— Chapter 69 —

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'' was Noah's version of a practical joke.

I couldn't believe it.

He'd put me through all that pain. He built up so much anticipation as to what my tattoo could be, just for a few black letters that spelled out ''.

He could've marked my lips with anything, and he picked four.

Why four? I'd wondered in the mirror this morning, as my lips went sore from how long I'd been holding them open. Because of his other tattoos? Or did he care more about freaking me out instead?

If it was the latter, great—because karma had come in all her glory, and Noah was sick again. Apparently sitting shirtless out in the cold all night could do that to you. Who knew.

The sounds of him coughing and sniffling woke me up in the early morning. Tossing and turning on his side of the bed all night, he got up twice for the sole reason of stretching his legs, only to sweat himself awake once he finally got to sleep.

Delirious fever or not, he left the apartment before the first beams of sunlight flickered in through the curtains—probably to pick up Chains, who'd spent what I imagined was an equally restless night at the police station. I hadn't seen Noah since.

"Are you sure this looks alright?"

Three times I'd asked James that question this afternoon. Getting us ready for his brother's wedding, he'd invited me to his palatial loft in the inner city to have me try on some suits he'd chosen for me. To be honest, I was too distracted by my surroundings to pay enough attention to anything I was wearing.

James' residence was unlike anything I'd imagined it would look like. It was on the top floor of a building made of glassy windows and marble floors. Once we passed the extensive front desk on the lower level, he led me into his loft, which was somehow even more grand. Pristine white walls held away a coffered ceiling, from which glittering light fixtures and chandeliers hung. A marble-embellished fireplace stood opposite a glass coffee table and deep-grey sofas. Floating stairs of black stone led to the upper level, which I could only glimpse peeks of through glass balustrades.

Everything I touched felt like money that I'd never have such an abundance of.

"Turn around," mused James. Leaning against the back of his sofa with his lips hidden behind a flawless hand, he watched me adjust the cuffs to a suit shirt he'd picked out for me.

Dropping my arms to my sides, I drew in a breath and made a full rotation. James tilted his head to make his judgment.

"It's the jacket, isn't it?" I worried. Brushing the silky fabric of the black suit jacket, I craned my neck to see the back of it. "It's too much, right?"

"How does it make you feel?" He asked instead. "Too tight?"

I admitted, "The sleeves aren't giving me much room. I feel like a poorly dressed mannequin."

James, on the other hand, looked like he was made for the clothes he was wearing. Made of black cashmere and fully bespoke without doubt, his tuxedo fitted his figure faultlessly. Silver cufflinks sat at the ends of his white sleeves. A black bow tie was sharp around his neck, while my reflection shimmered in the leather of his polished loafers.

He chuckled and stood up to hold onto the back of my collar. Relieved, I pulled my arms out from the mound of black fabric, immediately less warm and much more comfortable. Turning back on my heel, I brushed down the slim-fitting ebony vest around my torso and made sure the silver pin on my tie was sitting properly. If James was going out of his way to loan me the suit, I at least planned to look decent in it.

"I think you look fine like this," James remarked as he folded my jacket over the sofa, obsidian eyes showing more joy than his smiles ever did. "Nice to see I haven't lost my sense of fashion. We can ditch the jacket—I guess I underestimated how tall you've gotten."

I gave him a teasing look. "Still... just fine?"

"Fine for now," he clarified, "but something's missing."

I watched him reach into the pocket of his creaseless black trousers. When his hand emerged again, his fingers were entangled in a silk ribbon the color of emeralds—the same color as the pocket square in his wool jacket.

"What's this for?" I murmured.

James took a step behind me and pulled free the band which had been loosely holding back my hair.

"My brother asked that we all have something green with us to fit the theme of the wedding." He brushed my earrings out of the way to gently sweep the top half of my hair back. Weaving the emerald ribbon under the part, he tied it into my hair until a green bow was sitting securely at the back of my head. "Fitting that green goes so well with your eyes."

He spun me back around and held me by my arms, a proud shine to his expression. "There," he told me. "Perfect."

That was the first real smile I gave him that evening.

The sun hung low in the burnt orange sky as James and I traveled to the wedding reception in a chauffeured vehicle. It all felt so surreal—I kept finding myself messing with my fingers and taking in deeper breaths than usual. I kept wondering if I was dressed okay, how the venue would look, and reminding myself not to somehow embarrass myself in front of James' extended family.

I'd never exactly been to a wedding before. I'd never been dressed this... nice.

It wasn't until we were a block out from the venue that I realized just how enormous the event was. Streets had been blocked off. Limousines were waiting behind each other one after the other, caught between luxury cars and lavishly dressed guests arriving to the waterfront hotel. It took us fifteen minutes to get to the front of the queue, and as James opened the door for me, I was already taking in my surroundings with wide eyes.

"How many people did you say were coming?" I breathed.

He thought for a moment. "The ceremony itself is limited to two hundred, but the reception was prepared for a thousand guests. Maybe more. Anybody who's anybody in Boston was invited—public officials, business magnates, councilors and their families."

