his girlfriend whom he just left acting like a foolish guy.

I am gonna talk to that Riya and Anika about this planning of theirs...

I went into my room and changed into a fresh black shirt and pulled up the cuffs to my elbows and I smiled at myself...

"Sanam please don't fold your shirt sleeves to your elbows... please"

I rose my left eyebrow at her and asked "And why ..Miss Agnihotri?"

She frowned at me "Amm..umm.. I.. think"

"You don't like it?" I asked pulling her near to me and she said, "Cause ...cause.. I.."

I finally answered her,

"It's..your weakness... and that's why I do it always.."

I chuckled at her and she kept her hands on my jawline and I finally pulled her up as she gasped due to the sudden jerk and I locked my lips with her soft ones...

"Sanam!! Can I come in?" I heard Anushka's noise and opened the door instantly and let her in...

"So... you're ready to go home?" And I nodded at her while she sat down on the edge of the bed.

"With so much weight on your mind and heart?"

I looked at her totally uncomfortable with this and she asked again "I know it wasn't your fault...and I need to know what actually happened?"

I looked down at the floor thinking about my answer when I blabbered our "It wasn't my fault... COMPLETELY.." she had a assuring look on her face as she signalled me to go ahead and so I did.

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After sometime:-

"Okay Mr. Junior Puri..so it wasn't you fault completely..but it was your fault" and I said "I know that" which sounded very regretting and I knew it was.

"Okay..but we'll handle it" she assured me and I looked at her and I said "No..I Don't love her"

I see her folding her arms "This means you hate her Sanam? " and I looked at her and finally said "Ya.. I hate her .. I do hate her forever"

instead of becoming sad I saw a smirk on Anushka's face and this confused me she came near me and looked up at me while I tried to act normal..

"Let's see for how long do you hate each other..."

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