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Spencer

"Olivia isn't going to see me is she?" Y/N asked as we looked at each other and I laid back on her headboard. "I don't know" I truthfully said as Y/N just shook her head some. "I literally just texted him earlier that day" she started off "getting ready for my flight and just like that he died" Y/N explained. "You have to make sure you live in the moment and that you make sure you tell people you love them because you can be gone just like that" I explained as she just laid her head on her pillow staring at the TV as now "long as I live" by Toni Braxton was playing on her YouTube playlist.

"What you want from chipotle?" I asked pulling the menu up on my phone and trying to get her out of her thoughts. She sat up and leaned over looking into my phone.

"A chicken burrito" She started off adding her toppings as I texted it to Jordan. I then seen a text from Layla. "Are we going to talk about yesterday?" I read simply ignoring it. "You can step out and talk to her Spence, I'm fine just as long as you sent what I wanted to Jordan" she said as we shared a small laugh.

"No it isn't like that she does this and then we end up arguing once again. It just gets frustrating" I admitted. "Then when I try and tell her whats wrong she makes it my fault then throws it back on me" I explained. "And you told her about that?" Y/N asked. "Yup and it somehow ends up being my fault and then Olivia and I argue, she throws Asher in my face anytime I say something she doesn't like or disagree with" I added.

"Now you want me to be real with you or give you a generic answer?" Y/N asked causing me to chuckle and look over at her. "Both" I answered as "I Care 4 u" by Aaliyah came on and Y/N instantly smiled at the TV. "This is one of my favorite songs by her" she started off then looked back at me.

"The cookie cutter answer is it'll all work out maybe she's going through something" she started off as I just chuckled making Y/N smile some. "And the real answer is, step back, focus on yourself, your work and football. I'm not saying break up but if she's not trying to listen to you but wants you to listen to her that's a problem and if you're opening up to me about the situation better rather than your girlfriend that's also an issue so, do you" she explained.

"Now I'm not saying whore around" she brought up as we shared a laugh. "But I am saying you're at this school for yourself and what you want to do first and foremost, honestly a girlfriend is just a bonus" she explained as I continued to look at her. "So you don't plan on dating when at Beverly?" I asked. "Now did I say that?" She asked as we shared a small laugh.

"It's a plus but I'm at the school for a better education along with a better future at the end of the day" she said as I faintly smiled at her and she looked at the TV. "You're making me miss my song" she joked starting it over. "Although we're just seventeen if the relationship isn't evolving and you feel that it's necessary to walk away then walk" She added looking down at her phone beginning to sing along to the song to herself.

Hey my baby

Why you lookin' so down?

Seems like you need a lovin'

Baby you need a girl like me

(around)

"Hey my baby

Tell me why you cry

Here take my hand and (yeah)

Wipe those tears from your eyes"

"Can I talk to you (Can I talk to you)

Comfort you (Comfort)

Let you know (Just wanna let you know)

I care 4 you (oh yeah)"

She sung along to the song as I just called her name "Y/N" I softly said as she looked at me from her phone. "What's wrong?" She asked as I held her chin and leaned in for her lips. She was hesitant at first but then placed her lips on mine. She quickly pulled away as we just looked at each other and I placed my lips back on hers as our lips moved in sync.

I deepened the kiss some feeling her place her hand on my cheek. I laid her down softly not breaking the kiss, As her hands traveled up my shirt and she felt up my chest. I took my lips from hers as we just looked at each other and she sat up.

"I" she started off then stopped and shook her head some.

"You have a girlfriend and you're my cousins ex I can't-" she started off "yeah" I answered as we pulled away from each other.

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Johnny

I was at the venue for the wedding trying to tie my bow tie. Liz tried helping me but she didn't know how to do it so I just told her it was fine. She was now sitting in the crowd with the rest of the guests as Alicia came and I just watched how her and Ben interacted and I hated to say it but they were cute. I just smiled at them.

"I think I'm jealous" I admitted watching them "you should be had you did right by Y/N you wouldn't have to be" Alicia said as I chuckled "I deserved that one" I admitted. "Why be with someone if you're still hung up on somebody else?" Ben asked. "Because what else am I supposed to do? She doesn't want to be with me so I'm forced to move on" I explained.

