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When Life Hits The Edge Just Know That God Is With You Forever.

~Lea~

I was sitting on the bed drawing my fashion designs, it had been two months since my baby was gone, two months since I lost my child I never got to see or show love to, two months since Sara was sent to prison. Toni still hadn't forgiven Travis, every time I talk to him about it he changes the subject.

I looked down at the sleeping Toni next to me, leaning my back against the headboard. I reached over stroking his cheek gently. A smile slowly formed on my face a smile that I hadn't put on my face since my baby died.

I've forced myself to move on from the miscarriage, even though it's so hard but you need to let go everything happens to a reason just focus on the future. I pulled my hand away shutting my notebook putting it on the nightstand beside me, before throwing the sheets off my body.

I walked towards the closet trying not to make any noise, I took out an outfit before walking out of the closet and into the bathroom, I shut the door behind me. Toni and I hadn't talked to each other for a few days two months ago. We were trying to heal from our baby's death.

Jennifer and Jordan went on a getaway trip since they wanted some time alone, they've been gone for three weeks so far and they are supposed to be back next week.

I stripped out of my nightgown and slipped on my clothes I didn't bother taking a shower since I took one last night, I walked over to the straightener and plugged it in straightening my hair and when I was done I did my makeup, sprayed perfume then walked out.

I grabbed my phone from the nightstand looking over at Toni who stirred before grabbing my pillow and hugging it, I smiled turning around and leaving the room. I shut the door slowly and quietly before turning around to come face to face with Travis.

I gasped clutching onto my chest. "Travis." I breathed, He chuckled.

"Sorry, for scaring you." I nodded my head. "I came here to see if Toni is awake." He grinned.

He really wants his brother's forgiveness. "He's asleep right now, but he'll wake up in a few minutes." I informed him, he nodded his head.

"Come on, let's go eat breakfast." I smiled at him before we walked downstairs towards the dining room, we walked in to see Anna, Holly, and Katherine seated in silence, my eyes fell on Anna who was glaring at Holly, while Katherine was on her phone.

"Good morning." A familiar voice behind Travis and I said, turning around to see Kevin and Eliza who was hooked onto his arm.

Eliza threatened Kevin to stay with him, I don't know the full story. "Morning." I told him kindly before making room for him to step into the dining room, Katherine waved at him without taking her eyes off her phone.

"Hey! You didn't say hi to me." I looked over to see Brianna standing there pouting, I laughed pulling her into a hug.

"Hi." We both broke away, Katherine looked up from her phone with her eyes lighting up.

"Oh my god!" She squealed jumping out of her chair and pulling Brianna into a tight hug. "I didn't know you came back." Brianna smiled at her.

"Well, I did." She winked before pulling out of her grip. "I also came with your brother and his whore." She whispered, making me gasp at her words.

Katherine and Brianna looked at me before laughing. "You're so innocent." Katherine said through her laugh, I blushed looking down.

"Yeah, she is." I heard Toni say before he wrapped his arms around my waist from behind, he kissed the side of my head. "And that's why I love her." I blushed even more looking down at my hands.

Brianna put a finger in her mouth making fake puke sounds. "Someone pass me the sick bucket." I giggled as Toni kissed the side of my head again.

"Says the person who likes my brother." He whispered so low, I barley caught on. I looked at him as he put his chin on my shoulder. "You heard me didn't you?" I bit my lip nodding my head. "They do like each other, just won't admit it." He pecked my jawline.

Katherine and Brianna looked at us with raised eyebrows. "What are you whispering about?" Katherine asked crossing her arms.

"Nothing you would want to know." He said before unwrapping himself from me and walking over to Kevin who was sitting with his head in his hands as she talked about her new shoes.

"I'm going to shoot myself in the face." Anna said sipping her drink as she stood next to me.

The three of us looked at her. "Why?" Katherine asked.

"Maybe because Eliza is talking about Kevin proposing to her!" Anna told us making Katherine choke on air as Brianna looked at her with wide eyes but shrugged it off. "With that bitch." She pointed at Holly who was talking to her.

