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Jaxon

I sat in the doctors office with Anya for our next appointment, She was pouting because she was tired and hungry, She had been up since about 9 with morning sickness so I understood what she was tired. It was not 11:45 in the morning.

"I'll feed you after the appointment baby, fix ya face ma." I chuckled as she stale faced me and poked out her bottom lip again, I stood up and kissed her bottom lip and she smiled.

"I still can't believe you dyed your hair blonde.. and the nose ring, Milo's not gonna be happy about that." Anya said looking over at me before yawning.

"He'll be aight. This is just my way of expressing myself, just like the tattoos." I shrugged showing her my arm before scrolling through my phone, I hit Dre up about going to play basketball later if it didn't rain.

Dre: yeah bro, hit my line later.

"Jax?"

"Yeah bae?" I said sending one last text to Dre before locking my phone and putting it back in my pocket, Dre and Makayla weren't too annoying after all, they cared about us just as much as Anya did.

"Do you listen anything other than rap?" Anya chuckled as she laid back on the examination table.

"Nah, I mean what else is there to listen to?" I questioned as she laughed a little.

"Well there's rock, country-"

"Nah I'm cool on that. Just let me listened to some trap shit and I'm good." I chuckled before hearing the door open.

"Good morning you two." I think her names Dr. Jenkins... Or maybe it was Dr. Williams? Shit.. I don't remember.

"Good morning." We said at the same time as she got started right away with the ultrasound.

"I hope you both are doing well, how's everything been since the accident? Are you in any pain Anya?" She asked looking between the both of us.

Anya shook her head no and yawned again. My baby was tired. I just wanted to get her fed and get her home so she could rest. I guess you can say I really came around and I like her being close to us.

"How are you dad?" She asked as I blinked a few times, I guess a nigga was day dreaming. "I'm cool." I muttered as she smiled and nodded.

"Good. Let's get started."

I sat back and kept an eye on everything the doctor was doing, during the ultrasound we heard the baby's heartbeat and it was surreal to me. I stared at the screen and my eye started the water.

"That's my baby." I mumbled before sniffling and clearing my throat.

"Are you crying?"

I wiped my eyes and tried to hide the fact that I was actually emotional in this moment. I'm the protector of the system a nigga ain't suppose to show emotion I'm suppose to be protecting the emotions or the rest of us.

"Aw baby." She cooed as the doctor handed me a tissue. I wiped my eyes and chuckled.

"I'm good bae, just got something in my eye."

She chuckled and smiled before looking up at the screen that showed our baby in her stomach, it was still kinda like a bean or maybe a baby alien, hearing it's heartbeat was honestly the best thing I heard all day.

The doctor wiped off Anya's stomach before helping her sit up, I was kind of spacing out so I didn't hear much of what she was saying and I needed to next dose... Maybe a nap.

"You ok Jax?" She asked, it's crazy how she quickly caught on to who's who in this system. Damn I love this girl... Did I just- oh nah I'm turning into a simp.

"Yeah I'm good baby. You ready to go eat?"

She smiled and nodded as we scheduled the next appointment and left.

Pulling up to diner I cut the engine after putting it into park, I looked over at Anya who was looking out the window, I touched her wrist to grab her attention and she turned her head and smiled a little.

"Y'all really?" I asked as she laughed a little at me asI referred to her and the baby.

"I'm starving. Come on baby daddy." She laughed as I sucked my teeth.

"It's husband to you ma'am." I said squinting

"Oh is it now?" She laughed as I pushed her playfully before opened the door for her.

We were sitting in a booth before our waitress brought out of drinks, I ended up ordering apple juice and she got of course strawberry milk.

"You need to bring water ma."

"I know but it's so good." She laughed a little before opening her hand and laying in on the table. She looked up at me and raised her eyebrows.

I smiled before licking my lip, I put my hand in hers as she rubbed her finger against my knuckles that were brushed from punching the steering wheel last night while she was sleeping. I wanted to clear my mind and because I was frustrated about some shit arguing back and forth with they guys as usual.

I stared down the table as my eyes started to flutter a little bit, I jerked a little because I honestly didn't want to switch, I wanted to stay in this moment.

"Jaxon?"

"Hm?" I said letting go of her hand as I put my head on my hands for some reason my head started pounding, she stood up and made her way over to my side of the table while our waitress was bring our out food.

I took a deep breath and laid my head on her shoulder.

"Fuck." I mumbled I felt her kissing my cheek, no matter what goes on with us she's always here.

"Are you alright babe?"

"Yeah I'm good, go ahead and eat so we can head home." I said giving her a kiss before she got out and went back to her side of the table.

I decided to hit Dre up and let him know that we were going home to chill and we'd probably play ball

later.

Once we got finished eating I paid for our food and stopped at Target and the mall before heading home, Anya had fallen asleep as soon as we got home so I decided that I'd just chill out on on the couch but I felt myself starting to switch again.

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Milo

I was fronting again and it felt weird to be, standing up from the couch I noticed Anya was asleep in the bedroom so I went in and kissed her on the cheek before covering her up with a blanket. She looked so beautiful even when she's sleeping.

I can't wait to marry her one day.

Walking over to the dresser I pulled out a pre rolled blunt and went out the the balcony quietly closing the door behind me, it felt like we had been out all day because it was now almost 5 in the afternoon.

That's what your tense ass needs. A blunt

"Shut up Seven." I mumbled lighting the blunt as I sat in the chair watching the car pass by.

I wonder what would happen if we jumped.

"Seven shut the fuck up." I chuckled ignoring his thoughts before reaching into my pocket. I swallowed my pill dry knowing I was probably going to fall asleep after this... I'd be on cloud nine for real.

Hearing the door slide open I knocked the ash off the blunt before sitting it down.

"Hey pretty." I said as she yawned before sitting on my lap.

"Hey Lolo, It feels good out here. I was thinking we go use Dre and Makayla's pool for spring break."

"Shit that's not a bad idea maybe we can get some burgers and grill out since the weathers warming up, text Makayla in the morning if you want." I said as she laid her head on my shoulder.

"You smell good Lolo." She said still sounded sleepy.

"My bad, I just smoked." I said feeling my eyes now low. I licked my lips as looked down at her as she looked up at me.

"I love you."

"I love you too baby girl. Go get back in the bed I know you're too tired." I said tapping her thigh so we could both stand up, she went inside and I followed locking the balcony door.

She slipped on my t-shirt and a pair of cotton shorts I guess she wanted her little booty rubbed. I'll do anything to make her happy.

After taking a shower I cut off the tv and cut the fan on since she got hot sometimes.

"We gotta finish those assignments tomorrow big head."

"Chill out." I laughed. "But aight we'll finish them tomorrow."

Within a few minutes I heard thunder and the rain began hitting against the window putting the both of us to sleep.

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