Chapter 68

Louis's POV

A few hours have gone by and Harry still hasn't woken up....

I'm so worried about him, they say he'll make it, but what if he doesn't? What if he does die..? No I can't think like that, Harry can't die, he won't.

I'm in the waiting room curled up in a chair hugging my knees and trying to keep from falling apart. I just want to see him, that's all. Just to see him breathing again, so I can be sure he's alive. He doesn't know how horrifying that was to see him dying...

Years from now I'll probably still have nightmares about it...it was awful. He was so helpless, and his cries broke my heart...

He wasn't just sobbing, he was practically screaming at one point, then he just laid there, I thought he was dead...

I noticed a nurse standing in the door way staring at me, she re-read her paper and called my name.

"Mr Tomlinson, Harry's waking up."

The nurse stood there waiting for me, as I grabbed my jacket and phone, and headed towards her.

"Is he ok?"

"He should be fine, but we'll be keeping a close eye on him. We'd like you to answer a few questions later, if you don' mind"

"Of course, of course. Now let me see Harry, please."

She nodded and picked up her clip board,

"Follow me please"

I walked briskly behind her, all kinds of horrible thoughts entered my mind. What if he hates me? What if for some reason he doesn't remember me?

I followed the nurse down the narrow hallway, at the very end was a white door with the number '108' on it. She nodded towards the door and I cautiously turned the doorknob, I stepped inside the small white room and looked around, everything was so plain. It wasn't very cheerful or happy looking. There were two small white windows on each side of the grey colored walls. The floor was a weird cream color with little spotted tiles, there was a bathroom connected to the room and a dark blue couch pushed up against the wall with a white table in front of it. My eyes wondered around and then I focused on the blue bed in the middle of the room. Harry was laying there groaning, holding the blanket close to his chest with his eyes shut tight.

"I'll give you two some time alone. If you need anything press the red button and I'll come as soon as I can"

I thanked the nurse and shook her hand, she quietly left the room and I walked over to Harry.

I lightly ran my fingers through his hair, careful not to startle him.

"Hi, Hazz. How are you feeling?"

He slowly opened his eyes and stared at me a long while before throwing his arms around me and sobbing onto my shoulder, I rubbed his back and told I was here and he didn't have to be scared anymore. I'd always be with him, I'm not leaving.

He pulled me on the bed and I sat next to him, I wrapped my arms around his middle and let him lay his head on my shoulder. He could barley hold his own head up, poor thing.

"I thought I'd never see you again..." I finally whispered, stroking his pale cheek and then pressing a kiss to it.

"I-Im sorry...a-are you mad?"

He stared at me with a blank expression on his face and waited for my answer.

Hell yeah I'm mad at him, absolutely furious. But then again, he was hurting so badly he felt he had no other option but to kill himself....

Which I can't see because he is perfect to me, always has been. Always will be. I love him.

"Well...a little Hazz, only because I love you"

"ok...m sorry..."

"Want me to stay the night? You need rest and it's getting late. We'll talk in the morning"

He nodded and yawned, rubbing his eyes.

"You're too cute"

I giggled, pulling the blanket over us and wrapping my arm around Harry as he laid on his side.

He simply shook his head and closed his eyes. I smiled and hugged him tight, he's ok. He's not gone. This doesn't seem real, one minute I thought for sure he was dead...here I am hours later holding him in my arms, life is good right now. Only because I have Harry back, I couldn't ask for anything better.

~~The story isn't over, just so you know. When it's finally over I'll right 'The End' on the chapter, thanks for reading, love you guys xx

Sorry this chapters short, it late and I have to go to sleep