"Kevin proposed to her?" Katherine asked, before storming over to Kevin who was in a full conversation with Toni. "You proposed to that whore!?" Katherine shouted, Kevin looked at her before nodding his head.

"I'm in love with her." My eyes landed on Brianna who had hurt written all in her eyes. "I proposed to her because I love her." Toni and I both looked at each other sharing a look.

"I-i need some air." Brianna said before walking out of the dining room.

I swallowed hard. "I'll go with her." I told them before rushing out of the dining room, I walked towards the backdoor to see her sitting on one of the chairs with her face in her hands sobbing. I walked towards her. "Brianna." Grabbing her hand.

She looked up at me with her red eyes and puffy face. "He kissed me." Her voice cracked before she broke down in tears again, I pulled her into my arms rubbing her back. "He told me about his feelings for me." She shook and sobbed in my shoulder.

"Bri." I said softly, rubbing her back in comfort.

"I love him." My heart stopped, she slowly pulled away crying harder. "I love that ass hole." My lips slightly fell open.

"That ass hole loves you too." I looked up to see Katherine walking in, she came over to us. "Yesterday before he proposed to Eliza he told me he had feeling for you and asked me to help him and I did but for some random reason he went and proposed to that whore." She took a seat on the other side of Brianna.

Brianna looked up at Katherine with tears running down her face. "If he really loved me he wouldn't have proposed to her." She said before standing up and storming out of the backyard, Katherine and I both looked at each other.

Then rushed in after her. We ran in to see her standing in front of Kevin and the next thing her hand had connected to Kevin's cheek making me gasp and cover my mouth, Kevin looked at her with wide eyes.

She lifted her index finger. "I hate you, Kevin Mahfud." Her voice was broken but she managed to keep it together. "I hate you." She repeated with a higher voice. "Was the kiss a mistake!?" She yelled, everyone kept quiet. "Was the confession a lie too!?" She grabbed his arm shaking him. "You kiss me then run over to your whore and propose to her!" She slapped him again.

She had tears running down her face. "I hate you Kevin Mahfud, and I want you to stay the hell away from me." Her voice shook, she shot him a look before storming out of the house with Katherine running after her.

My eyes were on Kevin who clenched his jaw with his eyes watering, Eliza walked up to him. "Bab-" She was cut off.

"Get the fuck away from me!" He shouted, making me jump back in fear. "Don't fucking touch me!" He pushed her before turning around and storming upstairs into the guestroom. Travis shook his head looking at Eliza before going upstairs to where Kevin went.

Toni and I looked at each other. "Wow." Anna breathed out looking over at Eliza. "Do you feel accomplished?" She asked walking closer to Eliza.

"Oh shut up Anna." Eliza snapped crossing her arms.

"I fucking hate people like you." She pushed past her before walking into the kitchen.

I slowly walked over to Toni. "So much fucking drama." Toni sighed, grabbing my hand taking me towards the living room to see Holly on her phone sitting on the chair. Things have been awkward between me and her ever since the day she confessed.

Toni squeezed my hand. "I guess we are going to go in the kitchen." He turned around pulling me towards the kitchen to where Anna was sitting there eating breakfast, we walked over to her, Toni sat on the stool beside her as I walked towards the fridge taking a water bottle out.

"Your parents won't be too happy." Anna said, eating a piece of pancake.

Toni looked up from his phone. "It's Kevin's choice." Anna rolled her eyes.

"His choice? Toni he broke the poor girl's heart! He proposed to his slut of a girlfriend after he kissed and confessed his love to another girl!" She snapped, before picking her plate up and throwing it into the sink.

I crossed my arms leaning my back against the counter. "You don't know anything." Toni said, sending her a death stare.

"No!" She started. "I know a lot! Because that's what you Mahfud family do! You break people's hearts not caring about their feelings!" She shouted, looking over at Travis who walked in, I furrowed my eyebrows watching her glare at him. "That's exactly what you Mahfud family do." She whispered before storming out past Travis.

