Chapter 73

Harry's POV

Louis was absolutely furious with me for bringing Edward home. So I guess that means I'll be sleeping on the couch tonight. I was just trying to be nice to Edward....

But Louis didn't care, he said if Edward was here he wouldn't speak to me...so now I'm sitting on the couch with a glass of wine staring at the tv with all the lights out. Edward is sleeping on the floor in his sleeping bag. He fell asleep a while ago and I've been sitting here, lonely. I wish Louis would let me come in his room...

Louis locked me out of his bedroom and hasn't spoken to me sense I'd brought Edward home. I hope he doesn't get the wrong idea, what if he thinks I like Edward?! No, he can't...could he think that? Everything will be fine in the morning, I'm sure...

~~the next morning~~

Edward woke me up at about 7:30 he said Seth called him earlier and they talked for a while, he decided to move in with him to get away from their dad.

"So I guess I won't see you much any more...Seth lives hours away from here..." Edward mumbled, while gathering his clothes and stuffing them in his backpack. He rolled up his sleeping bag and picked it up and walked over to the door.

"Is Seth coming to pick you up?"

I asked, handing him his pillow.

"yeah. I'll wait for him outside..."

"Ok, we'll if you ever need any where to stay again you know where to find me. And promise me you'll never go back to live with your dad"

"thanks...you've always been so nice to me...and....thank you...I'm never going back to my dad's. ever"

"You're very welcome. See ya around"

"Yeah...um thank you again...you're really nice...um..I'll go"

"ok, see you"

Edward and I stood there staring awkwardly at each other, he bit his lip and looked down at his feet. I smiled a bit and reached over and hugged him. He flinched backing up and staring at me strangely.

"I'm not going to hurt you"

I whispered, reaching out for a hug.

He nodded and shyly walked over and let me hug him. Our hug lasted a little too long if you ask me, he even kissed me on the cheek...it was weird. But I guess it was his way of saying thank you. He's actually pretty shy, hardly talks at all.

He pulled away and managed a smile "um..bye"

I opened the door for him and he stepped out, waving and then grabbing his stuff. I grinned and waved back, I yelled "bye" and then shut the door. I smiled to myself and turned around, only to see Louis standing there, a mixture of hurt and anger formed in his eyes and he ran off towards his bedroom. I chased after him and somehow made it into his room before he could lock me out. I pushed him on the bed and pinned him down, looking deep into his eyes.

He squirmed around and kicked at me, he glared at me and ripped his hand away, he smacked me before backing away from me

"Get the hell out! Get out!"

"L-Lou...I..."

"I said get out!"

He pushed me and got up from his bed, he stomped over to his door and yanked it open "Just.Go."

I stood up and bit my lip, I stuffed my hands in the pockets of my sweat pants and walked out of his room. I stood in the door way and stared at Louis.

"w-what did I do?"

"As if you even have to ask"

"I'm serious Lou...I-I don't know-"

"I SAID GO NOW! GET OUT!"

"I'm sorry....please don't be mad"

"I'M MORE THAN MAD! NOW GET OUT OR I'LL LEAVE! I HATE YOU"

And with that he slammed the door in my face.

He...he...hates me?

What did I ever do to him...

My eyes began to water as I walked into my room. I threw myself on the bed and sobbed into my pillow. I knew it...I knew Louis couldn't love me...

Why would anyone love me? I'm worthless, I never do anything right...

Maybe I shouldn't have brought Edward over...that is what he's upset about...isn't it?