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It was May and I was getting ready for Sue's rehearsal and the dinner afterwards. Johnny has been harassing me along with Jason ever since the bachelorette party last weekend and I found it funny. It wasn't even all that bad on my end I was just drunk texting people and giving people phone calls.

I did my makeup then proceeded to press out my weave bumping the ends. I was literally being changed for the wedding tomorrow

Then proceeded to get dressed in a strapless sun dress along with Strapy heels to match. I placed on the bracelet Heaven got me for Christmas and looked through my jewelry box for a necklace to wear. One then caught my eye and it was a necklace Johnny gave to me when we first got together. "I haven't worn this in years" I said to myself. Hopefully he doesn't remember buying this so I don't hear him the rest of the evening. I sprayed perfume on my body then looked at myself in the mirror.

I grabbed my phone, wallet and keys meeting the girls at the venue for the rehearsal since they were out with Johnny. I drove to the venue and went upstairs to the roof as people were setting up for the wedding. I was greeted by Johnny running into me. "Ouch Johnny!" I expressed holding onto my foot. "Are you okay?!" He asked concerned placing his hand on my back. "Your big ass feet" I groaned holding onto my foot.

We finally looked at each other as he just stared at me "what?" I asked aggravated letting go of my foot. "You look nice" he complimented " thank you" I said moving away from him. Ever since I started talking more with Jason, Johnny and I don't see each other like that anymore. Johnny believes that Jason and I are dating because of the media and we go out places but what everyone doesn't know is we're just friends and I think that's all we'll ever be.

But I was used to it I just wanted to focus on the girls sometimes I do be bored and horny but for the most part I'm okay.

"You look good too" I admitted as we shared a smile. Honestly if I could fuck Johnny I would but it didn't help us both having feelings for each other and us possibly having a one night stand. "Johnny!" We both heard as we seen Liz coming up to us excited. Then there was also Liz stopping me.

"I see so many ideas for when we get married!" She expressed excitedly. "Huh?" Johnny asked confused. "Right" I said agreeing with Liz. "The violinist are perfection you could use it for when you walk down the aisle" I said to Liz as she just looked me up and down and I giggled. "You look pretty" I heard Nevaeh say coming up to me before she hugged me.

" thanks baby, Where's Heaven?" I asked "with uncle Ben" Nevaeh answered And looked at Liz. "Why is She here?" She asked bluntly as I immediately covered her mouth and Johnny's eyes widened before he took Liz away quickly. I looked at Nevaeh "what? I was just asking a question." She said as I just giggled shook my head. "I thought you and daddy was trying?" She asked "who told you that?!" I asked confused "daddy did" she said as I just shook my head. "Don't listen to your father when it comes to me and him" I said as sue came up to me and hugged me.

"I love this color on you" She expressed making me smile then she looked me up and down. "You look so beautiful!" She exclaimed as I giggled. "You're glowing! Are you pregnant?!" She asked as I laughed "is she what?!" We heard Johnny ask mid conversation with Liz. I waved him off "no but I have my first doctors visit about IUI and hopefully by next month I can start the process" I explained as she sucked Her teeth. " if only Johnny got his shit together" She said crossing her arms.

"Yeah but he seems happy" I said as we both looked over at him and Liz then started to laugh. "Yeah he happy" sue teased making me giggle. "I'm going to go put some ice on my foot." I said before going inside. I went inside the kitchen at the venue getting an ice pack as I hopped on the counter taking my shoe off. I then placed the ice on my foot.

"Dramatic much" I heard as I looked back seeing Johnny. "Shut up" I simply said continuing to ice my foot. He then appeared in front of me. "I'm sorry about that" he apologized. He grabbed my leg taking the ice pack out of my hand and placed it on my foot himself. "Try not to get too drunk tonight you know what happened last weekend at the bachelorette party" he said with a smirk as I just placed my hand over my face. "That was an accident please just leave it alone" I said embarrassed.

"I would of came over but I had the girls" he said looking up from my foot with a smirk. "No you wouldn't have because you have a girl friend and you already know how I operate" I said taking the ice pack out of his hand. "When will you just admit that you still love me?" He asked "I'll let you know whenever the world decides it wants to end." I said getting down from the counter as he was now standing over me.

I moved around him placing my heels back on as I felt him staring at my back side. I stood back up and hit his chest "ouch What was that for?" He asked in a chuckle as I just turned and gave him a look before walking off.

We started the rehearsal and soon went out to dinner. Everyone walked inside the restaurant besides Johnny and I.

"This is where we told sue and everyone I was pregnant with the twins" I said as he agreed. "Are you pregnant?" He asked "no but I'm trying" I finally admitted as we started walking inside and I looked over at him.

"What do you mean by trying. Like are you psychically trying to get pregnant or are you talking?" He asked "psychically meaning hopefully by next month" I said as he just dropped his head down then he smiled at me. "Well congratulations in advance" He congratulated as I smiled. "Thanks" I thanked.

We went to the table as everyone was seated I felt Liz eye me as I sat down and Johnny sat across from me. Liz rubbed Johnny's back as Johnny just looked at his menu and I did the same. "What were you two talking about?" Liz asked Johnny as I just rolled my eyes behind my menu.

"The girls" Johnny simply answered as I just faintly smiled to myself. Everyone started talking at the table except for Johnny and I. I was just drinking my juice and listening to everyone else. I excused myself going to the restroom. I walked in to get a breather. I had too many emotions going at the same time. Liz pisses me off, I still had feelings for Johnny and I was a bit down because of the wedding. I was happy for sue but I really wanted to get married and get married to the dumb ass sue calls her brother. And on top of all of this I'm horny.

It's been a couple of years honestly.

I was just looking at myself in the mirror as I then seen Johnny walk in. He locked the door behind him. "What are you doing?" I asked as he came up to me and kissed my lips. I immediately wrapped my arms around his neck. I felt him grabbed my butt bringing me closer as I snatched my lips from his."wait" I let out as he continued to kiss my lips then my neck as I bit down on my bottom lip.

His hands made their way to my panties as he slid them to the side beginning to rub my clit. "Fuck" I let out lowly still feeling him kiss and bite on my neck. I gripped his back some as he kissed my cheek and he continued to rub my clit. "You're so wet" he said in my ear as I felt him insert his middle and ring finger into me causing me to grip the back of his shirt.

"Johnny we're not supposed to be doing this" I moaned lowly as my eyes rolled back. "Mhm" he simply said placing his lips on mine as I kissed back making it sloppy as he smirked. I pulled my lips away from his as he thrusted his fingers faster feeling myself coming closer and closer to my climax.

"Fuck I'm about to cum Johnny" I whined as my breathing was uneven. "Cum for me" I heard him say in my ear as he went harder and faster. I bit down on my lip to refrain from moaning loudly. "Fuck" I squealed as he kissed my lips then pulled back looking me in my eyes. "Johnny" I squealed as my head fell back and I came. "There you go" he said in my ear while kissing my ear.

He pulled his fingers out as my juices was covered all over his fingers. I watched as he eyed me and sucked all my juices off his fingers. He then walked out as I just stood there lost for words. I hurried and locked the door back then fixed myself before leaving and going back to the table.