Travis looked down clearing his throat. "Kevin went out to meet some people, and by people he meant going out with his friends to get drunk." Toni raised an eyebrow.

"In the morning?" Toni asked.

Kevin shrugged. "It's Kevin." He said before walking over to the fridge.

"Brianna really loves him." I whispered, making the two look over at me. "There's a reason he proposed to Eliza out of nowhere, there has to be." Travis nodded biting his apple.

"It's obvious." Travis said, as Toni walked over to me wrapping his arms around me pulling me close to him and kissed my cheek.

"Travis." He looked up at Toni with a surprised look on his face, Toni slowly let go of me walking towards Travis, I swallowed hard not knowing what was going to happen next.

But the next thing he did shocked me, and Travis. Toni pulled Travis into a hug. "I forgive you." Patting his back before pulling away. "If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have met my wife." A smiled slowly formed on my face.

Travis looked at Toni with bright eyes. "Thank you, brother." He smiled happily, Toni turned around looking at me.

"I wouldn't have met such an innocent and beautiful person." He never removed his eyes from me when the words fell out of his mouth. "I wouldn't have met someone who would love a shitty person like me." A smiled formed on Toni's face.

I bit my lip, blushing madly at his words. He slowly walked up to me making my heart beat quicken with each step he took, feeling his hands cup my cheeks made my heart flutter and sparks fly all over my body.

"I love you." He smashed his lips against mine, I didn't want to kiss back since Travis was here but I couldn't, fluttering my eyes closed kissing back shyly knowing someone else was in the room.

I quickly pulled back. "I love you too." I whispered breathlessly, I looked over at Travis who was awkwardly standing there. "Travis." He looked up at me. "Thank you." He narrowed his eyebrows. "For-" I cut myself off feeling a lump in my throat. "For saving me that day." He flashed me a smile.

"There's no need for a thank you, I wish I got there before anything happened-" He cut himself off shaking his head. "She's sick in the head." I felt my eyes water looking down at my shoes as I held Toni's hand squeezing it.

Toni sighed wrapping his arms around me. "We'll try again." He kissed my head.

I know we'll try again but how could you move on when you lost your first child, your first ever child, I closed my eyes squeezing him tightly as he rubbed my back. "Travis-" Holly's voice came to a cut.

I opened my eyes looking at her to see her looking between me and Toni before turning her head towards Travis. "Yes, Holly?" Travis asked leaning against the counter.

"A-anna won't leave me alone." She stuttered, keeping her eyes on Toni who was sending her glares.

"What the fuck!" I heard Anna scream before she ran into the kitchen. "I'm going to kill you!" She screamed going after Holly making Toni let go of me and hold her back. "Why would you do this!?" Anna screamed, as tears fell out of her eyes.

Travis grabbed Holly putting her behind him. "Do what?" She asked innocently.

"You know exactly what you did." Anna sobbed, I looked at her confused.

"What happened? What did she do?" Travis asked, looking at Holly then hesitantly looking at Anna.

They're always hesitant when they are in a room together. "She ripped my mother's necklace! The only thing I had of her before she died!" She cried, my heart broke looking at Anna.

I walked up to her and pulling her into a hug, I looked up at Toni who was staring at Holly with disgust and hatred. "Psycho! I fucking knew you were always psycho!" Toni shouted. "Let's go." He told me before walking out of the kitchen with me taking a crying Anna out.

Toni sighed. "I need to get to the company." He walked up to me pecking my lips before walking out of the house leaving me with a crying Anna.

"Anna." I said softly, rubbing her arm up and down. "Show me the necklace." I told her, she nodded wiping her tears.

"Come on." We walked up the stairs towards her room, she shut the door behind us. I walked towards her bed to see a beautiful diamond necklace on the bed. "My father gave it to her." She said, sitting on her bed looking at it with hurt. "She always wore it, she loved it." She sniffed.

"I was eight when she died." I felt a lump in my throat. "She had a stroke which lead her to death." She sobbed covering her mouth, I walked towards her wrapping my arms around her. "I loved her so much." She cried louder. "I miss her." She stuffed her face in my shoulder.

