《Living My Fantasy》66. A lie
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"She's coming, Sanam. Tum decide karlo tumhe kya karna hai." I said this to him.
He looked at me for a short but tense moment and then he pulled me in a hug. I smiled to myself wrapping my arms around his shoulder and burying my face in crook of his neck. It has always been easy to manipulate you, Sanam.
I raised my eyes briefly and saw Warisha coming towards us angrily.
"Is she coming? " he asked me in whisper and I replied with a slight nod. He then pulled me closer, I closed my eyes feeling his touch. It was only a touch. It didn't had any feeling in it. I knew that he was doing all this for her but I also knew that sooner or later, he'd me mine again; like before. I gasped when a tight grip made me pull apart from Sanam forcefully; pushing me away from him, "Get off him you bitch!" Warisha spat.
"You! " I raised my finger at her and she stood in front of me. Her eyes red with anger, "What? " she demanded. The cold threat in her voice scared me. Making me lower my finger which I raised.
Sanam called her name, "What are you doing, Warisha?"
She turned to him, "You are asking me that what am I doing?"
"What are you doing, Sanam? Kyu nahi bola mujhe that this bitch pretended to me that night! Why didn't you snap at me, telling my mistake clearly instead of doing what you did?! " she asked him while her angry tears rolled down to her cheeks. "Why?.... Why? "
"How dare you to call me a bitch? " I groaned pulling her to face me fully and when I did; there was a loud thud and after a second, I was shocked. My hand were on my cheeks which was burning red because she slapped me.
"You better keep quiet! " she warned me coldly. I kept looking at her wide eyed, my jaws hung open. Ignoring me she faced Sanam again.
I wasn't able to believe that this little bitch had actually slapped me.
"Sanam.. " she held his face in between her palms, making him look at herself, "I have realized my mistake. I now know that it was my fault... My fault that I believed the partial truth. I believed in that kiss but I never tried to know the real situation... Your situation. I'm sorry." She said in small voice and pleaded, "End this misery, Sanam. Please... "
His sad, tired eyes were looking in hers. It was unreadable. I wasn't able to make what was he thinking. I was scared that he'd change his mind. They way they were looking at each other. She had tears in her eyes and I had a feeling that Sanam was hiding his.
"Please forgive me....I'll never ever do that again..I - I won't behave stupidly..and..and I'll behave maturely. I promise." Her voice had guilt and pain in it.
"I know that you still love me, Sanam. Stop punishing me and yourself." She rested her face against his chest, crying silently.
I wasn't able to say anything. I just stood there, praying that Sanam sticks to what I tried to make him do.
He gently broke their hug, "No, I don't." He said plainly. My heart felt relieved and I exhaled my tension. Thank God.
It was now her turn to be shocked, she shook her head. "You're lying." Her voice was barely audible.
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Sanam chuckled humorlessly, "why'd I lie, huh? I.. I don't love you." He said to her, again. Thank God that she was not looking in his eyes because his eyes were telling a completely different story than his words.
"Lie." She said again, now looking at him.
Sanam took a deep breath, rolling his eyes he took steps away from her and close to me. When he crossed her and his back was facing Warisha, he said, "This is the truth. You believe it or not-"
"I choose not to.. " she affirmed. "A lie is a lie, Sanam. "
"This lie is the truth which you don't want to accept." He tried to sound cold and emotionless while his eyes were twinkling with the unshed tears.
"You mean to say that.. That everything between us was a lie? " she asked completely broken and he just replied with a nod, still facing his back towards her and eyes that were looking at me were giving me chills. It was dark and angry. If he could have then he'd have definitely killed me by now with those eyes full of rage.
"Everything? " she asked again and he replied with the same action.
"Everything? " she asked yet again with her voice cracking. Sanam turned furiously. I took a step forward to stop him; scared that he would hug her or something, but to my relief, he held her harshly by her forearms making her look in his angry eyes. Eyes that were angry on me but he was using it well.
"Yes, everything was lie. How could you even think that a person like me will love you? Huh? " he asked through gritted teeth, with a disgusted look. She was looking at him with tears rolling down her cheeks.
"But you-"
"But I what?" He pulled her even closer. His cold behavior towards Warisha was making me shiver in fear. No one could have guessed that this person loves her...a lot. "I found you interesting, that's why I asked you to accomplish us with our tour in your city. All thanks to your stupid cellphone that you caught my eye."
"Say whatever you want to Sanam, but I know that this is not you." She said confidently, not accepting a single word.
Why do she had to be so stubborn?
He let out a soft cold chuckle, leaving her in a harsh jerk, "You think you know me? "
"Yes I know you! I know that you love me and all this-"
"I don't love you! " he barked.
"If you don't love me then what was with your behavior in the tower, huh? "
He held her again, "Because you were ignoring me! And I couldn't take that a commoner like you were ignoring me, The Sanam Puri. "
Her eyes were looking at him with shock but it still had believe that everything that he was saying was lie.
"So.. All th-"
"Was a payback. THAT KISS.. was a payback and nothing else." He completed her sentence, with addition of something that no girl would like hear.. ever..
"Lie." She said again and Sanam growled. "You waited for me all those years.. You were looking for me.. Woh bhi jhuth tha? "
He laughed at this sentence, "waited? What? " he looked at her with carrying a crook smile, he was looking a devil at that time. Devil who was spitting venom, "waited? Have you forgotten about all those link-ups dear? " he raised his eyebrows at her, "those weren't rumours or lie but truth. I did date each and every name that were mentioned. Okay?" He bent to match her eye level and gave her a single nod.
