《Living My Fantasy》60. Wait & Watch
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Warisha's POV
"Are you okay? Lagi to nahi? " Sanam asked me as he gave his hand to help me to stand.
I escaped meeting his eyes because I'm sure that he would know I was crying and I didn't want that to happen. I stood up on my own. "Uh.. Yeah. I'm okay."
He shrugged his shoulder, sliding his hand inside his pocket "Good." And walked out from there closing the door behind.
"What was that?"
I looked at Samar who asked me the question "what was what? "
"What you did." He kept the papers on table while walking towards me.
I took a seat near him "What did I do?" I sniffed picking up the papers and reading the notes (musical).
"Sanam ne apna haath aage badaya and instead of accepting you rejected it. Hmm? "
I focused on the papers in my hand "Samar.. Uski zarorat nahi thi-" he snatched the paper from my hand.
"Zaroorat hai tum dono ko ek-dusre se baat karne ki." He said sincerely.
I looked at him "Baat karne ke liye kuch nahi raha Samar. We are over." Saying the last part was like someone has choked me.
"You two can never be over Warisha! You love each other. God!" He said in frustrated tone.
How can I tell him what I saw yesterday. Sanam kissing that.. That Natasha. "Samar please... " I pleaded him to stop this topic.
"Don't 'please' me. You have to tell me what happened between you two." He said firmly. His action told me that I can't get away from him without telling him what actually happened and I didn't want anyone to know about that.
"We broke up because... Because we don't love each other! "
Samar was getting angry with me. I could guess it from his voice "You two don't love each other? Wow." He said faking his astonishment. "Tell me."
"I saw him kissing someone!" I snapped angrily getting up from my seat.
"Natasha?"
I closed my eyes after listening her name and nodded in reply.
"Oh god. Warisha... " Samar held my forearm turning me to face him "Tumhe usse baat karni chahiye thi. He loves you yaar! "
This conversation was killing me. I wasn't ready to talk about them right now.
"Samar.. I.. "
"Are you ready?" Venky and Keshav came in followed by Sanam.
"We'll talk about this later." Samar said in low voice and I nodded "Yeah.. "
"Good then! Let's start! " Venky announced taking my words as his answer.
We all started again but it was just not happening.
"Warisha... What's wrong man? Ek kaam karo, you take rest. It's time for other singer. We can't just be stuck with your track okay? " Venky said softly and I nodded.
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Picking my bag from there I said "I'm sorry guys.. "
Samar patted my back "Take care."
I smiled in reply and when my eyes met Sanam's, he just looked away. I blinked a few time to stop my eyes from getting teary. I was about to walk out when someone entered and said that the particular singer will be late.
"Great! " Venky exhaled.
Venky is very passionate about music and both Sanam and Venky gets easily annoyed if things isn't happening well.
Just when I was about to leave, the door opened and the person informed that the promised singer would be late for her recording.
"Uh Warisha. Let's try again? " Venky asked.
"Okay."
"Try the other track." Samar suggested.
"What?!" The other three snapped. "Are you mad? She and sad song is like snowfall in Rajasthan." Sanam joked.
Samar raised his eyebrows at Sanam and that was enough to make him understand that he's damn serious about what he said. Sanam shrugged his shoulder "whatever. Go ahead."
Venky gave an astonished look giving me scales and all. I was nervous, very nervous. Peppy songs were my thing and if I couldn't do it right now then how can I sing something which is not even my thing.
After some minutes I was ready to enter the recording room. Samar's expression said that he was very sure that I would pull the song, while other's were unhappy.
I know what I decided today was unacceptable for anyone who knows Warisha but I don't know why I had an inner feeling that she could do it. Everyone was taking it lightly but it was a huge move for me.
I was waiting for her to start very impatiently while maintaining my normal composer in front of everyone.
'Tere bin na rahi kabhi..
Tere bin na reh sehkungi..'
She started leaving everyone surprised and awestruck. I hit my palms on table "Yes! "
Sanam looked at me and I flashed a winning smile. He shook his head and focused on Warisha again.
'Tere bin na jiya kabhi.. Tere bin na jee sakungi.
Tute dil ki awaaz ko sun.. Tu sun to sahi. '
"Whoa! When did that happen? " Venky whispered, completely shocked with her voice.
'Shikwa nahi kisi se, kisi se gila nahi..
Naseeb mein nahi tha jo humko mila nahi... Shikwa nahi kisi se'
"Her tute dil ki awaz is heartbreaking. Good decision Samar." Keshu commented.
"I know right?"
"Will you two stop?" Sanam whispered annoyingly and three of us smirked. His eyes were saying that he wasn't happy with what just happened.
'Tu na milpaya.. Yaadein milgayi, Teri... Yaadein milgayi..
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Tanhaiyaan mili hai tum na mile mujhe, tum na mile.'
