Chapter 54

Harry's POV

I cannot believe this, I never thought I'd get Louis to admit he liked me, and now he's asked me out, this would have to be one of the happiest days of my life. He's wonderful and just amazing. I can't believe he'd rather have me than any other girl or guy, out of all people he chose me! I'm so happy right now, I'm happy....I didn't know I even had this feeling I don't know how to describe it, it's like I could just scream, but smile and laugh and cry all at the same time. Scream because I'm mad at him for liking me, I think he deserves way better than me.

Smile because YES HE CHOSE ME OUT OF EVERYONE!!

And then cry because I'm not good enough....but then cry because I just love him so much...I need to calm down.

"So...now that we're dating, we're gonna have to tell the boys" Louis said, as we walked back to the hotel, (holding each others hands) I CAN'T BELIEVE HE LOVES MEEEEE ok ok settle down Harry...

"I...don't want to"

"Harry, why not?"

"They won't like it.."

"Why won't they like it?"

I sighed and rolled my eyes "um hello, management? The public, the fact that we're not "gay" What will Simon say?! Oh no I'd never thought of that...Louis I'm scared what if-"

He wrapped his arm around me and rubbed my back "hey, don't be scared. I'll be with you, besides, it's the boys they love us"

I nodded but didn't reply, yeah they used to love us...ok ok I know they'll still love us, I just don't want to be judged more than I am, let me just tell you these past few months have been absolute hell for me, I've been getting the most hate out of all of us....the things people say have gotten worse, now that they know I selfharm they can make jokes about that too....at first people just said I couldn't sing, called One Direction gay and made fun of the way we dressed. But now they've been attacking me on a whole new level, sending death threats when I've done absolutely nothing to them, telling me to kill myself and to cut deeper, and some specific people ~~cough~~ ~~cough~~ EDWARD have been beating the living day lights out of me and FOR NO REASON. Like I said, I've done absolutely.nothing. I wouldn't lay a hand on anyone, I'd never hurt someone...I just don't see how people can be so cruel...

~~an hour later~~

Louis has gathered everyone in the living room, he told them if they didn't attend his "meeting" someone might lose a limb or an eyeball. It was real convincing to Niall, he's afraid that Louis might actually act upon those threats, so he's trying to behave.

Liam, Zayn and Niall entered the living room and took a seat, Niall shoved them out of the way and flopped on the couch, "Im here, don't hurt me, Louis" he covered his face and peeked through his fingers. Louis grinned, evilly and winked at him "don't be stupid then and I'll let you live"

Niall put his hand on his chest and sighed dramatically, "phew, ok, cause I really wanna finish the last season of celebrity wife swap, so if you killed me I'd have to kill myself cause I wanna watch that show, yeah."

Louis gave him a confused look, mouthing "what?" and rolling his eyes. Zayn shrugged and snickered, "that made like, zero since bro"

Niall stuck his tongue out and shoved Zayn on the floor "you make zero since"

Louis cleared his throat and glared at Zayn and Niall, who had each other pinned on the ground and Niall bit Zayn's leg through his skinny jeans.

Liam rolled his eyes "can we get this over with? I have things to do"

"What things? Last I checked you had no life"

"Shut up, Louis"

~~minutes later~~

Louis demeaned Niall behave or he'd decapitate him in his sleep, Niall said he doesn't sleep, sleep is for the weak, the next thing you know he's snoring away on Zayn's shoulder.

"Can I talk now?! Thank you" Louis sat next to me and took a deep breath, "there's something I-we, need to tell you"

Suddenly, Liam and Zayn seemed more interested, as Louis was being serious for once.

"Is everything ok? You didn't get beat up again, did you?" Liam jumped out of his seat and felt around on the back of Louis's head. Louis sighed and rolled his eyes again "no Liam, do I look like I was beat up? Am I bleeding or bruised?"

Liam sat down, nodding "just being safe"

"You're too safe"

"At least I care"

"News flash, I don't! Can I please talk now without being interrupted?!"

Liam bit his lip, saying "sorry" he leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms.

Louis squeezed my hand tightly and glanced in my direction, I nodded and squeezed his hand back.

"ok....well um me, er Harry and I, what I mean to say is-"

"We're dating.." I finished, I bit my lip and waited for a response, Liam sat there with his mouth open, Zayn looked shocked, but nodded whispering "cool" and Niall, was still snoring.

I think Liam was in denial and let out a pathetic laugh "y-you, you're joking...right?

Louis and I both shook our heads "no, it's not a joke...We're in love.."