Chapter 67

Harry's POV

The door swung open and Louis rushed over and kneeled beside me. He stroked my cheek and pressed a kiss to my forehead.

"Harry, I came back. Don't cry please. I'll never leave you again,

no matter what they say"

He came back for me...no...this wasn't suppose to happen...he was supposed to leave and have a great life without me...he wasn't suppose to come back...

Now I won't be here for him...

I managed to lift my head up and gently shook my head. Tears streaming down my cheeks, I pulled the bottle of pills out from under my pillow. Louis gave me a confused look. I held the bottle out to Louis and he snatched it from me, his eyes filled with horror as he mumbled "no.."

"I-I'm s-sorry Lou...it's too late..."

"NO! Don't say that! It's not too late! Harry, please, please, don't leave me! I need you I love you!"

"I'm s-sorry..."

"No. You won't die. I won't let you"

Louis pulled out his phone and called 999 he held my hand the whole time, doing his best to comfort me.

"I need an ambulance, immediately, m-my boyfriend overdosed on sleeping pills. Come as quickly as possible!YES IM STAYING CALM! DONT BLOODY LECTURE ME I DONT NEED THAT RIGHT NOW! p-please. I-I n-need help"

Louis hung up the phone moments later and told me an ambulance was on it's way.

I know he's trying his best, but it won't work...I'll probably be gone by the time they get here...I'm so stupid...why did I do this? He's back now, he actually came back for me...if only I would've waited...

"i-it's...too late...goodbye Lou....I love you"

Louis began sobbing angrily and squeezed my hand "don't go Harry...stay with me, you can do it"

"I can't..." I mumbled, my eyes were slowly begging to close, and my breathing became rapid and heavy, my vision was blurry and I could just barely make out Louis tear stained face. With all my strength I reached up and stroked his cheek, I'd never see him again...and I think that's what I'll miss most...him...

"I-I...love you.." and with that, my eyes closed for good. The last thing I saw was Louis leaning in and kissing my lips softly as tears slid down his cheeks.

I'm so sorry...

Louis's POV

"I-I...love you.." Harry whispered, his eye lids fluttering shut as I pressed my lips to his.

His lips were like ice and he was sweating and shaking. He let go of my hand and groaned holding his stomach. How the hell could he do this?! Why?! He can't just leave me...I need him, he's all I have. Sure he's a pain sometimes but I love him. I shouldn't have listen to management, I don't care if they kicked me out of the band, I won't date Eleanor. Never again! Harry was in no state to be left alone, he needed someone to care for him...and I left...with someone I don't even love. Never again. I won't ever leave him. He'll make it, he won't die...he can't...I won't let him...

And where's that bloody ambulance?! They should be here by now, a persons life is at stake and they're taking their sweet time. Idiots.

I stood up and looked out the window, they weren't here yet, I'm going to kill them. After Harry is safe and in the hospital, I'm going to punch their lights out, I don't feel bad for thinking that either, they deserve it. Harry is actually dying...right in front of me and they're making him suffer, where the hell are they?

I glanced at Harry as a small whine escaped my lips. He looked...dead...he's not! Thankfully, he was still breathing, just barley...his eyes were shut tight and he just laid there...lifeless...

He can't die...he just can't...

Minutes later someone knocked on the front door, I left Harry's room and ran to the front door, it was the paramedics, finally.

"He's in here"

I sobbed, biting my lip as tears continued sliding down my cheeks. I ran into Harry's room and a man felt his pulse

"I don't feel anything, he...he's dead..."

I rushed over to Harry and shoved the guy out of the way, I grabbed Harry' shirt and shook him violently

"HARRY! NO! COME BACK! DONT YOU DO THIS TO ME! I HATE YOU DONT GO! I need you..."

One of the paramedics drug me away from Harry's body

"Sir, please. We can't be 100% sure he's gone. We need to take him to the hospital."

"ok...I'll come with you!"

~~at the hospital~~

Harry's been in the emergency room for over an hour...if he's gone I won't be able to live with myself. It would be my fault, I left him...I wish I could tell him how much I love him...he's everything to me.

I was told to sit in the waiting room, I was a wreck, I've been crying and worrying so much I'm making myself sick.

A doctor entered the room and called my name

"Mr Tomlinson"

I sprang to my feet and grabbed onto his arm

"So?! How is he?! Oh no...he's gone isn't he?! I knew it!"

The doctor looked highly annoyed and pushed me off of him

"He will live. He's very lucky, if you had waited any longer he'd be dead, it's a good thing you called when you did. You should congratulate yourself for that"

"HE'S ALIVE?! CAN I SEE HIM?!"

"Not yet, I'm afraid, he's not awake. We had to pump his stomach and he's breathing through an oxygen tank at the moment. We'll notify you as soon as he wakes up. You can go home if you want"

"HE'S ALIVE...he's alive...AND DON'T YOU DARE THINK FOR A SECOND I'M GOING HOME, IM STAYING HERE UNTIL HE'S AWAKE"

"Sir, calm down. He's fine, we're doing our best."

The doctor turned to leave but I stopped him, grabbing his arm again.

"t-thank you, so much"

"You're welcome"

He walked off down the hallway and left me standing there, I managed a smile and then started crying again, because, Harry's alive. He's not dead, I'm never leaving him again. No matter what. Never.

Yaaaay Harry didn't die ;) you didn't think I'd kill him did you?

It's not over yet, I have a lot more planned. Thank you so much to everyone who reads my story, I love all of you!