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Milo in the mm. 😍

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We were currently walking around Best Buy just killing time before having to pick up little bean from Dre and Makayla's. They had her out at the mall probably pretending that she was their daughter like they've done before because their goofy. Anya was holding my hand with her fingers interlaced with mine. Lastnight was crazy we had sex 3 times and it was amazing, although we said that we were going to wait until little bean turned 2 I'm sure she was going to end up pregnant way before then.

I was so spaced out that I didn't hear her calling me.

"Huh?"

"I said did you need anything out of here?" She said looking at the random videos displayed on the TV screens.

"No babe.. I'm kinda tired though." I said yawning.

"Ok, we can go, I'm a little tired myself." She winked closing both of her eyes which made me laugh.

"You're so goofy man."

"I get it from you." She chuckled grabbing my hand as we walked out of the store and to the car.

Driving down the service street my body started feeling funny. I sighed and ran a hand down my face before switching lanes.

"Anya."

"Yeah?" She said with her face in her phone.

"I think I'm about to switch."

She looked over at me and motioned for me to pull over in the the CVS parking lot, switching while driving was always weird one minute it was me driving then next thing I knew Sai, Jax, Zane would take over and be confused about why they were driving to begin with.

Putting the car in park I sighed and closed my eyes for a few seconds before opening them.

"Are you ok Lolo?"

I knew that Zane was fronting because my mood was changing.

"It's Zane.. I think.... Yeah it's Zane."

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"Can you drive Anya?" Zane asked me unlocking the doors, I don't think he was used to driving so I took over for him.

"Are you scared of driving?" I asked as he nodded his head.

"Very. It's just... There are so many cars and.. I don't know, I'm sorry."

"It's ok. I can drive us home."

"Wait.. Where's little bean?"

"She's at her God parents house, she went there last night."

"Is she coming home? I wanna watch Cocomelon with her."

I couldn't help but chuckle Zane was too adorable.

"Yes but she will be home later tonight."

"I missed you Ayna, I hated it at that place but we only made one friend."

"I missed you too Zane and really? Who?"

"Her names Harley. She not Milo's age though so you don't have to worry about that."

I furrowed my eyebrows. "I wasn't."

He looked out the window and watched as we passed a carnival that was in town. Milo and I had planned on taking little bean later this week.

"Can we go to the carnival?"

"Not today. I'm sorry." I said turning the corner to her to our apartment.

He sucked his teeth and folded his arms. Zane was like a really younger version of Milo, almost childlike. Sometimes he'd pout when he didn't like something of didn't get his way.

"Well can we go Friday?"

"Maybe."

"I'm mad at you Anya."

"Why?"

"Because you won't take me to the carnival." He was kind of whining, it didn't bother me at all though.

I sighed and shook my head, sometimes you have to pick your battles and I wasn't going back and forth with him right now. He'd be fine in a few minutes, he was giving me the puppy dog eyes and I really couldn't take it.

"Zane, you can't pout every time you don't get your way."

"I'm sorry." He said putting his head in his hands, as I put the car in park. He lifted his head up and glanced at me. Making a face trying to make me feel sorry for him and it was working.

"Fine. We'll go on Friday-"

"Thank you Anya!" He said hugging me. He was so adorable. Once we got on the he went to play video games while I cleaned up around the house. A few

minutes later he was in the kitchen eating green grapes from the bowl and sitting on the couch.

"Want some?"

"Sure." I said sitting beside him as he handed me to bowl.

"Sometimes Milo wishes he was normal..."

I looked over at him swallowed the grapes I was chewing. I paused the game and turned to face me.

"He does?" I asked as he nodded.

"Mhm. Only because it's hard for him to be a good dad.. I mean he's a good dad but some stuff is hard to process. He still loves you and little bean though and he said he's never gonna hurt himself ever again."

I felt a tear fall and he wiped my tear with the sleeve of his jacket. I never realized how difficult this were for Milo and his system. I mean I did but hearing it from Zane brought everything full circle, Milo wasn't normal and no matter how hard he tried he wouldn't be but I loved him through his flaws.

Zane stared at the table and I knew he was switching again. Blinking a few times he looked at me.

"What you cryin for ma? You know I hate the cryin stuff."

I sniffled and chuckled a little. "Nothing Jax. I'm ok."

"Who's ass I gotta beat? Cause you know I don't play behind you or little bean. For real."

"No ones. I'm fine. I promise." I smiled.

"Wait who fronted before me?"

"Zane."

"Figured, dude loves him some grapes.. where's lil bean?"

"Dre and Makayla are keeping her. I was gonna go get here later but Makayla texted me saying she's gonna keep her until tomorrow night so it's just us here." I said looking down at my phone.

"Cool." He smiled showing his dimples. "Come gimmie a hug pretty."

I stood up to hug him and he stayed tickling me.

"Jax!"

He was laughing so hard his face turned red. "Anya you're funny as hell man. No wonder Milo fell in love with you."

I blushed and sat up on the couch. "You love me too."

"I do but I know nothing will come out of it, I can only love you a little not like Milo love you.. Unfortunately." He mumbled as I twisted my lips to the side.

"Guess what."

"What's up?"

"We're going to the carnival Friday."

"I thought you were only taking Zane."

"Nope. All of you can go." I smiled as he stood up

from the bed.

"I'll make sure I win you a price." He smirked as I followed him into the bedroom. It was getting

late and I needed to get some groceries tomorrow.

Jaxon laid next to me in bed, laying on his back with his hand resting at the hem of his pajama pants I heard him mumbling as he counted how many times the ceiling fan spun.

"Jaxon?"

"Yeah bae?"

"Go to sleep." I laughed only because of scrunched his face up and looked at me funny.

"But I'm almost to 100." He chuckled laying on his back and putting his arm around my torso. He kissed me on the cheek.

"Goodnight Anya."

"Goodnight- wait did you take your medicine?"

"Oh shit." He said getting up quickly I heard him running the water before getting back into bed.

Friday's gonna be eventful.

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