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Flashback

I was walking into school talking to sue as we walked to our lockers. "You know my brother thinks you're cute" she brought up. "You don't say" I said sarcastically as we shared a laugh. "He sucks as a boyfriend but you'll make the best sister in the world" she said referring to us being sisters as I smiled.

"Thanks for the compliment but I rather not deal with your brother and you know that" I said "I rather you not deal with him either but you never know what the future holds" She teased. "Hell no" I expressed making her laugh. "Aren't you a little weirded out your brother has a crush on your best friend?" I asked. "No Because remember I found your cousin cute?" She asked.

"Yeah but you don't see my cousin on the regular basis Johnny sees me every day when I'm over at your place and sometimes he goes place's with us." I explained. "No because I want you to be my sister" She said as I giggled. "No remember we told Mr. Kingsley we were sisters?" She brought up as I laughed. "He wanted to ask me so bad how" I added "And when he did you asked him was it because you were black " She snickered.

"I literally had some box braids in and I'm dark skinned of course I was waiting for him to ask how." I added as we shared another laugh. "then I got sent to the principals office" I said making her giggle. "It was just a joke but Mr. Kingsley felt it was racially motivated" I sarcastically said the last part as sue smiled. "But at the end of the day we are sisters" She said with a smile making me smile. "We are till the day we die" I said causing her to cheese. I closed my locker getting a quick glimpse of Johnny before sue and I turned continuing to talk.

"I can't wait until we're out of this hell hole and successful" I said looking around. "Your complaining and you're the captain of the cheer team" She brought up "yeah but you know I don't be trying to talk to any of these people including-" I started off feeling someone place an arm around me.

"What's up?" Johnny asked "the sky" I simply said as he chuckled. "What are you doing Tonight?" He asked "cheering while you play football sadly" I said. "Don't be like that" he expressed as I just stopped and looked at him. "What do you want?" I asked. "What are you doing tomorrow night?" He asked. "I'm studying" I simply said. "Hot and smart" he said. "Titanic is out this weekend-" he started off. "No" I simply said about to walk off.