I had to voluntarily keep my jaw from falling open. "Why so many?"

James shrugged.

"When you're running for mayor, you'll do anything and everything to get the support you need—if that means putting on a show for your son's wedding, so be it." He took me by the hand as the car drove off. "Let's go."

Following behind him on the soles of my feet, James had our names checked off on the guest list. The ceremony was first, and a gasp left my lips as we walked into the expansive room to find our seats.

Trees with white flowers formed magnificent arches over the many double doors. Flower petals were scattered over the floor, while lush greenery, roses, paper cranes and chandeliers hung in an elaborate display from the ceiling. There was an orchestra to the right of the room—a symphony of classical musicians playing beautiful melodies with violins and cellos, backed by the soft strumming of an angelic harp.

Hundreds of people were strolling around us from walks of life—small children in dresses and suits, to older guests in beautiful evening gowns and dapper ensembles. Most of them were already taking their seats on chairs painted in crisp ivory, which were lined up in rows and rows on either side of a spotless white carpet leading up to the altar.

Even that was a majestic display. On a white platform, a combination of vines, white roses, peonies and other flowers were the foundations of a marvelous floral-covered structure, where the officiant, as well as the groom and his groomsmen, were already standing in wait.

"Are those your brothers?" I asked James, peering curiously at the four gentlemen in black tuxedos by Jayden's side.

"The first two, yes," he said. Guiding us to a row of chairs third from the front and on the right side, he explained, "Jayden's the groom, of course. The one next to him is Jin—he's the oldest. Jiro is the one with the glasses."

"You're not standing up there with them?"

James hesitated on his answer as I took the seat closest to the aisle. Standing beside me, his expression fell into an unmoving glare, focus resting somewhere just ahead of us.

He muttered, "They're not my family, Elliot."

I followed his gaze. In the first row directly ahead of us, a familiar man—shorter in height than James—was walking along with a spindly woman who I assumed was his wife. Dressed impeccably in a sharp suit that matched his partner's glittering, forest-green gown, the two of them gave off an aura of power that radiated even to where I was standing.

I didn't have to ask who they were. With one glance at the gentleman's intense face and strong disposition, I knew immediately that I was looking at James' father... the notorious Councilman Kato. Shaking hands with other guests in the row behind, the councilman's attention drifted from head to head until it got caught on the figure of his youngest son. James tensed up at the eye contact, rigid in his place.

They were speaking to each other without saying a word. The councilman, critical and unwelcoming, and James, simmering with anger behind his porcelain façade of stoic fortitude. My heart bled for him. I couldn't imagine what had caused so much bad blood to come between them.

What did his father do to him?

I took hold of James' clenched fist just as the orchestra began playing music for the arrival of the bride.

Two hundred onlookers stood to their feet. Two hundred heads turned in the direction of the open doors. A single woman emerged onto the white carpet, elaborate bouquet in hand, clutching the arm of her elderly father.

The symphony of violins and cellos played touching tones of music as the bride began her slow strides down the carpet. Adorned in lustrous layers of flowing, white fabric, her dress was woven into flourishes of flowers at the bust, with light pastel blossoms towards the hem at her feet. It was the most elaborate dress I'd ever laid eyes on. A silvery-white train stretched so far behind her that two bridesmaids were needed to keep it from tangling. I could only imagine what it would've been like to wear something so beautiful.

People sniffled and smiled as she walked elegantly past. My grip on James' hand tightened—I was holding my breath, too in awe to blink for fear I'd miss an intricate detail.

The orchestra finished playing as the bride ultimately stepped up to face Jayden at the altar. Pulling back her veil, Jayden had nothing but pure joy creasing his flawless cheeks. And for a moment, a brief moment, I swore I saw James smiling at the scene. The gladness never left his eyes.

The guests took their seats to watch the rest of the ceremony. Captivated by the sight, everyone watched the exchange of heartfelt vows and silver wedding rings bind the two young souls together. It lasted about an hour, and as the sun finally set beyond the crystal-clear windows around us, we all stood up to applaud the couple as they were announced husband and wife.

For whatever reason, my attention kept getting caught on James. I didn't think he'd ever looked so content for this long before. It wasn't obvious, aside from the small tug at his lips, but I knew. The happiness seemed to come off him in waves.

Time flew by faster than I'd have liked it to. It wasn't long after the ceremony that we found ourselves heading into a new convention hall somewhere else in the hotel—and this time, the celebrations were in full swing. The thousand guests had arrived in all their glory. A mirage of glittering dresses, priceless jewelry and sophisticated suits poured into the venue, taking photos and laughing amongst their groups. I had trouble adjusting to it all, following shyly behind James as he introduced us to some of his friends.

While he was busy stuck in a bubbly conversation with a wealthy older woman, I felt my phone buzz in my pocket and took the opportunity to do something that didn't involve standing around like a socially awkward moron.

Today at 7:30 pm

Noah:

Elliot:

Noah:

Elliot:

Noah:

Sugar. So sweet.

Elliot:

Noah:

Elliot:

Noah:

Elliot:

Noah:

Elliot:

James was still preoccupied with another guest as Noah took a few moments to reply. I found myself holding my breath.

