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Sai's outfit in the mm 🤍🥺.

Also the way Sai speaks is a lot different than the others, he's very intelligent (not that the rest of the system isn't but y'all get what I mean.) 😂

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Omniscient

Riverview Mental Rehabilitation Center.

"Be Yourself." posters were plastered on the wall of the small meeting room Sai wasn't accustom to at all, He sat toward the back chewing on his bottom lip out of nervousness, he shook his leg as the room filled up with people who were a lot like him. His eye scanned the faces of the younger patients who were entering the room before seeing some that looked to be around his age.

"Alright everyone. welcome to group." The woman who's name was Sharon said with a smile as everyone sat quietly.

"This morning will just be an introduction to your 6 week mental rehabilitation program. We will start this afternoon off with a short introduction." She said looking down at the lists of names in the small group, their ages ranging from 18 to 25.

"Milo?..Milo Stevens?"

His ears perked up at the mention of the name that was called. I'm Sai today. He thought to himself, not wanting to correct her right away he raised his hand and stood up. He knew Milo was apart of his conscience or maybe a bigger part of himself but the medicine they had given him earlier that morning to sedate him made his mind foggy.

"There you are. Would you like to come introduce yourself?" She asked as her brown eyes came in contact with his.

Nodding his head he made his way up to the front of the group he sighed playing with the ends of his t-shirt.

"Normally I would go by Milo.. but today my name is Sai.. I'm 25 years old and.. Um.. this is my second time in Riverview...The first time I don't remember much about because well.. It was way over a year ago..." He said as the whispers of others were being heard, Sai wasn't one to care for others opinions.

"Unfortunately, my reason for being here is because I can no longer tell the difference between my hallucinations and my actual reality... The dreams... well nightmares that plague my train of thought are ones that even if I told you chills would maneuver up your spine.." He said as his hands began to shake at his sides which caused him to clasp them together. "I wasn't always like this.. My mind wasn't always this plagued with thoughts of death or pain.. I've seen a lot and been through so much my brain decided to split just to hide said trauma from me. I have a total of 4 other alters but not all of them come to the forefront but they do have opinions about everything."

"I left my girlfriend and unborn child to get the help I need so that I could be the father I want to be, so that I can function like a good little human of this earth, If I can be honest I don't plan on being here past 6 weeks so I'm praying to God this works because if it doesn't.." He sighed looking down at the floor. "I'm not sure if I'll keep the promise of not hurting myself up." He admitted before going to sit in his chair.

Slouching in the chair he put his head in his hands as the room was filled with whispers about his story. It wasn't that they felt any type of way toward him... They understood him, understood that in some way or another they were all the same.

"Thank you for the introduction. So you'd like to be called Sai correct?"

"As of now yes... I'll correct you if a change in alters comes." He shrugged.

After going around the room to get more acquainted, Sharon let everyone go their separate ways but asked Sai to stay for a little bit.

"Now... Since you've been here before I would like to do a one on one with you today, then tomorrow is your free day. How does that sound?"

"Fine by me." He shrugged as his eyes scanned the room.

"Ok then. Let's begin, So what made you come back in the first place?"

Licking his dry lips he rubbed his hands together. "I didn't tell my therapist this but... I was contemplating suicide.. I had been rapid switching for a while and using drugs to cope with my hallucinations."

"Did your girlfriend know of this? What's her name?"

He smirked but it quickly faded. "No she didn't know and her name is Anya.."

"You smirked a little thinking of her huh? She must keep you from doing a lot of the things you want as far as causing yourself harm, correct?" She asked writing a few notes down.

"Yes she does.. She's brought so much life and light into our life..I can't lose her or our baby because that would cause destruction within us."

"Hm..ok, so you're all attached to her it sounds like."

"I assume so." He said adjusting himself in the chair.

"Can you tell me about the alters? Who protects the system the most?" She asked grabbing her glass of water.

"Jaxon. He's very nonchalant and some would call him mean but he's got a very soft spot for Anya." He said pulling his hood over his head. "He protects Milo as well."

"So he came along first correct?"

"Yes." He said picking at a scar on his hand.

"Is what your doing out of nervousness or habit?" She asked as he furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.

"Your hand."

Looking down at his hand he quickly stopped before looking up at her. "Anxiety.."

"Why is that? There's no reason to be anxious."

"New environment...New people.. New ways of coping.." He said tucking his bottom lip between his teeth.

"Would you like to discuss some trauma before I let you go?"

"That word.. Trauma.. it's makes me feel.." He shivered a little before shaking his head. "No.. I'd rather not discuss it.." He said looking up at her intensity.

"Well then, we don't have to we have plenty of time to discuss it but I do thank you for cooperating with me."

"And I thank you for listening to me... to us." He said standing up and leaving the room, walking down the hallway he stopped by the phone, pressing the buttons he dialed Anya's number and waited for it to ring.

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The loud ringing of her phone woke her up from the beautiful dream she was having, turning over she grabbed it and recognized the phone number.

"Hello?"

"Hey beautiful? I miss you.."

"I miss you too so much. How is it?" She asked rubbing her eyes.

"It's alright, just got out of therapy. We just wanted to hear your voice, hows little bean?" He questioned noticing security coming toward him.

"Little beans good. Who's in the background Sai?.....Hello?"

"Off the phone Stevens it's not phone time." The security guard said causing Sai to scoffed and turn away from him.

"Yeah beautiful, I'm still here but I've gotta go.. I love yo-"

The phone hung up causing Anya to sigh. "I love you too." She mumbled before laying back down in bed. She wasn't depressed and Makayla and the crew checked up on her very often and brought her food, she just missed Milo's presence and wanted him there.

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Hanging up the phone the guard stood beside him with folded arms which annoyed him and caused in demeanor.

"You need something?"

"I need you to go to your room." He said giving him attitude.

He chuckled because the guard was trying to act tough in an attempt to scare him but it wasn't working.

"Now!." He said sternly. Sai stood there a few seconds longer trying to come up with a clever remark but he was then grabbed up by two male nurses.

"Let me go! I was walking away!" He said trying to her out of their grasp, he knew what was coming next and it scared him so he switched to Zane.

"No, no please! I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I don't wanna be sedated please!!"

Holding him down by his arms and legs as the situation escalated Zane screamed in fear as tears cascaded down his face.

Sticking him in the arm with a needle as the sedation invaded his bloodstream he groaned weakly before his eyes closed.

"Did he provoke you Joe?"

"Yes. He was very rude. I think he should be in isolation for 3 days."

"I'll start up the paperwork."

This was going to be a long 6 weeks.

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