《Living My Fantasy》26. I'll Miss You
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The rays of the sun was prickling my eyes. I moved myself closer to the thing I was hugging. But the heartbeat under be ears reminded me everything.
I smiled at the memory, looking at him and found out that he was already up but from how long?
"Good morning." He smiled, I smiled back and tried to sat up but whimpered in pain. "Ouch!" I looked and saw that my hair was tangled all over his locket.
"Hey! hey! hey! Don't move!" He said as he tried to untangle it.
"Ah."
"Sorry." He whispered though it wasn't his fault. After 5 minutes of struggle he was done.
I sat straight and my body pained terribly because of staying in sitting position whole night. I wonder how was he feeling. My situation was far better then his, I had a dry hood, a warm person, and a shoulder to sleep on unlike him.
"Are you okay?" I asked him and he nodded. Then he moved his hand around his neck, massaging it.
"No you are not." I frowned.
"It's nothing. "
"Yeah, yeah." I copied his dialogue.
He stood up and stretched his muscle and then offered his hand to me. I held it, standing up as well. Seeing him in front of me with his messy morning hair, puffy yet beautiful eyes; I couldn't stop myself from thinking: Kis is baat ka wait? I hugged him and he hugged me back. This is real. This isn't a dream. I woke up next to him. I smiled at my thoughts.
"Sorry for all those trouble. " I apologized and I don't want to think how I am looking right now. If you know what I mean- messy morning hair, puffy eyes, I'm not someone from those Indian serial who wakes up like Disney princes but the Disney villain could be me.
Watching his expression and hearing his reply it seemed that he was least bothered with my appearance, "Kitna sorry bolti ho? And about those trouble. It was worth it." I smiled moving away.
We walked down hand in hand. Teasing each other in our way. God, this was so perfect. Why does it have to end?
I felt sad all of a sudden, remembering that he was going today.
"What happened?" He asked with concern.
"You are going back today." I said.
"So?"
I didn't reply and started to walk down. He pulled me, pinning me on wall, "You haven't answered me."
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I looked away, "because I don't have one."
He hugged me asking, "You will wait for me right?"
I will wait for you? Boy! What kind of question you are asking? I can wait forever for you if even I have a little chance with you and now that I have more than little. Sanam, soch kar to bolo. Kaun nahi wait karega tumhare liye? You are everything I want. I thought in my head but replied him with a nod, wrapping my arms around him and the next second, he scooped me in his arm.
My heart skipped a beat at that moment. "What are you doing? " I asked him in shocked as he carried me down.
"We can fall!" I said looking at those spiral stairs which made my head spun but he ignored me completely.
"Sanam, it's slippery. "
Ignored.
Oh God! This man is so stubborn!
"San-"
"Shut up or I have my other ways too." I zipped my lip at his those words. Cause of all the books I read, I knew too well what the other ways were.
I kept smiling at him when I stopped struggling and agreed with my beautiful faith that I was in his arm . He was glancing at me too once in a while, careful with every step.
Suddenly Samar stood in front of us. "Bhai?!" Sanam shouted in shock. And I froze. So did he. His expression was clearly speaking how shocked and nervous he was.
Awww...bade bhai se darte bhi hai yeh. I controlled my giggle. I looked at Samar with a frown after hearing his words: "Don't tell me she hurt herself again." He asked Sanam because he was carrying me.
Yeh Puri brothers samajhte kya hai mujhe? Sanam ke Samar bhaiya, it was your brother who carried me without my will! But its not that I didn't like it. (😜😜😜)
"Yeah, yeah, she did!" He lied. I pinched him for that on his back and he threw an angry glareat me.
Ooppsss.
Just then Keshav came there and smiled behind Samar. I wanted to scowl at him.
"I can walk now." I said when we came out of the tower. "You're sure?" Keshav asked and I nodded curtly making him chuckle.
I faked to walk in pain as we entered the car's back seat.