Noah:

Fucking irresistible. My focus lingered on those two words for two moments too long. A warm feeling had blossomed in my chest.

Noah:

Noah:

A smile crept to my lips. I tapped the like button on his text and tucked my phone back into my pocket.

"You simply must come by the winery sometime!" mentioned a cheery woman as she vigorously shook James' hand. "I have this lovely bottle of Bordeaux that I know you'll just adore. It's been too long since we last spoke, you know. You've grown so much, haven't you? Handsome, very handsome. Well-aged, just like my wines."

I laughed at her words as she elbowed my side a few times, looking for me to share in the humor.

James managed an awkward smile and drew his hand away. "We'll catch up soon, Cecilia."

Cecilia tossed one end of her olive shawl over her shoulder, waving at us a few times before she walked off in the direction of the convention hall.

"She seems nice," I chuckled.

"I think she sprained my wrist."

Giving him an amused smile, I took hold of his hand and followed the crowd into the venue. It looked just as grand as the ceremony—if not more. White curtains lined the wall and swept against perfectly polished flooring. Petite flowers fell in vines from the ceiling, amongst hanging crystals and tiny strands of light. A countless number of tables extended from one corner of the room to the other, some featuring beautiful candelabras while others showcased a grand display of flower bouquets perched upon tall, glass vases.

The expansive dance floor remained largely unoccupied as the guests took their seats. Long rows of buffet tables at two sides of the hall. A layered cake, easily taller than I was, stood on an intricate structure of flower blossoms towards one corner. By the stage, another symphony orchestra performed—much bigger than the one we'd seen at the ceremony.

"We're never going to find our seats," I realized, staring breathlessly at the never-ending splendor beyond me.

James gave me a humored glance. "Our table's close to the stage."

"On the other end of the hall?" There were at least a hundred other tables standing in our way and dozens of groups that we'd have to push through. "I'm never going to make it. Any chance we can skip to the dessert table?"

"Have some optimism, Tiny," he told me. "There'll be plenty of opportunities for dessert later. Promise."

The soles of my feet ached with pain as James and I finally finished our grueling journey to the other side of the ballroom. Entrées were already being served, and I wanted nothing more than to sink my teeth into something tasty. Not far from the bride and groom's table, our own table was right beside the dance floor, already seating four other strangers. James and I were the last to arrive.

"I can't believe what I'm seeing!" Someone laughed. "Look at what the cat dragged in, hey?"

I smiled in greeting at the guests as a man with bleach-blond hair hopped up off his seat to throw his arms over James, who responded to his friend's embrace with an awkward pat to his shoulder.

"Nice to see you too, Ren," he said. "Glad to see they're letting just anyone through the front doors."

"Wow," Ren breathed, straightening up his green, snakeskin-patterned suit. "I flew out here from the Bahamas, you know. Six months of bottomless cocktails and bright-blue sea only to come back to this. Still friendly as ever, huh? Didn't you miss me, Jay?"

"He probably forgot you existed," joked a young woman at the table. Adorned in a deep-green gown, she stood up to shake my hand, silver bracelets chiming at her wrists. "Saori. Pleasure to meet you. Apologies in advance for my cousin."

Ren rolled his eyes. Focused dashing my way, he asked James, "Who's your friend?"

James didn't answer immediately, because he was too busy hugging—yes, hugging—an elderly woman who'd gotten up from her assigned chair. Short and plump, she only managed to reach James' chest in height, and that was while he was leaning down.

She mentioned something in Japanese. She then chuckled, "So tall! I can't even get my arms around you anymore."

"It's been too long, Hina." Pulling away, he turned to the table and introduced me. "This is Elliot. He's an old friend of mine. Elliot, this is Ren, Saori, Hina and her husband, Kenji."

I smiled nervously. "Nice to meet you all."

Hina offered me a warm expression, resuming her seated position between me and her partner. Kenji, as James had introduced him, was slumped back in his seat with his arms folded over his stomach. And if I didn't know better... I'd dare to say he was asleep.

"This is the singer you're always talking about?" uttered Ren, stunned. "I thought he'd be shorter."

You're not the only one, apparently. My thoughts flicked to James, knowing that he must've expected to see the same five-foot-four blondie when he came back to Boston all those weeks ago. Sucker.

James and I took our spots at the table, and he countered, "You're exaggerating. I didn't talk about him that often."

Saori laughed at the words. "Are you kidding? He came up all the time in your studio back in LA."

My eyes widened slightly. "He has a studio?" Meeting her dark-brown eyes, I perked up, "You've been to his studio?"

"On occasion," she affirmed. "Small visits whenever I happen to be in town. You can always trust James to be there, slumped over a laptop with a set of headphones on so he never hears you calling. Baka." The young woman grinned with perfect teeth and swirled the liquor in her champagne flute. "Besides, someone had to make sure this goddamn workaholic wasn't running his hearing to the ground. How he does it is beyond me—I'd drive myself insane if I had to listen to the same unfinished songs morning to night."