'Tute dil ki awaaz ko sun.. Tu sun to sahi
Armaan tha humko jiska woh mila nahi...'
Venky was about to interrupt but I stopped him.
"Let it be."
"But its 'khawab' not 'Sanam'."
"It's making sense and has emotions. Very real." I said the last part looking at Sanam.
Warisha was carried away with the song and emotions as I thought and what mistake she did there made my move 1000 times successful. Sanam looked at me. His eyes were angry and sad at same time. He knew what made Warisha get connected to the song so much and with the mistake in lyrics, it was confirmed.
"Please tell me that I'm not reason behind the pain in her voice." Sanam whispered softly.
Keshav smiled warmly "You know it already."
He closed his eyes taking in deep breath.
Sanam tu uski singing me aye change ke liye itna guilty feel kar raha. What would you do if I show you her painful state? I thought. I'll surely bring you two together again. SaSha can never leave each other.
'Tujhse juda hoke jau main kidhar.. Tere bina, jau main kidhar.
Tadapti hi rahu phiru main darbadar haayee.. Phiru main darbadar.'
'Tute dil ki awaaz ko sun tu sun to sahi.. Woh chahto ka har pal ab silsila nahi.. Naseeb mein nahi tha jo, humko mila nahi.. '
She hangs the headphones and turns her back towards us. Her hand's movement told that she was wiping her tears. Sanam was looking at her continuously without even blinking.
"That was great! " Venky clapped and she faced us again with that. She walked out from there towards us carrying a warm smile.
"So Warisha is back! " Venky hugged her.
"Yeah... With 'dard' in her voice." I added.
She just smiled at us. Probably thinking that her voice would betray her.
"How was it guys?" She asked nervously.
"It was fab! Kaise hua yeh?" Venky asked still unknown to their break up. She shrugged murmuring a 'yuhi'.
"I should go now." She said unsurely.
"We have to do some work.. Uh.. Sanam can go." Venky said.
"It's okay."
"Venky... They broke up." I enlightened him. He took a second to register my words "What?! "
"I should really go. Bye." Warisha left saying that. Sanam's eyes followed her and taking a chance I mumbled "Jaana hai toh chala jaa. We can manage here."
Venky was still confused with the news "Did you really Sanam?"
Sanam exhaled "Guys, end this topic. Please." He was angry or irritated, it was hard to guess as he left the room.
"Sanam..." Keshu called but I stopped him "Let him go. Warisha ke pass hi jaa raha hoga."
Venky was still not accepting it "Did they really? But why? "
I flashed a witty smile "Don't worry Venky. This break up won't last long."
"And how?" Keshu asked.
"Wait and watch."
"We have to do something. I cannot see them like this."
"We'll definitely do something Keshu. Just wait for the perfect time." I smiled.
I have recorded a sad song. I cannot believe it! There was a strange connection with the song. Maybe be because of...
"Warisha..! "
"Sanam?" I said under my breath and turning back to see him. He was jogging but as I stopped, he slowed his pace, walking normally towards me. My heartbeat was going crazy seeing him, feeling his eyes on me.
Please don't do this. Please me normal. Tute dil please be normal. No?
"Warisha!" He said again stopping a couple foot away from me. Which was really weird. I clutched the strap of my sling bag, my eyes looking down.
"Umm.. Yeah?"
"Look at me... "
Chewing my inner cheeks for no reason or maybe just because I was nervous, slowly I raised my head to look at his intense eyes. When I met his eyes, my eyes dropped again automatically.
Sanam, don't do this. Just let me go. I cannot stand this distance between us. Please.
He was moving his hand briefly as if stopping it from doing something. But doing what?
Holding me?
What am I even thinking!
"You don't even want to see my face now, okay. I just wanted to say that Kal.. " My eyes immediately looked at him with some hope after listening the last word "Kal?" I asked him to continue.
"Kal.. Woh tumhe.. uh.. Kal.. "
"Kal kya Sanam?" I asked him hopefully.
"Kal tumhe mera saath ek song record karna. Yaad hai na? "
"Oh.. you mean tomorrow..?"
"Yeah.. tumhe kya laga?"
Mujhe laga ke bite kal ke bare me baat karna chahte the.
"Mujhe? Kuch bhi to nahi." I said with a smile on my face.
He nodded "okay..."
"Bas yahi kehna tha? "
"Nahi woh main kehna chahta ke tumne galat socha.. " he dropped his sentence in between and the continued again "galat socha that you can't sing sad song. You were good today."
"Thanks to you." I mumbled looking sideways.
"What?"
I looked at him again "Thank you! I said thank you."
"Oh! Okay."
I left out a deep breath. "Okay. Bye..?"
"Haa.. Bye."
I turned to walk again with a little hope in my heart that he'd stop me but he didn't.
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