Sanam and I rested ourselves on those comfortable seat after the hectic night and he held my hand, hiding from Samar. I looked up at him with 100% surety that my cheeks were red as rose.
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"Nice story, Keshav. " Samar said and all of the eyes landed on him.
"Story? What story? " he tried to act innocent.
"You know too well. Kyu, Sanam?" He asked his brother through the rear view mirror.
"Bhai." Sanam gasped in disbelief and smiling sheepishly for being caught by his big brother .
"Bhai hu. I knew it all along " he laughed and I turned rose red.
"Just as your name." Sanam whispered in my ear, I looked down smiling shyly.
They talked about everything and yet nothing. But I closed my eyes leaning on him, enjoying my last moments which were left. We reached the hotel.
"I should go now. " I said.
"Stay for a while. " Sanam insisted and I couldn't deny because I wanted to spend every second with him as long as I could.
We walked up to his room.
I sat on his bed and watched him as he packed his belongings which were left.
I looked around and a number of memory filled my mind.
Me and him bumping, him reminding me what happened that night, then yesterday's morning when he was so close to me. I didn't know that I was smiling until he asked me snapping me out of my thoughts
"Why are you smiling?" He sat beside me.
"Memories." I simply replied.
"When will you come back?" I asked him and he remained quiet. My heart ached at his silence.
"As soon as I can." He kept his hand on mine assuring me. I nodded.
We stood up. "I didn't know your arrival in my city would change my life this much." I barely whispered looking down at our hands entwined .
"Neither did I." He kissed my knuckles and kept it on his shoulder. I kept my head on crook of his shoulder. "Please..do come soon." I pleaded.
He nodded, moving his hand on my back and I hugged him tighter. "This feel so good." I mumbled.
I have never been this close to anyone and he made every new feeling so perfect! The feelings which I have when I am with him was something that no words can describe. I feel complete when I am with him, if that can describe my feelings.
"It does."
Just then Keshav bursted in "Sanam- " we stood away from each other. "Oops...sorry. " he stuck his tongue out.
"Must be a good reason." Sanam glared at him. But trust me it was worst. "The car is waiting. " he said, Sanam looked at me, I smiled though I wanted to cry.
"See you down there. " he left after closing the door behind.
He kept his hand on my cheek "I'll come..soon." he said "till then " he was leaning when someone knocked.
He let out a frustrated sigh "Kaun?" He called out.
"Sir, luggage. " the person came to take his luggage to the car "Come in." He shook his head as the door opened and the man walked back with his luggage.
He turned again "You'll be late." I told him and walked away.
He locked the door behind us and we walked to the lift. The lift door closed and as always, we were alone. He wiggled his brows and I turned his face to the CCTV camera. We laughed and walked out of the lift. He handed his keys and singed the register. Then we walked out of the hotel to parking lot. With every step my heart was feeling heavy, like something precious was leaving me and somehow it was true.
"Hey Warisha - why are you wearing Sanam's hood?" Suman asked and I realized that I was still in his hoods.
"Ah.." I tried to find a suitable reason.
"Kya Suman, kuch bhi?" Samar shook his head.
I looked in my purse and took out four packets. Giving one to each.
"What is this?" Keshav asked.
"Probably a gift?" Venky replied him on my behalf. They thanked me and got in the car.
"I'll miss you." Sanam whispered after he got in. I smiled.
"We will miss you, chutki!" Keshav shouted as their car got out of my view.
My heart felt empty and body cold; missing his warm hugs already.
So, all of this ended here.
I walked back home wearing his hood, this will remind me about him. At least, this was a proof that everything that happened was real and not my imagination.
The day was looking more beautiful compared to an ordinary one. Yeah, this one was special, for me atleast.
Everything that happened yesterday is so, so, so special. I looked at the pendant and hood. Very special.
Sanam loves me? He said those words to me. I still can't believe it that it really happened. Ohhhh..... I love him!
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