I have nothing left of mine

My soul, my heart, my smile,

My tears, my mind;

Everything about me belongs to you.

The only thing that I really have mine is your memories.

Warisha's POV

It was my turn to cook today, so, I was in kitchen preparing lunch for the Puri brothers and myself. I turned to look at them who were sitting on sofa cum bed and playing games. Seriously, kitni mehnat karte hai. I shook my head at them as I concentrated on the vegetables. Ugh! I'm tired of eating vegetables! I want chicken but this vegan; I glared at Sanam, whose all focus was on the T.V screen and his hand handling the controller so professionally. It's been four days to that incident and... I'm quite normal around him because I know that he's faking his image. Sanam can never be the person which he is trying to portray.

After adding the required ingredients, I covered the utensil and went to wash my hand, when the doorbell jingled. I thought that anyone between Samar and Sanam will answer it but when they didn't, I had to call, "Samar, There's someone on door! "

"Warisha... Main game nai chor sakta.. Please tum dekhlo. " he replied while gaming with his brother. I looked at him with a frown, "Seriously boy? I'm cooking! " I snapped.

"And we are gaming." Both the brother said in sing a song tone and they bell rang again. I threw the towel angrily after wiping my hand and walking towards door.

When I opened the door, the person standing outside suddenly hugged me. My jaws hung open in shock and my eyebrows knits together.

"Aray Samar, tu itna chota aur lakdi jaisa patla kabse hogaya? " the person spoke.

I was so taken aback that not even a single word came from my mouth and that's when I heard Samar and Sanam's voice.

"Abe Sahil tu! " they almost screamed in excitement.

Sahil? Is this their cousin Sahil? I thought.

Still holding me in a hug he said in a surprised tone, "Samar-Sanam? Tum dono waha ho to yeh... " and then he realized that he was actually hugging a girl and that's me. He let go off me and apologized, "Oh Warisha! I'm so sorry. I thought Samar or Sanam honge. Maine yaha kisi ladki ko expect nahi kiya tha."

I just gave an awkward smile. He was right because no one expects a girl opening the door of the house where two bachelor guy lives.

"By the way, I'm a big fan of yours. Ek selfie milegi? " he said but without waiting for a reply he took a selfie and I was looking a CONFUSED AATMA in that picture.

By the time, Samar and Sanam came to us and Sanam happily hugged him, "Mere bhai! " he patted his back in a bone crushing hug. I thought that they were not allowed to pause the game few seconds ago. I glared at them.

"Manas! " Sahil hugged back and then approached to Samar.

In between those three guys, I was standing there awkwardly. I didn't know what to do; so, I decided to head back towards kitchen.

"Tu yaha kaise? " Sanam asked with a grin. I smiled because after a long time I was seeing him this happy.

"Delhi me bore horaha tha to socha yaha.. Apne bhaiyo ke pass aajau."

"Bohout acha socha! " Samar said keeping his arm over his shoulder and walking in while Sanam closed the door and kept Sahil's luggage inside.

"Saale! Tujhe ek ladki aur humme koi fark nahi lagta? " Samar joked about what happened moments ago.

"Laga tha bhai, laga tha... But abhi.. Bohout zoro ki bhook lagi hai. Kuch khila de please. " he said while running his hand over his stomach in circular motion. "Game! " he looked delighted as he hopped on couch taking a controller in his hand. I saw Sanam and Samar looking at each other and then in a blink of eye, Samar was sitting beside Sahil with the other controller and Sanam standing there, glaring at them. I couldn't help myself but chuckle and Sanam looked at me and my eyes instantly moved to the food that I was cooking.

"Please koi khana dedo." Sahil cried again.

"Warisha, aur kitni der? " Samar asked, now in a challenge with Sahil.

"It's almost done." I said as I put the flames off.

"Yaar.. Don't mind me, but maine suna tha that You and Warisha had broken up, par yaha-"

I stood there frozen, looking at Sanam who interrupted Sahil's word saying, "Tune kaha suna?"

Still concentrating on game Sahil replied, "Tum celebrities newspaper padhte ho ya nahi? It's all over there since like what?... Three months, maybe? " he said casually.

Oh Lord! Does that mean my family had also came across this? But I talk with them frequently and never for once they rose this topic. Uhm...

"We did and now I'm with Natasha. " Sanam enlightened Sahil and I just wanted to stomp away from there but instead, I picked plates and bowls to serve.

"Haa woh bhi padha.. Your ex turned present girlfriend is making sure that everybody knows that you two are dating but Warisha ko yaha dekh kar mujge laga-"

He interrupted Sahil again, "uske apartment ka paperwork chal raha that's why she's staying here for sometime."

"I won! " Samar announced.

"Shit yaar! Sanam teri wajah se main haar gaya! " Sahil threw the controller.