"Besides she's planning on having another baby" I brought up. "With Jason?!" Ben questioned "I assume so" I said "aww that's sweet" Alicia said. "Y/N!" Ben called out. "Keep it down Boulder head she told me." I stated trying to shut Ben up. "Isn't Jason here?" Alicia asked. "Sadly yes" I answered.

"Well I'm going to head out" Ben said "don't tell anybody or Y/N" I simply said "alright" Ben said as Alicia followed him and I went back to trying to tie my bow tie. I got aggravated and just pinched the bridge of my nose.

I heard heels "go show your dad how you two look" I heard

Y/N say as the girls ran up to me making me smile. "You two look beautiful" I said as they smiled "and our make up isn't noticeable" heaven brought Up as I looked at Y/N then back at the girls. "Go take some pictures with your aunt" Y/N said to them as the girls ran off and I looked at Y/N and she honestly looked beautiful.

"Looks like you need help" She started off grabbing the bow tie. She started tying it as I looked down at her "thank you" I thanked."I don't need you stressing sue out on her big day" she joked as I chuckled. "You alright?" She asked "yeah I'm just thinking about something." I answered. "You know what happened at the restaurant can't happen again right?" She asked as I just sighed loudly and leaned my head back. I then felt her pluck my throat as I looked at her.

"I'm serious" she said in a giggle "we really didn't even do anything" I said looking at her as she finished my bow tie. "Really? because I could've sworn you snuck into the women's bathroom" she said making Me chuckle. "It was definitely worth it huh?" I asked as she playfully rolled her eyes and stepped back.

She looked down at her phone as I just admired her and her body. "You look beautiful" I said as she looked from her phone at me. "Huh?!" She Asked as I chuckled. "You look beautiful" I assured.

She smiled "thanks and you look like Johnny" She said as I chuckled and pushed her away causing her to laugh. "I'm just kidding why'd you shave your beard?" She questioned. "I thought you said I looked disgusting?" I asked as she laughed. "I was just kidding it looked nice on you" She admitted with a smile.

I then realized she was wearing the necklace i bought for her when we first got together. I nodded my head towards her.

"You're wearing the necklace I bought you" I pointed out as she looked down at it. "Yeah I was hoping you didn't notice" She admitted making me laugh. "Why not?" I asked. "I didn't want you to be talking about it ALL day" She exaggerated as I let out a small laugh.

"Because you like to try and erase history" I teased. "How?" She asked. "You literally try to delete me out of your life" I brought up making her giggle. "How could I ever get rid of you out of my life?" She asked. "You are the peanut butter to my jelly" she started off as we shared a laugh. "All of that and you still don't want to be with me?" I asked as she sighed some.

"No you had your chance when you had it. You was scared to be fully committed and I wasn't going to push you to be that nor was I going to wait. You knew What I wanted when I got with you and yet you didn't even go through with it" She explained. "I love you but I'm not waiting on you to decide on what you're going to do" she said picking up her bouquet and looking at me.

"So that's it?" I asked as she just stood there and nodded. "I gave you, your chance and you know how hard that was to give you. I can't give you another" she admitted as I looked away from her then looked down. "You still are everything to me I just wished it lasted" she admitted coming over and placing a kiss on my cheek before walking off.

"You alright?" I heard sue question as I turned around "yeah" I answered. "I always thought You two were such a cute couple" She said as I faintly smiled. "Not only that but you two looked truly happy with each other." She said as I nodded then waved her off. "It's about you and Reed right now" I said. "Yeah but we been married when is it going to be you?" Sue asked me as I shrugged. "Honestly i may never get married and I'm okay with it " i admitted. "I wasn't thinking about marriage before so I'm not going to think about it now" I said with a smile.

"So you never had a slight thought of marriage with Y/N?" Sue questioned. "She's The only person i thought about and saw myself marrying" i started off. "She was the only person I could see myself with the rest of my life" i admitted. "It's like she's the love of my life you always have that one person you can't stay mad at no matter how much you try, the one You would risk everything for, I would've gave up my life for her and I hate that I messed it up and there's no second chance." I explained.

