A/N- Omg! Warisha updated two days in a row?! 😱😱😱

Haha! Yes I did. Coz now that Sanam & Warisha is 'Living their past' and this made me remember my past where I use to give double updates or 3 updates per week! So yeah! AN EARLY UPDATE HERE!

P.S- If you know about the contest then Read the author note at the end of the chapter. 😉

And yes! Listen to the song in the media because IT IS JUST PERFECT for 'Living My Fantasy'.

I heard it long ago and wanted to share it with you all. So, go and listen and tell me what do you think, it goes with this story or not?

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"I came back looking for you but you already left, seeing the wrong side of everything that happened."

She turned running to me and hugged me tightly "I'm sorry, Sanam. I am so sorry. " she said while crying, "I'm such a bad-"

"No, you're not. " I interrupted her, "You were right at your place. "

"No, no. I wasn't. I should have shown trust on you and asked you about it before loosing my temper."

"And I should have given you another chance instead of leaving you in your vulnerable state. " I closed my eyes trying to stop that image of hers that was appearing in front of me. Her messed room, broken items scattered everywhere and her cry.

"I deserved that! "

"No, you didn't. You didn't deserve any of that. " I whispered to her softly, running my hand over her back to calm her. She war crying silently and even I wasn't able to stop my tears.

"Then do I deserve what you are doing now, Sanam? " she asked innocently.

"No, you don't. "

"Then please stop. Please." She looked at me with her pleading eyes, "please. "

"Don't do this, Warisha. Please don't. I don't-"

"You don't do what you are doing! " she stood away.

"I can't. It's good for you."

"But you are best for me, Sanam!You cannot ask me to settle for good when I know what's best for me. " She said angrily. She was now struggling to stand steadily.

Am I really best for her? In spite of my cold behavior towards her, she still love me the same.

"You're tired. "

"Yes, I'm tired of your ignorance towards me, Sanam. Tired of your hate! " she said as her tears rolled down her cheek. I walked to her and wiped her tears, "Hey, I don't hate you. I can never do that. "

"Then show me that you love me na! I miss you, Sanam. " she whispered, "I miss you." Her drowsy eyes stopped at my lips as I said, "I miss you, too. "

She was raising her face up, close to mine. I tried to stop her, "Warish-"

"Sshh.. Don't. " she requested.

As much I missed her but I know that she won't remember anything about what was happening right now when she wakes up and neither of us was sober. Even I didn't know what I was doing or saying. Alcohol made my mind take a break and I was listening to my heart that was filled with my love for her.

"Warisha.. No. " I said softly. She chuckled stepping back, "okay! " she grinned. "I forgot that you are not mine anymore. I'll kiss my other crushes.. "

God! She is so bad with alcohol. Her emotion are on roller coaster! Now from the senti- heartbroken Warisha she was back to childish one.

"Samar! " she grinned, "I'll kiss Samar! "

Thank God that she only gets drunk with she is with me.

Wiping my unshed tears I said, "He's engaged. Suman won't like that. "

"Oh.. Yeah... Right. Then who? Who else is my crush? " she began thinking and I kept looking at her, "No one.. " she said with a frown, "Then.. I'll kiss Sahil! He is not engaged. "

"He is my brother. " I pointed. I knew she didn't mean anything that she was saying and I should be angry that the girl I love is naming guys she wish to kiss but I was laughing at it.

"So what? Woh tumhara Bhai hai mera nahi. " she laughed heartily and even I chuckled, "Apne ex k bhai ko kiss karogi. Don't you have any shame? "

She frowned and then she brightly said, "Aray haa! Armaan! I'll kiss Armaan! Neither he is engaged nor he is your brother! Yay!! " she jumped while clapping.

"Thank God that Samar is engaged warna mujhse breakup ke baad tum use hi date karna start kar deti. "

She giggled, "Why not? He is so hot! " she said dreamily and sat on floor patting the space beside her asking me to sit and I sat there.

"You know I love boys... With shy smile.. "

I have shy smile.

"Curly hair."

Mere bhi hai.

"Dimples. "

Rehne do.

I was looking at her while she dreamingly continued her talk. "Oh! Those daydreaming eyes. Where I can get lost and forget about this world. The eyes that looks at me and makes me feel that I am beautiful. " she looked at me with a smile. "You know what? "

"What? "

"I'm feeling that I'm beautiful."

I smiled, "So.. You're getting lost in my eyes? " and she nodded a yes.

Our eyes locked with each other and I was forgetting all our bad days, all our problems looking in her glistening eyes. She said that she is getting lost in my eyes but the trust was otherwise or maybe both of us where right. The space between us were decreasing as our breath tangled and she closed her eyes. I held my breath for a second before our lips met.

"I love you, Warisha." I whispered to her after moving apart. She smiled as a drop of tear escaped from her eyes and she wrapped her arms around my neck, "Sanam, I love too. You.. You don't know.. What you did right now. "

"I said what I feel for you then why are you crying? "

" 'Cause it was always me.. Who said these words... When... When you walked away with her (Natasha) that day. You reminded me that add.. Adding a 'too' followed by those words were no big deal for you. And.. And I.. I.. " she sobbed hiding her face in my chest.

I didn't even know how much my words use hurt her. She use to take all my words so deeply.

Enough of this suffering Sanam. It's better if you end this. My heart told me.

But she's better without me.

Oh really? Look at her. Do she looks like she is better?

Holding her crying figure in my arms made me realize what a big mistake I did when I walk out from her life and ended everything between us.

She use to forget all her fears, all her anxiety when she use to be with me. She use to laugh in arm, hide herself while blushing, forget everything in my arms but never cry. Huh! She never use to cry at first place and even if she did, I use to be the first person she comes to but that day, when she ran to Samar, and cried in his arms. I thought that I lost her forever but no.. No, It was always me who she wanted. Everytime; but I was blind to see that.

I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't even realize she had fallen asleep in my arms. I smiled brushing the hair off her face and whispered:

"If you remember everything, every moment that we shared in here next morning. Then I promise that I will end all our suffering and all our pain."

But what if she won't? Then I would let it go as it is going....? Because I don't have the courage to tell her that she was wrong after doing so many wrong things to her just because of her single mistake.

Some part of me wanted her to remember everything while other told me it's better if she don't but I didn't listen to any. It's her who is going decide what happens tomorrow.

"Just remember everything, love. " I kissed her forehead and leaning my on the desk behind I closed my eyes with her in my arms after so long.

A/N- So.....!! Sanam finally decided to end their misery. Yay!!!

But being Sanam, he kept the condition that ONLY IF Warisha remembers everything.

What do you guys think? Will she remember everything next morning or not?

Let me know you what do you guys think!

And also... Many of you seemed excited for the contest so I'm ready to host it!

So the contest is regarding this 👇

Remember this forgotten trailer? 😂😂

So guys watch this trailer carefully and on next update there would be some questions about it.

You gotta watch it and remember what you see and answer the question! 😁 Simple no?

Haha good luck! ❤