I blinked my tears away before looking down at her. "My dad overdosed on alcohol, he wanted to die after my mom died, he felt so lonely even when I was there with him, he felt like he lost a part that was keeping him alive." I rubbed her back as a tears fell down my face.

I quickly wiped them with my free hand before pulling away from her. "I know how it feels to lose the people you love." I told her with a crack in my voice, I put my lip in a line. "I lost my dad and I never got to meet him, I already knew he was an amazing guy." I swallowed the lump in my throat.

"It's hard I know because I lost my own child, I lost my grandmother which was Mary's mother, she loved me dearly and I loved her so much. She was the one who raised me took care of me and I still think of her as my grandmother." I felt tears fall down my face.

"When I lost her I felt alone, and when I lost my child it felt like it was happening all over again, I felt loneliness and it sucks, it makes you feel like you have nothing to live for in this word but you do, you have a lot left in the world." I inhaled deeply, looking at her staring at me.

"The people we lost are probably looking at us upset that we are doing this to ourselves not wanting us to hurt ourselves because of them." She nodded wiping her tears, I looked down at the necklace picking it up. "I can fix this." I told her, making her look at me with hope.

"You can?" She asked, I nodded my head.

"I can." I smiled at her.

After a long time fixing the necklace I finally finished looking down at the necklace with a smile, I stood up walking towards Anna's door with the necklace in my hand, I knocked on her bedroom door.

The door opened revealing her. "I fixed it." I told her showing it, her eyes brightened looking at it.

"Oh my gosh!" She squealed taking the necklace from me. "Thank you." She pulled me into a hug. "This was very important! I have to do something in return." She said, when she pulled away I shook my head.

"You don't need to, it's the least I could do." I told her, smiling at her happiness.

"I never say this but you are an angel." She said, looking down at the necklace. "It looks as good as new." Footsteps came from behind me.

"Anna." I heard Travis' voice from behind me, Anna slowly looked up sending him a glare.

"What?" She snapped, looking back down at the necklace.

He stood right next to me, clearing his throat. "I would like to apologize for Holly's behavior." Anna chuckled sarcastically crossing her arms leaning against her door.

"She should come apologize herself! If she is a grown adult she would come to me and say sorry, but turns out your girlfriend is a little child!" She snapped, looking at him with anger and hurt.

"My girlfriend isn't lik-" He was cut off by Anna.

"Oh! So you're saying your girlfriend is a pure innocent soul?" She asked, slapping his chest. "Is that why you left m-" She cut herself off before staring at him with tears in her eyes shaking her head. "I don't like you Travis." She stormed into her room slamming the door shut.

I awkwardly stood there playing with my hands. "Are you okay?" I asked, patting his arm.

He sighed. "No." He shook his head. "You're the only normal one here." He said, chuckling.

I gave him a small smile as he turned around walking past Toni who furrowed his eyebrows looking at Travis then me, I smiled running up into his arms letting him lock his arms around me. "I missed you." He whispered, kissing my lips.

"How was work?" I asked, putting my hand on his chest as he pulled me closer by the waist.

"It was good, except my meeting was horrible." He shook his head. "I didn't feel like listening to that boring old rag talk." He said, making me slap his chest.

"Toni." I warned. "Don't say that." He laughed kissing my forehead.

"Indeed, you are an innocent girl." I looked up at him blushing. "I was thinking about-" He was cut off by the front door from downstairs opening.

"I'm here bitches." Drake's voice was heard, Toni sighed as I chuckled. "To to." He called making Toni groan in annoyance as he interlocked our hands taking me downstairs with him.

"Are you fucking kidding me, Drake?" Toni said annoyed.

Drake smirked. "Was I interrupting a little something, something." He winked at me, making me blush furiously, I looked down biting my lip. "Looks like I was, I can go if you want to continue your husband and wife action." He pointed at the door.

Toni let go of my hand and kicked him. "Shut the hell up." He shot him a look.