Y/N

I walked out the bathroom from fixing up the girls and i , for anything that was out of place then let them out. I took a tissue wiping my falling tears as I heard Alicia. "You're crying" Alicia said as I looked over at her. "Yeah" I admitted "what's wrong?" She asked "I don't know" I lied sniffling. "You know what's wrong" she said as I took a breath. "I would think after all these years not with Johnny I would be okay and have no feelings but they're definitely there" I admitted as she smiled.

"What ever happened with you and Johnny it was like one minute everyone seen you together then one day you two weren't even in the same space?" She asked. "Alicia you know what happened I told you" I said in a giggle.

"Gods honest truth. I just know about not being engaged, you being upset and now both of you just flirting with each other." She said as I giggled "we're not flirting with each other" I said as she laughed and I giggled. "Yes you two do and I'm sure you two still mess with each other." She brought up. "What do you mean by that?" I asked as she laughed. "Exactly what It means" she said.

"Okay when we first broke up a couple of months after that but it then stopped." I admitted making her laugh. "And Last night?" She asked "I took a call" I lied. "Mhm it's okay" she said through her laugh. "No I left because he wasn't ready and I was, we were together almost seven years and you still wasn't ready so I left. And now there's talks about him and Liz getting married and having a baby so I'm just-" I explained then shrugged and wiped my tears.

She just shook her head "don't cry about it you have to realize if God wanted you two to be together then you two would be together, better yet it could simply be the timing of everything maybe it just wasn't the time to be together and get married" she explained. "But don't cry about it what's going on with you and Jason?" She asked as I let out a small laugh. "We're not together" I said "now you and him would be cute" she said as we started heading out of the bathroom.

"Yeah but I don't feel anything I'm not even turned on enough to have sex with him" I admitted as we shared a small laugh hearing Johnny and Sue talk as Alicia immediately placed her finger over her mouth for me to be quiet.

"So you never had a slight thought of marriage with Y/N?" Sue questioned. "She's The only person i thought about and saw myself marrying" johnny started off as I continued to listen. "She was the only person I could see myself with the rest of my life" i admitted. "It's like she's the love of my life, you always have that one person you can't stay mad at no matter how much you try, the one You would risk everything for, I would've gave up my life for her and I hate that I messed it up and there's no second chance." He explained as I just looked down.

"Well now you know better for Liz" sue said "yeah I guess" Johnny simply said as Alicia walked out like nothing happened and was talking to Sue. I eventually walked around the corner and smiled at sue "you look so beautiful" I said hugging her as she smiled big. "Thank you and you look gorgeous" she said making me smile. I got a quick glance at Johnny as he just smiled, placed his hands in his pockets then looked down.

We started the ceremony as I and everyone else was waiting down the aisle for sue to walk down. Reeds phone started ringing "Reed would you shut that stupid phone up" Ben started off "actually I-" he started off as the music started playing and everyone stood up. Johnny and sue walked down the aisle as I just smiled.

Johnny gave her off as he stood to the side and we gave each other a small smile before listening to the minister start to talk. "Dearly beloved we are gathered here to-" he started off as we heard a helicopter then felt the wind from the propellers of the helicopter.

"Congratulations Susan and Reed" the reporter yelled out as I giggled. The minister then started over as we heard Ben blow his nose into his handkerchief as Johnny just looked at him and I giggled continuing to watch the sue and Reed then soon Reed's phone rung.

I then felt a wind as I looked around Reed and sue then looked around. "Get the girls inside" Sue whispered to me as the helicopter that was hovering over the wedding lost control. I hurried and got the girls inside as it started getting chaotic. I went back outside to see the venue torn apart people running out and what was once a helicopter torn into pieces on the ground.

Reed, Johnny and I then seen something in the sky "Johnny" Reed said referring to whatever it was in the sky. "But this is Dolce" Johnny said referring to his suit as I rolled my eyes.

"Johnathan" I simply said as he looked over at me and he leaned his head back some before running off the building.