"Well come on can you tutor me tomorrow night or something?" He questioned as I sighed. "You're that desperate huh?" I asked. "Desperate to make an A in math" he said as I just shook My head. "Come over around six my parents will be at work and my sister will be out." I said. "Your number?" Johnny asked "you know where I live and you know what time you don't need a number" I said. "Really it's like that?" He asked as I smirked "yeah" I simply said bumping into him and walking around him.

~~~The Next Day~~~

I seen Johnny standing on my porch as I turned my car off and got out going up to the porch. "Hey" he said as I felt him look me up and down as I pulled my cheerleading skirt down some.

"hey I'm sorry I had that fund raiser this morning then I went to go get my hair done" I apologized unlocking the door and walking inside. "Yeah it's fine" he assured "do you want anything to drink or to snack on?" I asked "water" He said as I got him a water bottle out of the fridge. I handed it to him then ran upstairs kicking my socks and sneakers off sliding into my slippers then grabbed my books heading back downstairs.

He was sitting on the couch as I sat next to him. I pulled my math textbook out. "You got your textbook?" I asked "damn I forgot it" he said as I playfully rolled my eyes giving him mine then we both pulled out our notebooks and a pencil.

We were thirty minutes in and I honestly it wasn't bad at all. "you just set the equation up like y=Mx+b and you get your straight line on the graph." I explained as I felt Johnny look at me. I finally looked at him. "What?" I asked in a small laugh. "Nothing your hair looks nice" He complimented.

" uh thanks and before you say some slick shit, yes it's mine" I corrected as he chuckled. "And if it wasn't I said it was nice regardless" he shot back as I didn't even have a smart comeback so I just thanked him. "Thank you" I thanked going back to writing back in my notebook. I then felt Johnny move my hair out of my face over my shoulder as I just stopped and looked over at him and smiled.

"You need to stop before I call sue" I warned as he chuckled. "Why won't you give me the time off day?" He asked smoothly while looking me in my eyes. "Becaus-" I started off as he placed his lips on mine and pulled away slowly as I looked at him. He placed his lips back on mine as we slowly moved in sync. We pushed the text book along with our books off our laps not breaking the kiss.

"Come here" he said in between our kiss as he placed me on his lap and he deepened the kiss. I placed my arms around his neck as he sat up and held my body close. I quickly broke out of the kiss panicking "wait!" I said "what's wrong?" He asked. "I can't do this and we're supposed to be studying" I brought up. "Can't do what?" Johnny asked. "You literally been with the whole senior class and junior class" I said as He bit down on his bottom lip. "Yeah I'm sorry" he apologized as I just looked at him.

I climbed off of him and sat back next to him as it was quiet for a moment but then he placed his hand on my thigh and I looked over at him. "What time is your parents coming back?" He asked "midnight" I answered "and your sister?" He asked "she's out with her boyfriend so late" I answered. He just placed his lips back on mine as I gave in beginning to kiss his lips.

"I don't feel comfortable doing this in the living room" I said "that's fine" he said as I just stood up and he looked at me. I held my hand out as he got up and we went upstairs. I was nervous for what I was about to do but Johnny looked way more nervous than me. I closed my room door as we looked at each other. "I'm a virgin" I admitted "and If we do this I kind of don't want any of this out there" i said. "Okay. But why me?" Johnny asked nervous not knowing whether to put his hands in his jacket pocket, his pants pocket or in front of himself.

"Because I don't feel comfortable with anybody else" I said as he came up to me and kissed my lips slowly. He laid me on the bed climbing on top of me continuing to kiss my lips. The kisses then traveled from my lips to my neck, from my neck to my stomach. He looked up at me while pulling my skirt off. He pulled the shorts off also as he went back to my lips kissing them.

I took his jacket off and pulled his shirt over his head as he continued to kiss my lips. He pulled my top off as my breasts showed. He kissed and lightly licked all over my chest causing me to faintly moan. He then kissed down my chest and stomach and pulled off my panties. He then took out a condom ripping it open and pulled down his jeans along with boxers as I immediately looked at the ceiling and took a deep breath.

I felt Johnny place his lips on mine and pulled his lips away. "You sure this is what you want to do?" He asked as I nodded. "Just don't go hard or fast" I said worried some. "I know, I got you" he softly said placing his lips on mine. I then felt him slowly place himself into me. I snatched my lips from his and squeezed my eyes shut. He begun to rub my clit as I slightly moaned. I felt him thrust just his tip and rub my clit causing me to grip his arm.

My mouth fell open as I just looked up at him. "You alright?" He asked as I nodded feeling something in the pit of my stomach that I've never felt before. Johnny placed his face in the crook of my neck kissing it softly and groaned. "Fuck" Johnny moaned as I gripped his back feeling him put Half in.

"You comfortable?" He asked as I nodded and my eyes rolled back feeling him stretch me out. The thing was it hurt but it felt good. "Shit Johnny" I whined as I felt myself cum. He stood up as I seen my juices covered all over the condom.

"Shit that's a lot for your first time" Johnny brought up as he placed himself back in and he placed his lips on mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he thrusted just his tip in and out of me.

My toes curled as my legs tightened around him. I placed my hand on his lower ab feeling my legs shake. "Johnny" I moaned loudly as he kissed my jaw. "Hmm?" He hummed as my head fell back and he kissed my neck. "Johnny" I moaned again as he sucked on my neck. "You're almost there" he said in my ear before kissing it as my eyes rolled back. I finally released hearing him groan "there you go" he said through his groan as my breathing was uneven and my grip on his back loosened up.

"Shit" Johnny and I both said out of breath he then went inside my bathroom grabbing a warm rag as he cleaned me up. I just laid there as he laid back next to me. "You can't tell no one not even sue" I said looking over at Johnny as he looked over at me. "I know" he answered as there was a small silence "did you like it?" He asked as I smiled and looked at the ceiling. "Yeah."

~~~End of flashback~~~

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I was at home in my office space staring out of the window

trying to think and come up with different designs but I kept thinking about Johnny. Not only was I thinking about him I also had a flashback of the time I really lost my virginity. I always told everyone another story but truth was I lost it to Johnny when I was seventeen and we kept it between us forever.

Since the crashed wedding this morning I've been trying to call and check on Johnny but all I got was voicemails. This one last time I called and he picked up. "Johnny?" I answered. "No it's his girl friend Liz" I heard Liz say. "Why are you calling his phone like this?" She asked. "To make sure he's okay" I corrected. "He's fine stop calling his phone like he doesn't have a girlfriend with him at home" she expressed. "I was just calling to see if he was fine" I assured.

"If he wanted to talk to you he would've called you. It's over

Between you two,don't call-" she started off as there was a knock on my door and I went to answer it seeing Johnny. "Hold on can you repeat that to me" I said.