"Maine kya kiya? "

Being annoyed of their discussion and gaming; I snapped, "Cooking ki turn meri thi but you guys can help me with serving AT LEAST! "

Sanam was turning when Sahil hopped off the couch saying, "let me do the pleasure." He jogged and stood beside me, picking the plates and giving me a warm smile. I returned his gesture as both of us carried plates and casseroles, keeping it on dining table.

Samar and Sanam sat on chair, Sahil was coming again when I said, "Aap bhi-"

"Tum, call me tum." He stated.

I found it really awkward, "Aap-"

"Tum."

"Aa-"

But instead of Sahil, this time my words were interrupted by Sanam, "Tum dono yeh 'Aap-tum' hi karte rahoge ya aaj khana bhi milega?" He snapped.

"Aa.. H.. Tum bhi baith jayo unke saath. Bas pani lana hai. " I fumbled with my words, walking towards fridge and Sahil took his seat beside Sanam while I came back with two bottles of water; thinking :

What's with this cousin brother and their problem with 'Aap'. I remember my conversation with Sanam when he asked me to address his as 'Tum' instead of aap.

I sat beside Samar and everyone helped themselves with the food. Everyone began to eat their food quietly but as Sahil took the first bite, he completed me, "Umm... This food is delicious, Warisha."

I smiled in reply muttering a thank you.

"Sabzi me namak kam hai." Sanam pointed, sprinkling a little amount of salt. I frowned taking another bite while Samar backed me, "Nahi to... Namak to usual hai."

"Mujhe kam lagi.. "

"Acha stop." I said in between, "don't nag while eating."

Sanam rolled his eyes going back to his food while Samar gave me an assuring smile. He has been my saviour all this time, trying to make things less awkward between us but Sanam, he is being a stubborn! Ignoring my existence! But I won't give up. If that bitc.. I mean Natasha can do such low things to get him back. Then my love for him should get another chance, right?

After lunch, the first thing I did was to call Ameera. I needed to know what's going on with my family. Do they know about my breakup with Sanam or not. And if they do then why didn't they ask me or how did they take it?

I was very nervous as I held my phone to my ears. She answered, "hey War! What's up, girl? "

"Don't ask. Tell me something!"

"What? " she asked and I could literally imagine her knitting her eyebrows together and holding her phone tightly.

"What's my relationship status, accordingly to you? "

"Fangirl! " she exclaimed and I sighed, "So you know... "

"Everyone knows. Come on! "

"Umm.. Then why didn't anyone ask me about it? " I asked.

"Because none of us wanted to recall it. We thought if we don't make you talk about it, then may be.. You'll get over-

"Don't you dare to complete what you are saying! I can never get over him! I love him dammit! How can you or anyone else can just think that I can or will stop loving Sanam! Are you guys out of your mind?"

"We are out of our mind? " she taunts, "what about you? He is dating some Singh, Warisha! He has moved on and so should you."

I exhaled slowly, "listen Ameera. I would have happily moved on if they were actually in love; which they are NOT!" I almost screamed.

"How could YOU say that, that they love each other or not? " she was wasn't ready to give up and neither was I;

"Because I... I just know. Sanam is not Sanam when he is with her... not the Sanam that we know." I said the last part and then I disconnected the call because I got what I needed.

My mind recalled that day when Sanam's words were nothing less than venom. It had the tendency to kill me and believe me it would have killed me if I didn't know about Natasha's web. She must have said something to Sanam which made him behave the way he did.

Even in our last kiss, which he labeled as my punishment to hurt his 'love' Natasha was no where a punishing kiss. It felt more like a promise, a promise that we won't forget each other, what we had.. what we feel for each other. It was a kiss of true love.

I felt moisture in eyes and as I turned wiping it away; a sudden chill ran down my spine when I saw the person standing in front of me.

"Sanam." I breath his name.

He started taking slow steps towards me and almost whispering, "So you think that I don't love Natasha? "

I gulped nervously, taking my steps back, "I.. I don't think that." I said, he raised his left brow questioning and I continued; "I know. I know that you don't love her." I said confidently looking into his eyes.

I reached the end of the room with my back resting on the wall and he kept coming close, holding our gaze. His every steps towards me was making my heart hammer. I could feel sweat beads forming on back of neck while my throat felt dry. I was feeling the way I felt in tower that evening; The best day of live.

My breath cut off when he stood so close to me, I didn't broke our eye contact and neither did he.

"What makes you think that you know me so well? "

"Because in this twenty-two years of my life, I have spend eight years of it loving you."

"You mean stalking? "

I shook my head, "I think, I was clear enough when I said loving you."

His eyes was looking at me weakly as he asked, "Why can't you just hate me? "

"How can you expect me to hate someone, who always taught people to spread love, peace and smile."

"But I have given you so many reasons to hate me."

I let out a soft chuckle, "You needed to give me reasons to hate you but I don't need any reason to love you. And even if I do; then there are infinite reason to love you."

A/N- Whoa! Am in love with the line that Warisha said..😍

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