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She was staring at him, lost of words. Even I was shocked with this phase of Sanam. I always knew that he could anything for the person he love, but to this limit; I never expected. I never thought that he'd accept all those rumors just to make her hate him.
"And looking? " he asked amused, "why'd I look for you? It was a mere coincidence that I came to perform in your school."
"And..? " she demanded for more lies.
"And.. And I saw you. I was just out from one of my many relationship so I decided that instead of looking for a new one, why not give you a chance? " he shrugged his shoulder. "And you should feel lucky... Because you were the longest that I dated."
"And in that long period, do you remember that how many time you said that you love me... That was also a lie?" she asked.
"What Love? I never said, I love you... " his voice was soft when he said those words but he quickly overcame it, "It was you who always did; and I.. I just use to add a 'too' which I do during all my performances. Not a very big deal for me, right? Because at the end of the day, you were only a teenage fangirl, blinded by the charm of her idol."
"Stop it! " Warisha screamed, "just stop!" She was taking deep breaths and her tears were just not ready to stop and I was feeling anything but guilty because I wanted Sanam back in my life at any cost. "You know what Sanam? I don't believe a single word that you said because I know that everything is a lie! " she snapped.
"The kind of person that you are trying to portray right now in front of me, you can never be that.. Not even in parallel world!"
"What. Ev. Er. " he breath near her and then he turned, walking towards me.
Warisha stood there, motionless, crying silently with quivering lips as it barely said, "Sanam... "
I was able to make it because I was looking at her but for Sanam, he closed his eyes and a drop of tear escaped from his eyes, as if he knew that Warisha had said his name.
"Sanam.. " she whispered again and this time, he turned towards Warisha and holding her by waist, he pulled her close to him and cupping her face, he kissed her. I gaped. I didn't know what was happening. Just a second ago I thought that everything was in my favor but now, it wasn't. Her hands tightened around his shoulder; just like me, Sanam's action was unexpected for her as well. I moved closed to them; ready to ask that what was happening but just then Sanam broke the kiss. Both of them were breathless.
I fisted my palms while gritting my teeth to control my anger. What the hell is happening here? Warisha was still in trauma, her eyes looking down and Sanam brought his lips close to her ear and said in hushed voice, "take this as your last gift from me but for me, this was for hurting my love." And he held my hand and stood beside me.
"I hope that her slap didn't hurt you... " his eyes shifted from me to her, "..love."
I shook my head in reply. If Sanam can hurt Warisha to this level to save her only; then what is he going to do with me for landing them in this situation. Thinking about it made my blood drain out from my body.
He turned, pulling me along with him and walking towards my car. I turned back to steal a last glance of Warisha. She wasn't crying anymore. It was as if she was... Lifeless. But then she walked in our direction again made Sanam face her in a jerk.
"What the hell is wrong with you?! She pushed him. I stood a few step away, remembering the slap. Sanam was looking at her confusedly. "Haa hogayi thi galti mujhse, Sanam. Mujhe waise react karne k pehle tumse baat karni chahiye thi; puchna chahiye tha... Tumhari baat sunni chahiye thi but I behaved like some immature kid, which I AM! Tum khud kehte ho na? But ek galti k liye mujhe itni bari saza mat do. Mujhse meri jeene ki wajah mat cheeno Sanam. Mat cheeno."
Sanam inhaled deeply. I stretched my hand to hold his but he dismissed with a slight movement. "Main tumse koi jeene ki wajah nahi cheen raha."
"Aray tum ho meri jeene ki wajah! Pyaar ka matlab bhi nahi jaanti thi tabse tumhe pyaar karti hoon. Love was just a word me and you gave it the meaning! You made me know the feeling of being in love." She moved her hand on her hair. "Kaise samjhau tumhe? Kaise...?"
"Sanam..let's go." I said timidly.
"Tu muh bandh rak apna." She glared again and then turned to Sanam.
"Sanam, whatever happened before; both of us are responsible for that. If I didn't give you any chance to explain yourself then, you also didn't try to solve it." She nodded, trying to make him understand, "but if you decide to... " she pointed me with her eyes, "go with her today then it'll be your mistake."
She didn't say any word after that. Both of them were looking at each other. It seemed that the time was frozen between them.
What is he going to decide?
Sanam's eyes shifted between me and her and after that, he held my hand. My heart jilted at that moment and my lips had a big smile whereas, Warisha stared at us blankly.
Sanam got in driving seat after taking the keys from me and he drove the car out from her sight, with me. Everything was worth it but, will he ever forget that all this happened because of me.
"No... I won't." He looked at me with his dark eyes and I felt my body getting numb under his stare.
A/N- Hello... 😅😅😅 Okay.. I know I am evil for doing all this and making Sanam & Warisha suffer 🙈🙈
Warisha didn't believe a single word that Sanam said and Sanam did all this so that Warisha won't loathe herself for not trusting him but he isn't realizing that she will always hate herself thinking that it all happened because of her single mistake.
Let me know your thoughts. What do you all think Warisha and Sanam will do after Sanam's decision?
Will Warisha try to get him back or give up?
Will Sanam realize HIS mistake?
You will know it very soon 😁😁 I'm not that evil after all. But I can't promise that you'll be happy or not after knowing the further :v Ahh 🙈🙈
Pleaseeee...
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